Unironically ending it all boyos

So yea not looking for sympathy or anything just shit to do before Im gone in 5 weeks.
>600k peak in 2017
>hookers, blow, world travel at 21
>gambled on shitcoins and fx
>down to 100k
>degen btc trading and lost everything
>have .12 btc left to my name. yes point 12.
>net worth $1800
my entire family thinks im loaded and Im supposed to move out and start my life in july. but i obviously cant do that, have zero work skills or college degree, not gonna be homeless so im just gonna kill myself.
What cool shit can i do before im gone in 40 days? throw some ideas Zig Forums
... in b4 "u deserve it, larp, dont do it user," Ive already made my decision and im not here to argue, just give me something bad ass to do next month.

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>just give me something bad ass to do next month.
look at your mom dead in the eyes and tell her you will kill yourself.

maybe you'll be less disillusioned after that. Depression is a mental illness and you're not rational.

Does your sister watch tranny porn?

OP ffs retard you can still make it with .12 BTC. I Mean at least you don't own shitcoins, it could be worse. Also next time you'll respect money a bit more

Rob a bank.
Be smart about it and you don’t have to kys, be bad about it and you’ll have a blast anyways desu

Based

you're too young to kill yourself. Don't give up so easily. If you're still a loser when you're 40 then consider killing yourself

get a life insurance. i'll shoot you for 20k, your family will profit.

Have a hooker shit on your chest and post it here user. You will be my hero!!!

If bizcoin is anything to go by you could probably make at least 10eth a week from scamming this shithole if you have three brain cells to rub together

I'm poor and very happy don't do it. Money isn't everything. It just seems that way.

>What cool shit can i do before im gone
no actually suicidal person wants to do any "le cool shit" before he kills himself, they just want to kill themselves you larping zoomer attention whore

its all a simulation anyway OP you will just reincarnate at a kid in uganda or something

anyway there are huge holes in your timeline

>600k -> 100k -> $1800
you were 21, how old are you now?
also hookers blow and world travel doesnt cost 500k lmfao

also
>im supposed to move out to start my life
did you larp to your family that you are moving into a house or something?
also..
why have you been larping that you have money if you don't have money, what do you have to gain from that

real questions

Go try and kill a drug ring punisher style. If you win you are new crime boss, if you lose you are kill. Win win.

> (OP)
>its all a simulation anyway OP you will just reincarnate at a kid in uganda or something
This. You were greedy and wasteful if not a larp. You'll learn to appreciate the things you have in the next one, the hard way.

suicide is a bad financial decision
also your mom would be like really sad and might die too

imagine having the cosmic fortune of being given a life and then just throwing it away. life is worth more than any amount of bitcoin.

id rather not look her in the eyes thanks.
It's embarassing enough my dad lent me his btc and i lost it, he doesnt know it yet.

how can you possibly make it with .12 retard

not a bad idea. may rob a bank

thinking about life insurance too. but dont want my family to get fucked by the law

im sick of shitcoins

i have nothing left user. im not gonna wash fucking dishes 12 hours a day to pay rent in some shithole in the ghetto.

i never said anything about attention dumb faggot, like robbing a bank for instance. thats cool.

24 retard.
obviously not all on hookers and blow you dumb faggot.
mostly degen trading fx and shitcoins. made it all by going all in anthshares, then OMG, then ICON, Then SPHTX, then INTchain.
It really isnt hard to lose when youre 50x leveraging 50k worth of bitcoin drunk and coked out on mex.
Then i decided to "learn to trade" with 100k left and still lost at all. lost 75k countertrading the run to 13k

And i still live at home. im sick of leeching off my parents, so yea, im not going to tell them im broke when i havent got a "job" for three years, its shame and embarassment.and yea i told them i was moving overseas.

Get a hold of yourself! You're ready to kill yourself over money that is pathetic! user don't kill yourself! I don't want you being eternally damned. Read the Holy Bible, I recommend starting from the New Testament. Jesus Christ who is God came to the world to save us from sin, from eternal damnation. He died on the cross, yet 3 days later He rose from the grave claiming victory over sin and death. Believe in Jesus Christ, gain everlasting life. I pray my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ helps thee overcome the darkness that swallows you whole. Don't kill yourself user.

What is your suicide video gonna be/ who will you address and where will it be posted I collect these things

they wont get fucked by the law, i'll do it. for 20k

>life
>fortune

Youfuckinwotm8

Based & Holypilled

buy harmony one now u seething retard

it will 50x and u will have another shot at riding something 5x and getting your stack back.

