Guys...

Guys, i think i am literally and unironically developing psychosis from never having a gf at the ripe age of 19 (20 in a couple of months). Never even held a chick’s hand. Hugged a couple. How is that fucking possible? How do you 30+ wizards managed to get there???!!??

I was ugly and short as shit, rejected and mocked by everyone but had a MAJOR glow up in the last couple of years, now 6ft and have been called “really handsome” several times by people other than my mom. But i am deep in so many layers of mental illness that i cant fucking do shit anymore. The only thing that puts a smile on my face is Zig Forums memes and gambling like a degenerate on SPY calls. I can’t bring myself to love anything. I struggle to even pretend that i care about my family. I only think about money and drugs all day long.

What a fucking clown world. We really can LITERALLY and UNIRONICALLY lose our minds from not having a warm and wet hole to thrust inside. What the fuck. What’s the point? Seriously. All because i didnt have a brapper to sniff while growing up.

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Why do you think having a woman would make you less psychotic? It's more likely the opposite

>We really can LITERALLY and UNIRONICALLY lose our minds from not having a warm and wet hole to thrust inside
unironically yes, our species is stunted by sexual desire stemming from the need to propagate the species further
It's impossible to fight, you gotta meditate, exercise and let it go
Alternatively, go to a bar and talk to girl/get laid oh wait you can't everything is closed

you sound fucking insufferable

>All because i didnt have a brapper to sniff while growing up.
Being deprived of female pheremones for so many years literally alters a man's neurochemistry
Inb4 reddit cucks claim human pheremones don't exist (good goy)

Wrong board faggot, none of us care

Im a 30yo klv, but I’m rich and I’m not ugly

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>women solution to all my problems.
you are in for major disappoint.
there are nice gfs but they are just as rare as confident and chad men are.

I wouldn’t say this is stunted anymore than needing food or water stunts us. But at least you can enjoy sex. But, you can’t anymore because women hold to much power in society because Jews.

I'm 20, in uni and I have €68k in LINK. I could buy a very nice BMW/Audi for €15k, buy a fake gold/silver watch, nicer clothes, start renting a nice apartment for €600 a month, start going to work even part time to some degree related job(IT) to cover living alone and an active social life related costs, start going out with friends more while I flex my car. In 2 months I'd say I would get a hot enough gf especially during summer time when there's always a party somewhere and even an old €3k BMW is a flex here.

Would it be worth it though to waste my money, energy, dignity(wagecucking) to get some gf that I would have to maintain? Fuck no. Maybe I'm coping here, but what I really really want is to make it and for that I can't sell any of my LINKs.

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I was like you. I was a huge fat loser growing up. Then lost a bunch of weight in college and started getting tons of female attention and wasn't used to it, so I lost so many chances. Still was fapping to pron daily. Got a hot gf, who put up with my PIED and would bang her occasionally for like 2 years and of course bust early. This still fucked with my head.

Then over the years banged different girls and hookers. Now I'm 31 and live at home.

> We really can LITERALLY and UNIRONICALLY lose our minds from not having a warm and wet hole to thrust inside. What the fuck. What’s the point? Seriously.

There is no point. We're dependent on that oxytocin and dopamine from these girls, and when we don't have it, we feel terrible inside. It doesn't change as you get older.

The only thing I'll say after looking back in my life is that if you take small baby steps, you'll get female affection and ultimately put ur benis in a bergina. Then after doing that enough, you'll ultimately be "that guy" who settles down and lives their life with women, or be like the rest of us here who have been rejected, dealt so much bullshit, and unironically seem to be mgtow even if they don't intend to. I'm falling into that camp.

So basically, don't be so hard on yourself, take baby steps, and then figure out which guy you want to be and stick to it. Regardless of which guy, in both scenarios, the best thing is to try your fucking hardest not to let females fuck with your psyche. It's really hard because its our biological imperative, but god damnit try.

Especially nowadays since everyone's reward centers are completely fucked, this especially impacts females who rely on it more than men. So don't let some humans unwavering daily emotions dictate yours. Ok faggot? Now go out there and make it. I'm going to take a mid day nap and eat some shit food, because muh nihilism. don't be like me faggot. Be the one that makes it.

Is it bad that I don't even enjoy sex, like the novelty of a new girl every so often is exciting but once that's worn off all that's left is the nut. Maybe I'm just fucking jaded man

>Hugged a couple.

up to 34 I never even kissed a girl.
Now I have 2 kids. My wife is a sister of otaku friend, I snitched her, after she broke with her boyfriend.

If you feel not ok with your current situation try to seek proffesional help.
There is also meditation and religion.
People can't live without something.

Schizophrenia manifests itself in men around your age due to genetic factors, sorry.

