Being 5'5" ruined my mental health. I am 25 yet still feel like a 12 year old. I remind myself of this one 40 something year old that has a condition that makes him look 12. That's basically me. I would have broken world records if I were 5'10". I want to fucking rip god's face off and force feed him that shit. Also, to rip him into pieces with a chainsaw. I am constantly being raped by this height.
Rape = asserting dominance. I am literally shorter than 94% of males (according to one stat) and about 50% of females in the u.s. I want to cut my dick off. I got fucked up. I am constantly being tortured 24/7. Non-fucking stop. About 8.5 years of this hell. It fucks me up with interviews. It demotivates me to get a better job because I think to myself "they will judge me based on my height since employers are superficial" (fyi I remember explicitly in a business class where this one stat was shared where if you say next to a fat lady while waiting on an interview, your chances of getting hired are diminished even if you don't know them. Just being NEXT to them affects your chances of being hired meaning employers do in FACT judge you based on your appearance and I DONT just mean on how you dress. They judge you on your build/height/face too).
FIELD too long so next posts for more shizo content.->
Males who are short get paid less. They marry later too to used up whores (actual stat). They are seen as less appealing to females (actual stat). Most ceos are 6ft (actual stat). They tend to do worse in school (actual stat. This is super common sense since most of learning stems from self-esteem. Low self-esteem obviously results in poorer performance).
You aren't respected by anyone. You are seen as a joke by employers.
All I wanted was a job that doesn't make me want to kill myself and a body I could work with. Instead, down syndrome god PREDESTINED me to lose. There was LITERALLY nothing I could have done. I god damn was supposed to get my limb lengthening surgeries by now... FUCK FUCK FUCK. FUCK shitstain god. FUCK you retards that think you have it bad for being black, for being in a divorce, for having ptsd from war, from having a baby and having your vagina stretched out, from being poor, etc.
Yes, I am extremely depressed about being poor, BUT that doesnt make me suicidal. Being 5'5" does. Fuck retard females too (i-incel!!! Ya, shut the fuck up, faggot. Read above. I want to cut my dick off. I ONLY mention the female stats I OBJECTIVELY prove being short is in fact a symbol of being inferior). I also lost .8btc trading and only have .57 left. I was so desperate to get the money fast that I was over-leveraging instead of raking it slow. I cant think logically without my surgeries. I am FUCKED
John Rivera
Here is an old note I wrote:
Well long story short, god is a bitch. At age 12, I would do 100 pushups in 1 minute and 20 seconds without stopping. At age 16.5, I used to do 17k pushups with 45lb in a month, 51k situps in a month, curl a 20lb dumbbell 1,800 times per arm in one single set, almost maxed the machines I used for 2 yrs (ages 15-16), curl 50lb dumbbells, hand stand pushups, Etc. That's just a brief summary. I basically did one of everything. Trained 2-3 hrs everyday for 4.5 yrs from age 12-16.5.
As for the weights in the machines that I used, I couldn't tell you. I put pins randomly. I tried to put it in the heaviest I could handle, but never looked at the amount. The fitness room in my highschool also had pins for bench presses (have no clue what my max was, but definitely over 200. It was probably closer to 300lb). I was planning on doubling my routine and doubling of that and doubling THAT, but it hit me I wasn't going to grow anymore and it completely destroyed me to oblivion at age 16.5. Now I'm 24.
I trained EVERY part I could. I did yoga too. Etc. Training was literally what defined me. So why did I stop? Because my final height was 5'5". That messed up everything. Schooling, jobs, mental health, etc. Now I need 40k to get surgeries to make me 5'9" (5'10" was my dream height). I have been suicidal for about 7.5ish years over my height.
This + wagecucking makes me want to end it.
I was doing like 1k in the low 40 min mark in sets. Once I did 3 consecutive sets of 100 pushups in 1 minute and 20 sec with 45lb. 4 min and 20 seconds total for 300 pushups (10 second break in between sets). Again, as a 16 yr old. Imagine if I had never stopped? I've spent more time being suicidal (7.5ish years) than training (4.5 years). I already lost in life. Even with my surgeries, this faggot god already won. I am broken. I would have broken world records in a fair world. I realized the hard way we live in a world that rewards you by luck and luck alone.
this is a lot of reading and I'm not going to do it.
here's some advice, take it or leave it-
we all get fucked on some stat. Even tall people. You got a problem and it's not a small one. But you're angry and that indicates drive.
take what you want, assert your small self. In business size doesn't matter. yes, in employment it matters, but employment isn't business.
find ways to make money outside of other people's business and your height will instantly not matter. Go into business and make your own fortune for small men everywhere.
unless you're both short and stupid, which seems possible. In that case suck it up and pretend you're a giant. Other people are usually too stupid to disagree.
