I'm so tired biz. I'm at the end of my rope. I might be killing myself soon

have sex, my man

My libido is gone. That stuff doesn't matter to me at this point. I think I'm too blackpilled at this point. Looking at painless suicide methods and found one I like

I am not rich, plus I am a manlet, but my life ain't so bad. i learned to cope. focus on the shit that you can change/improve. don't worry about shit you can't change

What will rich or attractive actually bring you?

The mind of the human is never truly satisfied with anything external.
The initial pleasure and happiness wears off.

YOU have to create your own meaning in this life and only YOU can find out what that is.
It's a struggle, it all is. So create a life worth struggling for.

Find something to do that inspires you and that actually makes YOU excited. It may already exist in your life to a small extent, but you're too uncertain about chasing it.

Give the real life a chance. It may just be what was missing all along.

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how do you usually spend your free time?

Wow there are still some decent non curry street shitters on biz. Incredible

>suicide methods and found one I like
share it bro don’t keep all this knowledge to yourself

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user don't kill yourself! I don't want you being eternally damned. Read the Holy Bible, I recommend starting from the New Testament. Jesus Christ who is God came to the world to save us from sin, from eternal damnation. He died on the cross, yet 3 days later He rose from the grave claiming victory over sin and death. Believe in Jesus Christ, gain everlasting life. I pray my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ helps thee overcome the darkness that swallows you whole. Don't kill yourself user.

>suicide methods and found one I like
For me it's explosives (in minecraft)

I watch fishing and cooking videos on YouTube or I'm here.

>I might be killing myself soon.
Go sit in the sun for 15 minutes a day with your shirt off for dat vit D and just observe the natural world. Seriously. Also get a sun hat.

Gassing myself with nitrogen

You can start by not coming to this place that much, if at all. I usually only jump on here to get news about crypto, since Reddit's community is too cringe for me, and after that I usually leave for a few days. Being on here for longer than 30 minutes a day is a huge waste of your time, much like cooming or vidya are for a lot of other anons. As for fishing and cooking, are those your hobbies or you just watch videos on YouTube about them? You've probably seen enough of them to where you should be spending more time fishing and cooking than watching other people do it.

It sounds like you're suffering from a lot of the problems I used to have, and the solution is to focus on your hobbies and avoid activities that are addicting. It won't fix your life entirely, but it's a good first step, and with the resulting free time you'll have additional opportunities to fix other parts of your life. Suicide is a cowardly thing, and I'll get a lot of shit for saying this but it's really like that Fight Club quote about how if you commit suicide then every person that has ever wronged you wins.

FWIW I'm a 27 year old KV, but it seems like I'm happier than a lot of my peers despite them having relationships and whatnot and me being suicidal several years ago. Focusing on hobbies and improving myself seemed to do wonders.

These are nice Cooking Videos. Very relaxing.
Jun's Kitchen.
youtube.com/watch?v=9WXIrnWsaCo
Dont know why, make me bit happier.

>tfw relatively rich
>tfw attractive

damn, life is sweet

Exercise and get some sunlight first before you do. If there isn't a lot of sun in your country start taking vitamin D supplements. Find a hobby & start socialising. If you have trouble doing all this and suffer from anxiety, start taking anti-depressants. Also keep in mind that all the wealthy/famous people that seem to live perfect lives also go through shitty times and that their lives aren't nearly as perfect as they make it out to be. GL user, I know how you feel

Also, if you have nothing to lose. Try a free Vipassana Meditation course. There are available everywhere in the world.
Worth trying. Create some more wholesome inner peace, for if you are tired.
dhamma.org/en-US/locations/directory

I appreciate it but sometimes it's just too late.
Cool. I like catch clean and cook videos. Il give that channel a go

youshouldtryharder

>he doesn’t turn raw carni
>he doesn’t know about Aajonus vonderplanitz
>he doesn’t eat raw meat and raw fat

NGMI. Change yer life

Have you tried prostate massage?