Should I kill myself...

Should I kill myself? Im less than 10 years away from being one of those middle-aged losers who still lives at home single and alone. I feel so bad that I let my parents down

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It’s okay fren. There’s still time for you to find fulfilment in life. I believe in you.

Just keep holding your stack.
Our new lives are soon to begin.

hodl ur stack and figure out any other way to make money in your sleep

bro this is literally the norm now
dont kill yourself hell is real

the golden age starts after muh corona fren, we are going to be paid to game and all the other stuff and no more wagie slaving because of automation of all industries (4th industrial revolution)

Don't kill yourself. Act now to make a change. Now get the fuck off Zig Forums and go study something

just get a shit job and move into your own house at bare minimum

>Im less than 10 years away from being one of those middle-aged losers who still lives at home single and alone.

As a 10 years post middle aged loser who still lives at home single and alone (I'm 46), I've already given up. If you're still in your 20's, you still got time, but never act like you've got time. I made that mistake. Things get harder to do as you get older, and the looming sense of dread and the realization that you fucked up permeates literally everything you attempt to do with your life.

Now I spend my days browsing here and feeling sorry for myself, getting fatter and uglier every year. Parents stopped trying to encourage me about 8 years ago as they finally accepted that I'm a failure. They pumped out another kid, my sister, who did well for herself financially, but shes 47, and never had a kid herself, and she's regretting it so deeply that Im pretty sure she's going to off herself soon enough.

Whenever you need motivation, or any kind of reminder of what life holds for you if you continue to be a loser, remember me.

Don't kill yourself, you're just depressed.
Learn new shit

Ill note I mentioned my sister because I genuinely believe that if I got married and had a kid myself when I was younger, and she was able to spend time with it, it would have triggered her maternal instincts and wanted a child herself. So I blame myself for her situation too.

>lives at home
you will find that no matter where you live, it will be home
furthermore life is a fight. don't be a quiter

Fucking roasties are on tutorial mode and she fucked up lmao.

Ageism is a disease which rots our good people. Your parents should have had a plan for you, an arranged marriage to preserve your blood line, paid mortgage, money saved up for your business or investments. Instead, we live in a society where people have to prove themselves. Nobody cares about heritage anyone. That is saved for the noble class, the unseen.

Meanwhile, you're all a bunch of losers that have to hit a bunch of nonsensical life milestones or your egos get deflated. What a travesty.

Your parents will like you better when you're alive, rather than dead.
Even if you are a loser.

>life milestones
still trying to unlock 'kill a man in a fair fight'

just suvive user. animals in the wild rarely kill themselves even when their net worth is $0. we are wild apes

nigga just literally go outside and talk to femoids, lmao. it must be extremely easy to get laid in your 40s as long as you're not aiming at perky 20 year old college students. Go find some milfs, faggottt. Maybe you can even find a 30 - 35 year old and put a baby in her and not die as a complete failure. Either this or take a trip to thailand and impregnate those citizenship seeking tight brown holes.

Make your parents proud by giving them a grandchild at least once before they're gone, dumbass. Youre going to regret even more if you dont do it. Fucking boomers man i swear

I kinda agree if my parents expected neurotypical success they should have put me on pills.

As a 35 year old this is my worst fear. It’s truly over for you if you’ve done nothing by the age of 40. I’m using the corona era to finish my album and write my fantasy novel so at least I’ll have something to my name when I wake up tomorrow and am 46. I have fucked up a lot in life but two things I did at an early age was get really good at a bunch of different instruments and write a lot of stories thank fuck.

Yeah retard like Im going to want to give my kid the pain of being a mutt, along with a filipino girl who uses me for a Visa and then fucks off with what little money I have as well as my kid. Some genes don't deserve to live on, and mine is one of them.

>Noooooooooooooooooooo i don't want to think for myself!!!!!!! I don't want to proudly accomplish things on my own!!!! daddy and mommy should have given me more!!! REEEEEEEEEEEE

Faggot please, i was giving financial advice to my parents when i was 14. You are an utter failure because of YOU, and only YOU. Don't blame others

gay

>’m using the corona era to finish my album and write my fantasy novel so at least I’ll have something to my name when I wake up tomorrow and am 46

Are they going to make you money? if not, sorry, you're wasting your time as I did. Doing what you love is fine, but either do what you love and make a steady income from it, or find a steady income doing something respectable, and then do your hobby on the side as a hobby and nothing more.

Your parents and your grandparents were the ones to let you down. They are responsible for the degenerate multicultural Jewish matriachy hellhole we live in today. They could of done something about it but noooo. They wanted to be cool and be the “counter culture” to revolt against the authorities traditions of their parents. They took the cia psyop that was “rock n roll” and “free love” hook line and sinker. They gave women and niggers full rights. They thought it was all in the name of love, that that they were woke and dismantling evil past structures that kept society down. The Jew tricked them. Everything your parents and your grand parents done has resulted in the destruction of our entire race. They’ve doomed their future descendants to becoming mutt slaves to the Jew all because they wanted to have fun and be degenerates. They were handed a good economy by their grand parents and parents and they squandered it all in one generation, all so they could let niggers run around, be sexual deviants, let women larp as men and be whores without repercussions and let faggots run amongst us. To them it was all in the name of love. All their gay retard rock songs like the Beatles and their gay faggot song about the world becoming one. All psy-op bullshit the boomers fells for. Fuck them to hell. This is why they rot in old age homes and have niggers abuse them. Maybe if they didn’t doom us to a doomed world we’d be thankful and have a place for them to stay and take care of them.

Get a girlfriend

Life's good as long as you're getting laid regularly

Also stop watching porn and playing Vidya it FUCKS your brain up

I already have money user, I was lucky to have a father who told me I would never amount to shit as an artist and needed to play it conservatively. I have a well-paying job. My standards have always been a lot higher that. It’s the same existential dread and much worse when it comes to music. You’re 46 but you can still have a 20 year career easily and make a lot of money.
Also you need to realize that human aging will likely be reversible before you are 70. Very dumb time to off yourself desu

>went over thousands of years in history
>some kike on an online ezine tells him about evolutionary non-sense and ultra-competitive society (a rats race)
>kills himself
user, I...

>it must be extremely easy to get laid in your 40s
user, I...

I dont know man.
It could make things worse, like imagine death is hell and we all spawn here to try and create a refuge from it. Its just no one has ever succeeded.
If its just infinite sleep why does reality exist, the only thing that can justify existence is the alternative is worse. therefore if reality is not justified then we have no way to escape and there is no action that can be taken to improve your experience.

The strategic choice is to not do it.
The emotional perspective is its kind of like forcing reality to reveal its hand but in my experience things dont work that way

>Also you need to realize that human aging will likely be reversible before you are 70. Very dumb time to off yourself desu

They've been singing that same tune for decades my man, and we're no closer now than we were back then. You also assume it would be available to everyone. It wouldn't. You also assume that if it was available to everyone, that there wouldn't be massive consequences or tradeoffs. There would.

No tears only dreams...
user, only you can change your life

true. however we live in a society where the family unit is decimated