Gavin Ross
dumbass BITCH god was afraid of my potential. BITCH faggot god KNEW my will power was superior. That's why that cock sucker did this to me. Pure jealousy. Death to down syndrome god.
I live in a world where people *I* am factually supposed to be more dominant than are more dominant than me ALL because they were born luckier. BULLSHIT. FUCK down syndrome god. Effort doesnt mean shit. Only luck matters. Faggot. I am PROOF that "pulling yourself from your bootstraps" is a GOD DAMN MEME, RETARD BOOMERS.
Caleb Nguyen
You little manlet faggot listen to me now!
Self Improvement my ASS!!! Woman choose literally Human Trash!! Just be a fucking broke Loser and women will throw themself at you!!!
>Be me >29 years, white guy, good looking, good body >mental stable >successful Entrepreneur >took the self improvement pill >try to be the best version of myself >regulary workouts and meditation >no vidya, no smoking, no drugs, no alcohol >good health >no kids, never married >very good sex drive (can fuck for hours)
i dated a very cute girl for 4 months. (age 31 / face 7/10, Body 9/10) Everything was going well and i fell in love with her BUT she went back to her fucking scumbag ex-boyfriend. It drives me crazy!
>Be him, age 32 (genetic white trash) >the definition of the absolute Loser Overlord >bad health, smokes cigarettes and alcohol >he dont have a job >he is broke and dont have any money >he is fat and ugly >he is lazy and dirty >he smells bad >he is a junkie and smokes regulary crystal meth >he has nasty meth teeth with black spots >he dont bring any value to her life >he can not take care of her >he sucks so much money out of her (she is working and pay for everything) >he punched her before >he raped her >he fight with her many times >he hurt her >he says bad words to her >he abused her >he yelled at her >he cheated on her >he fucks prostitutes without condom >he gave her STDS >HE HAVE ALREADY A KID WITH ANOTHER WOMEN WHICH HE DONT TAKE CARE LIKE A NIGGER >HE IS STILL MARRIED TO THAT WOMEN
Being short lowered my IQ. It fucked up my self-esteem. Secondly dont say "even tall people". You equate all problems as equal. They are not. Its similar to equating getting chopped in half by a chainsaw to receiving a small paper cut on your finger
Tyler Roberts
>thailand, the dream
Aiden Rodriguez
Read the book of Job, the Lord will forgive you but you must stop your resentment of him and your blastpheming of his name. Shame on you for degrading the Lord becasue of your earthly trials and hardships.
Zachary Jenkins
take HRT and become a 5'5" cute trap. Problem solved.
Carter Brooks
>trap ...did you NOT see the long ass post about my workouts (a summary mind you)?
I was supposed to be the embodiment of masculinity/dominance. Keep your soi boy fantasies
Jack Stewart
yep.
I know a butt ugly short guy that pulls 9/10 pussy and gets promoted faster than a jackrabbit, but he doesn't have your shit attitude and lack of self-confidence.
stop being a faggot OP i’m 5’5” AND hispanic but i still enjoy life and have a wife that i absolutely adore and who is good for me and a lot of other thing to be grateful for.
you sound like and ungrateful little bitch that would still complain no matter what your height. calm the fuck down, start meditating and start appreciating shit you big gay
Lucas Evans
I did read it. Load of bullshit. Here was the summary. God fucked Job's shit up. Gave him a shitty family. Made his crops go to shit (iirc). Made him super skinny and lose a lot of weight. Then god rewarded him with a new family (lol so much for "loyalty") and made him "prosperous". Thats bullshit in the real world. ENDURING god's BULLSHIT does NOT mean he will reward you. I have suffered FAR more than job and I got NOTHING.
god sells snake oil. Fake promises. He is sadism incarnate.
Carson Peterson
Beta bitch. You have not done my training. You cant get it because you dony have my personality. You are okay with being a boy. I am not. I was supposed to be masculinity/dominance incarnate
Andrew Hall
holy shit i just started reading the rest of this thread. either this is one very funny larp or op is a child.
loving every laugh but OP this is an 18+board. please let your hormones settle themselves and come back when you’re older. fuckin lmao babbys first existential crisis
Julian Harris
Thanks for the kek, manlet.
Hypothetically how much would you charge per week if i were to hire you as a human ash tray by superglueing a tea cup to your head? You of course would be obliged to wear a little green suit with tights and body paint to loosely resemble a leprechaun.