Sorry user, but atm there’s basically no hop for you because you’ve already put the pussy on such a high pedestal and roasties can smell desperation miles off since so many of them keep a gaggle of orbiters around to do chores for them. Idk why I’m even responding to this but here’s an outline of your best shot at getting a grill while you’re still in your youth:
>Get Zig Forums start exercising and eating better today.
-if you actually care about this at all you’ll drink water and only water from today onward.
>Go to a uni that specializes in your major of choice with about 10k+ students
>Be honest about your interests in your dorm mate questionnaire
>honestly attempt to become bros with your roomie
>join every club on campus that you find interesting: vidya, debate, history, political party, etc.
>participate in class discussions and stay after class for the last five minutes or so to ask questions of your professor that you didn’t have time to query during the lecture
I didn’t even read all of your post because your pic is garbage and you don’t come across as a wizkid. Everything I’ve listed above will just about maximize your exposure to a chance opportunity at meeting a toastie irl you might be able to bag.

tl;dr have something to talk about

Meh, that helps for sure but no grill is going to get turned on in a conversation about crypto. The general idea is to force him to get out there and mingle with the cattle enough that he'll be able to assimilate when necessary and have more social clicks to scout out for fresh gash.

What's with all these incel slide threads? What are they trying to distract us from?

I should have said, have something to talk about that isn't
crypto
the internet
how lonely you are

and you should be fine

Lucky you, I don’t know how to get rid of my wife

if you end up with a crazy bitch, you will regret it. Don't rush.

Actually, that's not a bad thing as long as you're using your time wisely. I havent had a gf and I'm 26 but I dont feel that bad because I'm aware how girls are a distraction that suck all your time, money and energy away. Instead I decided to go HAM on my career. What's the result? The entire world is paralyzed while I'm making $8k/mo while working only 25 hrs per week. Now that I'm finally stable I'll start chasing girls when the quarantine is finally over while knowing it won't represent that big of a risk anymore.

I was with you until
>gambling like a degenerate on SPY calls
You need to go back

33 y/o boomer here. I remember being in your exact same situation at your age. Unfortunately, the only thing I can do is confirm that your worse fears are basically correct.

My teens and early 20s were excruciating and the lack of sex basically ruined big parts of my life (ie: academically, and being unable to enjoy anything as you've described, etc). I lost my virginity to a prostitute a few months before turning 20, and eventually figured things out a bit and managed to start having a respectable sex life thanks to Tinder around the time I was 26-27. It helped, but the damage was still done. In truth, I'll never entirely forgive women for passing me over during my formative years when I needed them the most. Now I only get turned on humiliating them in bed doing and doing other degenerate shit like that, and I plan on hurting a lot of them once I'm crypto rich.

The only piece of advice I can give you is to sort it out as soon as possible. It won't get better, but presumably you can limit the damage that way. A prostitute does help a bit, at least you'll be able to claim you lost your virginity before turning 20. Good luck.

do in this way join and and you will have a solid plan and get out of this vicious circle

have you considered dwelling and being neurotic is what's causing it, I was 27 when I had my first sexual experience and thats because I was a complete phaggot u gotta work on being less awkward and cringe and being comfortable with yourself or its never going to happen but chastity is a virtue anyway if youre not being a coomer and desperately chasing

its not womens fault you were awkward, desperate cringe and tryhard but not entirely your fault either

I can instantly feel the difference in my mental health whenever i interact and/or flirt with pretty women. I never bowed down to a pussy in my life, legit think ive never “simped” once in my life. I always tried to be as cold as possible towards women, and coped and pretended that being “muh edgy lone wolf” was my path but it is undeniable now that having sex would make a huge difference in my life. It’s fucking simple chemistry and biology. There is no escape. I am slave of this fucking shitty sack of bones and meat. If i keep coping i will be unhappy for the rest of my life.

That’s my plan. I am poor and not in uni yet but i want to use every single last bit of humanity left inside me and try to make it into the 6 figure mark before i turn 21 so i can pay for this shit and hopefully find a temporary meaning to my life. And like i said, i never put pussy on a pedestal but now i need a brapper to SNIFFFFF or im going to go insane

>There is no point. We're dependent on that oxytocin and dopamine from these girls, and when we don't have it, we feel terrible inside. It doesn't change as you get older.

This man gets it.

>Now go out there and make it. I'm going to take a mid day nap and eat some shit food, because muh nihilism. don't be like me faggot. Be the one that makes it.

I think i never had a mid day nap in my whole life. You seem like you almost won the neurological genetic lottery desu. I wish i could just eat shit food and take naps and not suffer from major insomnia (and now psychosis).

Made a couple grand from this shit so far though, lol. Majority of r*ddit are bear faggots

That's true. It doesn't matter though. I haven't forgotten and I plan on paying it back tenfold before I'm done.