I knew I shouldn’t have trusted you guys

I know all of the shitcoins that are pushed in here are scams but I thought you were serious when you suggested me to take adderall for my depression/inactivity.

I feel literally nothing now, I find pleasure just staying silent at my family table when they lunch (I don’t feel part of a family anymore) and I am not smarter at all. Maybe I work a little bit more than I would and don’t want to watch rick and morty every 30 minutes I’m awake. Maybe I also have lot less talking il going on in my head.
But it’s definitely not worth the dependency it is creating, the feeling of dread before I pop a cap in e morning, not to mention I’m 300$/month less which could go into ethereum or btc.
You faggots performed your worst scam on me, I’ll get my revenge in this life or the other

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>take amphetamines everyday
>jerk off 24/7
>oh no? why am I not smart??????
>become zombie

Hmm. OP I’m sorry but how did you not understand it would come to this conclusion?

the adderall and drugs thread gets posted all the time and almost 90% of posters say don't do it, it'll ruin you.

no sympathy.

This

I keep maybe 5 that i replenish every 4-6 months. I might need them for a few days here or there, but you can’t do some 24/7 shit. It’s a drug you fucking drug addict

Start weaning off now. 3 years at 25mg can deal serious damage to your happy receptors. Start taking a chelated form of magnesium to help with the withdrawals, it will take about a month to get back to semi normal.

It isnt meant for everyone.

Stop taking it immedietly, you'll have a few shitty days but be fine.

Excercise sleep and eat regular. Stop taking it.

I'm add, adderall/focalin/stimulants have helped me drastically improve my focus at work. But it is a double edge sword. You have to take fucking breaks, and some people hate them in general. I try my best not to take them on the weekend, but sometimes I need to wake up and get shit done. Today is going to be a busy month for me.

And the dependency is psychological not physical. You will be lethargic for a few days but it's not dangerous to stop taking it.

It sounds like you dont reacted well at all to it.

Wtf adderral makes me talk and write way more. Not for everyone I guess

My main problem with them is the fucking anxiety. But I am seeing this go away less and less the more money I have in my bank account, and taking care of myself.

I really try not to take them on weekends. But this was a godsend for my focus with programming and controlling my impulses.

>I feel literally nothing now
yep.

>the adderall and drugs thread gets posted all the time and almost 90% of posters say don't do it, it'll ruin you.
>no sympathy.
This. because what happens all the time is
>>take amphetamines everyday
>>jerk off 24/7
Literally. Shit ruined my life, although I'm now clean for 2 years I never fap anymore and if i see porn it triggers intense cravings for ice. And it all started with basic bitch adderallxr fap binges back in high school ~10 years ago, now i have a heart murmur, a berry aneurysm, and other even more graphic incidents (think requiem for a dream).

Take my advice OP and anyone else, don't mess with speed of any kind it is far to hard on your body, and you really only get cognitive benefits for the first couple hours, the rest is just sleep dep and lower concentration

t.former absolute degenerate

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I’m in programming too
I do get more focused and less impulses as described in OP but unlike I talk waaaaay less and I definitely don’t feel more stimulated, if nothing very “calm” but not tired, just relaxed and focused, but robot/like focus, like if somebody makes a joke it just doesn’t register at all that it was a joke, how do people get high on this shit there’s way better stuff

P.S. I really do wish it worked as a stimulant though, this was supposed to be my last resort, anything else I should try before I do a hero?

It's time to start exploring other drugs, OP.
LSD, MDMA, speed paste
start practicing like 6 hours a day trading stocks on a practice platform, stop being stupid.

P.P.S. Also, another effect that they have is complete and total depersonalization, I’m just like the happy emoji whatever happens and it’s scary as fuck because I have no preference over anything anymore, my personality is completely gone, I’m literally a computer

I’ve tried LSD and it’s my top 1 but unfortunately I don’t think tripping during a pandemic stuck with people I don’t want to be near with is the best, in that sense adderall is top notch, post above related

On the other hand, I don’t think MDMA would be good for me right at this moment, most of the people that I know and I’m stuck with are shit and wouldn’t deserve the unconditional love
But maybe that’s why most people do those at parties after all...

