Drunk every night this week

>drunk every night this week
>on my way to starting the new week drunk
I'll stop next week

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user, go to detox/rehab. Please.

This.

I've had 3 days sober (i.e. without at least 0.5L Vodka) this year.

Last 4 months of 2019 before brief sober period were similar.

I'm a 35yo boomer who's been to war and is from an alcoholic culture and family and has given up on life.

If you're a basic zoomie/millenial seek help - no shame for you guys in this! Coronachan is pushing many of you to extremes only scum like me previously faced.

Get help brother.

Lol, quitting's for fags

NOT Zig Forums RELATED FUCK OFF

I'm not an alkie, but I am quitting indefinitely as of yesterday. Bad hangover ruined my Saturday and I missed out on doing the shit I wanted to do. Sick of that. I'm a weekend drinker and I don't get cravings thankfully. I do tend to drink too much though because I nervous sip.

Go back tryhard

You'll hit a point when you want to stop, but nothing anybody says can make you stop before you hit that point. My brother almost died at 30 from his drinking spiraling out of control. He spent 2 weeks in the hospital - the first week in a coma. They had to remove his spleen and he has permanent pancreatic and liver issues now which include not being able to eat spicy/fatty foods and daily medications. The whole process also forced him into bankruptcy. But keep it up, if you want to, I'm sure nothing like this could ever happen to you user.

transition to weed. youre still a depressed loser but its healthier

Start smoking weed

I stop drinking when I do steroids. Orals are highly liver toxic, the body prioritizes alcohol metabolism and and it makes you lose weight and impairs protein synthesis. This basically means you can't drink while lifting. Trade one bad habit for another. One makes you skelly with bags under your eyes, the other a ripped Chad. Both are kind of hot in their own way to girls but mentally I do better when on gear as opposed to wine. Always good to bust out the oenology and vintner fun fax to impress certain kinds of girls though. Some people are intimidated by wine lists and can't even pretend to do a wine tasting. It's 50% a confidence trick so even with a wino past you can get a few moves from it. It's also an excuse to start topics. A terroir to friend from x country/been there/want to go. Pairings are fun too. In general you learn the basics of a new sommelier and memorize the vocabulary of notes and you can almost name them at random. No women will know better and any guy would have to be a real twat to correct what you subjectively taste and smell, so it could easily be turned around on him to imply a less sensitive palate/nose. Either way with autism behind you anything is possible. We are designed for fake it till make it with how we live more in what we read on 'boring' subjects than actual lived experiences. Even the stories I see on Zig Forums I larp and share as my own or 'my friend'. Life is a big storytelling contest. Just add props.

Why not pin instead?

replace drinking with lifting weights, make sure to eat plenty of protein and calories, you will choose building strength and mass over the bottle

Not op but another alchy. Tried that, it definitely cuts consumption levels. But not the need.

I think the longest bender I had was sophomore year of college where I was drunk for two weeks straight (nights only) and was snapped back into reality when I ran into my ex girlfriends roommate who told me “every time I see you, you’re drunk” but not in an insulting way as she was also drunk.

Now I’m remembering a one night stand I had that I memory holed. I don’t think we actually had sex. Pretty sure I just brought her home and ate her out as I had whiskey dick and didn’t find any condom wrappers. She looked like pic related.

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>She looked like pic related.
Lmfao

Cope: the post

I heavily Drink hourly for like 3 years now, Am I gonna be ok

There is only right now. The past and future are all in your head. You are under no obligation to be the same person you were even half a second ago. All you can know for sure is your conscious experience of the eternal now.

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Based Ascended Lifeform user

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do some acid or mushrooms. a good high dose in nature. But before then look into joseph Campbell, jung, start exercising and drinking more water, and then get into zen. Then you do this in nature.

I'm two years sober. The very last time I drank, I had a vivid nightmare wherein I strangled a man to death, blood dripping at my fingertips, after he made eyes at my mother. Later on, I was looking at what I can only describe as a vivisected bird on a table, still alive and twitching. It was all in this fucked Old World setting, too, like a Roman villa.

What's your worst booze nightmare?

why do you drink so much? It's fucking boring
Just quit drinking Whisky and other high alcohol shit, you'll find yourself sober in no time

Its gonna take time to change your habits. You're literally reprogramming your brain because most of the time we are on autopilot/going with the most developed neural paths most of the time. Lsd, dopamine detoxes, mindfulness, exercise, the experience of ego death, and zen will help you stay more present as you build a new life for yourself. Look up the power of habit and understand how habits form.

Buy enough food to last 2 weeks then cut up your credit cards. Sign up for as much OT as possible and when you get home take 3 Benadryl to sleep. Rinse and repeat for 3 weeks.

That’s how I cured my own drinking problem which was about as bad as yours by the way it sounds. I also went to war.

i attended uganda's ugliest man's wedding and he laughed at me for being poor

disidentify with the recovering alcoholic persona thats pretending to be you in your head. Watch who's watching the voice in your head.

This, but replace lsd with shrooms.

Pinning is where most of the gains come from, but all the guys say you need an oral too if you want to grow the fastest. It's a little more expensive but it's fun following a routine. Pinning two or three times a week just isn't the same as pinning plus taking a pill once or twice a day. Strict self imposed schedules and routines give me a hardon. Adjust as needed for your specific situation but always the minimum and basis is injections, orals only work as a cherry on top. Otherwise you're shutting down for no reason. Even the pros who blast year round will cycle on and off through orals to preserve their liver function. Im still pretty new but I've tried a few steroids and have found favorites. Low test high tren, adrol, var, not so much tbol/dbol, no sdrol. Next time I'm trying deca or primo. Some day gh since mk677 was so nice, but a single dose of gh is like a week of mk so that will be later. I have a bad chainlink habbit which eats through my paychecks something fierce.

Mentioned shrooms here
Shrooms are nice cause they come from the earth and you can grow them yourself with ingredients you buy legally so there's that extra bit of satisfaction. Lsd is nice cause it's compact odorless and can measure your dose to microdose easier. As for effects I feel like they're extremely similar

Dude, talk about this with your friends. You need to feel peer pressure to change.
As last resort: change alcohol for weed. Way less damaging to your body.

I swear to God if you do not listen to me user I will brutally murder you do you hear me? I fucking mean it you weak willed cuck. Whenever you notice the desire to drink just return your focus on your breath.

> Shrooms not lsd

How can one man be so based?

naltrexone. it's easy to get.