First of all, I know that is larp lmao. Secondly: >duuuur ANECDOTES are better than stats! False. Exceptions dont make the rule. Thats why they are called exceptions
Thirdly: >[the midget] is okay with being a boy. I am not. I was supposed to be masculinity/dominance incarnate Basically, even assuming that isnt larp, he has a different personality. I was something else entirely
Easton Morales
Your ego amd resentment is the ugliest thing about you, you are entitled to the extent you blastphem the Lord. Disgusting behaviour.
Kevin Ortiz
Tl;dr
>I was supposed to be the embodiment of masculinity/dominance >5'5 Unironically just become femboy.
Kek I would rip your dick out and shove it down your throat. >n-noo! whaa!! I said I would ise you as an ash tray :( Beta bitch. You havent even done my old training and you actually think you are CAPABLE?
Thomas Hill
dylan pls go
Benjamin Hall
pic of wifu please? I love short Hispanic men's wives
Jason Jenkins
Illiterate FUCK. I clearly stated I am 25
Asher Jenkins
I can feel for you, user. I am not your height or near it but I’ve always got this sick feeling in my stomach when I see a short dude. Cuz I know how hard it is. Most people don’t even realize women are attracted to two things: height and money. You can be an ugly 6’4” dude and score a 9/10 blonde. You can be a literal AE model but be 5’4” and ascend your virginity to mystical wizard power by 30. I’m sorry, user. Your only chance is wealth. Don’t spend a dime, work as much overtime as possible, and start your own business. It’s only chance u got. Stay out of debt as much as possible
Jeremiah White
Tldr your posts. It doesnt matter how much training you do 6'3" man beats proportiante dwarf turbomanlet everytime. I bet you went all in on esh with your stack too..
Okay im willing to pay you $300 base wage a week with benefits. Plus tips. Also you can live under my stairs too but I only have an old dog bed that is probably a little too large for you but we will give it a go
Owen Nguyen
When I was a kid, I used to kiss my kindergarten teacher on her cheek everyday after class ended. I went from that to this. How did you think that happened?
This change inside me was justified. If you felt the true evils of this world, youd feel the same. Immense never ending Sadism inflicted towards you turns you maniacal.
Ethan Cox
Your parents even mistreated you. You believed your last name meant something, you thought you were a god among earth after surviving your mother. Your height is not your enemy, it is your ego.
Nathan Martin
No, went all in btc. I lost by trading in general. I was irrational with my trades over my desperation of getting the money for my surgeries. If not for that, Id probably not had fucked up as hard.
300 wont cut it. 50k is what I need, bitch
Luke Wright
Ego is all there is to live for. This gay ass earth has nothing I care about besides a roof and weights (and now surgeries). People have NO intrinsic value. This was all I had to give me meaning. No shit Id turn this way. I was DENIED the OPPORTUNITY to be the REAL me.
So I read your first 2 posts and then some of your replies, all I gotta say is, you're taking your shortness waaaay too seriously. I like short people man, usually they have leadership skills or are very energetic or funny. Right now you're acting quite obsessive over that one part of you. You're never going to be able to improve if you keep blaming your uncontrollable random life stats for your shortcomings. Hah, shortcomings. YES, maybe your shortness has cost you opportunities. Maybe it DOES have disadvantages. But being able to thrive thru adversity is highly respected and highly valued in today's society, which allows successful, confident people to network very easily thanks to the struggles they have learned from. You've gotta use what you got, bro. Even if it sucks. And no, killing yourself isnt the answer either. Also jesus have you not taken your meds? If you don't have any, call someone so they can help you get more, or get perscribed nigga
Eli Stewart
worst yet, devil-god already won. Even if I get my surgeries, it CANT fix this damage. Too late now. If I dont get the surgeries at age 26, Im jumping off the colorado street bridge in pasadena. One year from now basically.
If I DO get them, I'll STILL kill myself at age 28 or MAYBE a bit under 29.
This life is ending soon. I have a STRONG feeling I wont get the surgeries. Ive lost all hope. Sadism ALWAYS wins. Guaranteed. If only I could torture god.
Jaxson James
Where some Timbas. They will boost your height by 4 inches and you will be a legit male. Also, pick up some LEND. Will help you get girls if you have money and credit on demand.
Dominic Murphy
based
Lincoln Wilson
Shortness matters because most men subconsciously know they could beat you up or restrain you with ease if you got too cocky
Levi Reed
If it makes you feel better i never did any of that and im a 5'10 manlet