OP here
A positive effect is I don’t feel the need to smoke at all, albeit I do retain the dependence from coffee

You need to take breaks. Excercise, eat healthy, sleep 8 hours.

I need to follow my own advice. But it does the same thing to me, jokes office chat just bounce right off of me if I'm not actively listening to them.

I love it for programming but no oil is a cure all.

If I could take the anxiety I get from it away I would say it's a god pill.

And then there is the other problem. The doctor gives me kpins. Not enough to get addicted each month but I brun through those motherfuckers. A kpin and an adderall, I feel like I can do anything.

Adderall by itself, or focalin, I know I can do anything but I'm constantly fighting off this sense of dr3ad.

For me I take 40 mg of Prozac with my adderall

Congratulations on 2 years sober bro!

I told you user but you didn’t listen. Now just wait when you notice the REAL side effects.

I started taking adderall around three years ago and at one point was taking up to 40mg per day. Shit ended up wrecking my blood pressure and now I’m down to a mere 5mg if even. Extended release capsules suck. I more or less use it to combat fatigue. Modafinil is a better option.

WTF, go look up the /SIG/ general and stop absuing cheat codes.

One thing Zig Forums is absolutely right about is self improvement and becoming the best self you can be. They do it for racial superiority but you can do it for whatever other reason you chose to belive in.

>Jerking off on adderall
That shit is the devil. You will get hooked so fast and there is no sensation on earth more pleasurable.
You will lose interest in real sex, relationships, etc until you have nothing in your life but porn and adderall.

>GUYS I HAVE BEEN DRINKING A BOTTLE OF VODKA EVERY DAY FOR THE LAST 5 YEARS IT IS NOT MY FAULT BUT YOURS HOW CAN YOU ENJOY A BEER WHEN THERE'S PEOPLE LIKE ME SUFFERING ALL I DO IS WATCH PORN AND GET DRUNK BUT THIS IS NOT MY FAULT BUT YOUR I WILL HAVE REVENGE

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I just want to meet better people

>You faggots performed your worst scam on me, I’ll get my revenge in this life or the other
>My actions arent my fault they are the fault of random internet strangers

You sound like a horrible person why would "better people" want to meet you

I take vyvanse and dexedrine for a year now, both prescribed. vyvanse was great in the beginning but after a few weeks I crashed in the evenings, which often just made me angry. I compensated with dexedrine and took it 1h before the vyvanse effect would fade. That also worked great until tolerance became too high and I couldn't balance them anymore. then I started taking vyvanse and dexedrine at the same time, which also worked as long dexedrine was active. after one year I still can't set on a dose and wonder if it's even worth a this point. I also really need a doc checkup as I feel like my heart might get worn out. I never felt like it depersonalized me, I just got used to mr. nice guy mode while on meds, knowing it's just the substance. but addy can be different. next attempt to fix my underlying issues will be state provided lsd (cringe flex ik) in micro dose and eventually trip dose. if that doesn't work, not sure if I have the patience to try mdma/ketamin or just go back to a neuroleptika/benzo that makes the feelerinos dissapear. and yes, needless to say, sports and healthy nutrition is still the foundation that is necessary in many cases.

Go on

...and also not feel un-happy while I work.
Unfortunately I fucked my body up years ago with heavy bone damage now I feel pain unless I’m listening to a good song, having fun with good friends I.e. keeping my mind off of it but every time I am alone and I feel physical pain I go back to the accident and feel melancholic in addition to feeling pain. This prevents me from working/studying.
Taking something that substitutes the pain with “happy feeling” even while alone doing absolutely nothing helps. I use this stuff more like a narcotic to me than a stimulant. But I don’t want to spiral down into losing myself, which seems to be where the road is leading as far as I can see right now...

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You don't just take it. You take it with purpose. Like mdma. You don't take it an sit around or do your normal routine (usually lol) you have the intent of a festival or a show or dancing or girls or some shit.
Have a plan first and use that shit to enhance/motivate you to not stop