>dumb faggot
how did you even get 600k?

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Dude, you fucked up. Happens to the best of us. People recover. Face your problems man. Tell em "I fucked up, really bad." Why kill yourself without at least facing the problem then seeing how things go? Do you genuinely think your family would rather see you dead than see you pick yourself up from here on out?
I doubt if you were gifted 2 BTC that your family had no faith in you. I doubt you blowing that money is going to make you a complete disgrace now, it'll just be seen as a really bad mistake... I've made a few mistakes but it honestly does not seem to phase the support my family gives me. It seems undeserved, but I see that they value me.
Plus, if you somehow recover, think of how cool a fucking story it would be, and the people/kids you would inspire. You could literally start a YouTube career or something just from that. Your wisdom, your pain, your struggles, are all valuable assets, priceless even. You can't buy an experience like the one you're going through right now.
Best of all, one day, you will find someone going through similar shit, and you'll just laugh. "Kid, you think that's bad? Let me tell you a little story about my 20s... Wanna see a picture real quick? Yup, this is my post..."

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>What cool shit can i do before im gone in 40 days?
if I had 40 days to live
I'd probably rewatch evangelion
make a comfy playlist to croak to
shitpost on biz

guess that's about it

just tell your family you blew through 600k and cant move out you fucking dweeb

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ADA will 5x over the summer

not making a video im not gay.
prolly jump off a bridge or high building.

thanks, ill look into it

can you read waterhead?
all in anthshares, then OMG in june, Then ICON, Then SPHTX, Then INTchain.
when intchain dumped i was down to 300k went all in sphtx to consolidate, that fucking dumped and i was left with like 150k and then i rage traded it in btc to where i am now.

>hookers, blow
>21
lmao wanted to live the satanic lifestyle like every other untermensch, it would be a grave mistake if the universe allowed people like you to make it

you made the right decision, dont let us down

u got it fren just keep your wits about you this time

Nigga. You do realize shit like this is exactly how you got here

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whatever dude, I'll take the number 11 with no veggies

user, buy harmony or fantom and then go to the military.

Suicide via combat is always more interesting

Spend each and every waking minute seeking the Lord. You will discover profound joy. It comes from within and was never out there in drugs and whores or whatever.

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You can turn your entire life around. Lester was sent home to die after a second massive heart attack. Using the method he became a millionaire and healed his body of all of its ailments.

You'll be fine fren, but you are eternal and will be reborn in a more hellish realm.

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I wouldnt give a flying fuck about BTC if it meant my son would die. Youre a piece of shit for putting your parents through the pain of their kid killing themselves. You have one mission in life. Have a family and make your parents proud. Money doesn't mean shit.

Look at it this way. You paid money to go to an amusement park because your friends wanted you to go. You drove there, got in line to the best ride, and the line is an hour long. 20 minutes in, you decide "fuck it, i'll just go home, I don't want to be here". Why the hell would you leave? You've already paid money, you drove to the park, you're in line, and when the ride is over, you go home. That's it. Why hurry up what is ABSOLUTELY going to happen?
I got great news for you man. You wanna die? Well, you're going to. I am. You are. Everyone you know. Why hurry up to get to the end when the end is gonna get to you regardless eventually.
I don't believe in an afterlife, but I do hope there is one. You can always sit back in the next world, the spirit world or whatever, and say "Yeah life sucked but I decided to stick with it and give it my best shot. Had some good laughs, a few times, but overall it was dumb". I'd rather that than saying "fuck, here I am dead, and I now see all the things I could have done instead of dying early, and the pain I caused other people".
You'll get what you what presently in due time. Its guaranteed. But you're already here. So now its time to have some kids and raise them. The show isn't about you anymore. It's about them. Don't deny them their chance.

If you kys then niggers kikes and jannys win

If you kill yourself!

Everything you are feeling is an emotion and they can be released so they never effect you again.

DKNG 44c with 6/05 expiry

go to thailand and explore nature. or just go explore the mountains in the area you live

idk m8 losing all that money sucks, but if you comeback from this the story would be incredible. Also, since you care about your dad losing his btc, how do you think he will feel after losing his son

Take out illinois governor pritzker pls

he got their by at first making great calls, then losing control and being frivolous. harmony is a no brainer