I just HAVE to talk about this with someone, even if I get banned, even if its offtopic, I just HAVE to hear someone else's opinions on this shit and I have no one to talk to irl and this shit weirds me out to no end.
I want to talk about "philosophy of technology", which I just discovered even tho I am a 27 year old engineer soon finishing master studies who worked all sorts of stuff you can imagine.
Just what the fuck is "philosophy of technology", and same question for philosophy of science and all these weird things. I was just interviewed by students of this on their master studies for their stuff. Why does this exist? What do these people even do? Seriously why the fuck does this exist????
Ive asked them about it, and they told me they "study how technology/science/engineering impacts our society". And then I asked them what did they figure out? What are their methods? How replicable or falsifiable any of their shit is? Do they even use math? What is an useful, actionable, beneficial thing in any of their shit? They didnt know how to respond.
Then I gave them examples. Like cars. Batteries. Light. Electricity. Radios. Factories. Basically everything around us. If engineers magically disappeared, we'd be back in stone ages. Meanwhile if they would disappear, what would change? Nothing?
I gave them another example. Say my kidney hurts or something. I call a doctor. Maybe there's no water in my house. I call a plumber. And so on. When the fuck do I call a "philosopher of engineering"????????
One constant, universal thing I've noticed among all.. useful academics I guess, is mathematics. Basically everyone who is useful uses math. And some of it can get pretty crazy. I remember my days crying over math books. Everything in life is easy when you are young adult, but then you hit the math. And it takes 10 hours a day just to pass an exam with the lowest grade. It seems like everything can be explained with math, heat, electricity, waves (both radio ones, and ones you get when you blow something up in the water and then find oil in the ocean because of the details in the waves), magnetism, fields, gravity, man you fucking name it, math can explain it so hard that you will be able to predict the fucking future every out of every time. Its just.. powerful. Doesnt matter if you wanna go faster than the speed of sound (fighter jets), or quite literally move mountains (trains, mining mechanization, tons of ore a day), doesnt matter what you wanna do, math will help you do it.
But these 'intellectuals' dont even use any math in their 'intellectualism'. They dont make cars. Or engines. Or explosives. Or computers. Or you fucking name it. They dont build anything. They dont test anything, they dont even test their own theories. They just…. talk to each other???
Someone please explain this shit to me I am honestly feeling like I am losing my damn mind. What the hell is going on? Are they just using the hard work and prestige legit science and legit engineering (the one with math in it) built through naming themselves this, just to leech the profits? Are they just intellectual exploiters, stealing from the intellectual workers who actually end up building stuff? Why is this allowed? What is their purpose? Why are they here? Who funds this? Who needs this? How are they not wiped out yet?
I feel like the good name of engineering, of university, of higher learning, of academia etc just all went to shit. Like it is all a mistake. Like what is even the point of this shit and these people teaching classes to people who came there presumably to learn something useful?
I dont even know why I feel like this but I feel like someone cut out a huge chunk of me and threw it into the fire or something. This is not supposed to be happening.