Streaming my suicide

>been using Zig Forums all my life
>retarded alcoholic
>failing college
>been bullied all my life for being pretty autistic
>found out my sister has an onlyfans, also found MLP porn in her search history while i was snooping around one day
>dad is a meth addict
>mom is literally a convicted pedo
>lost all connection to family since everythings so fucked up
Well, this is it Zig Forums, it was nice knowing you, you've always been my favorite board, and you've always kept me company.
>inb4 dont do it
Too late, Ive already made up my mind, sorry.
>inb4 go for a highscore faggot!!!
Nope, not going to ruin anyone else's lives.

Link to stream & quick rundown:
theentropy.ga

Thats all friends, Seeya on the other side lads.

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>tattoos
>pretending to be white nationalist

The weak breeze whispers nothing
The water screams sublime
His feet shift, teeter-totter
Deep breath, stand back, it’s time

Toes untouch the overpass
Soon he’s water bound
Eyes locked shut but peek to see
The view from halfway down

A little wind, a summer sun
A river rich and regal
A flood of fond endorphins
Brings a calm that knows no equal

You’re flying now
You see things much more clear than from the ground
It’s all okay, it would be
Were you not now halfway down

Thrash to break from gravity
What now could slow the drop
All I’d give for toes to touch
The safety back at top

But this is it, the deed is done
Silence drowns the sound
Before I leaped I should’ve seen
The view from halfway down

I really should’ve thought about
The view from halfway down
I wish I could’ve known about
The view from halfway down

>theentropy.ga
Link doesn't work.

Piss off, faggot

It’s a discord

that's the most jewish thing i have ever seen pasted

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invest your money in haircomb token

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Gib crypto and sister's onlyfans link pls.

ETH address: 0x223256c8D9fC5171d4cD0bA1c14db8998A9d6393

terrible decision. don't give up.

Born a pussy, will die a pussy. Nothing of value was lost

post sisters onlyfans before you go

Neo nazis are the biggest degenerates

t. non nazi reactionary who is moderately degenerate

Which room are you gonna do the livestream in?

seen this pasta before

glad its fake

Assuming this isn't bait, I really hope you reconsider, no matter how bad life gets you can always find a way to climb back up. Assuming you've tried therapy already (if you haven't see what resources your school offers or look into an affordable/free option like what's offered by the open path foundation, they can help a lot more than some stranger on the internet), it's still not too late. I've been at the point where I've wanted to give up, and only by working on myself gave me a reason to get up in the morning until I was able to seek out and find purpose, and it's been upwards from there. Obviously there are still bad days and it's not an overnight or easy change, but I promise that if you rethink this now and really work to produce a tangible positive impact on yourself and those immediately around you, your future self will be so grateful you didn't make an irreversible mistake, God bless.
youtube.com/watch?v=XJIWtWJjLUs

I believe its bait but props for taking the time to write this

user.

LISTEN.

Don’t respond. Listen.


Everything is fucked. It is. And I know it’s not easy to bear. The burdens of living are a great toll. Even for me. So I understand why you see to commit through to ending it. I think like you at times as well. I more than likely might do it one day.


But that day is not today.


Don’t make it yours this day either. It can wait. No need to think of ponder too long on it.

Just go a day and another.

And pray to God - pray to Jesus - and your cries will be heard. Your pain will be conveyed to Him who loved you from the beginning.

It WILL.


So go listen to some music. Or sit in silence and cry until you feel sleepy.

But don’t do what you desire right now. We’ll all turn to dust eventually. It’s a strong burden to bear. But it is a fate we were dealt with. It is a fate we must bear.


Also - mods - ban the degenerates who post their ETH addy - it’s begging - especially from a guy saying he’s about to off himself -

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>MUHHHH PARENTS AND SISTAA I CANT DO THIS 4CHEN IMMA KILLL MYSELF NO NO NO NO ITS OVER

Fucking faggot. I’m 19, just bought a BMW with money from trading, moved countries when i was 18, absolutely hate when my parents call me. Why are you faggots so attached about what your family do? I only see them as a hindrance

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There is no God.

Wow how did you find out user? Oh wait you didn’t and you don’t know shit :)))))

Not only are you a larper, you're such a faggot that your wildest fantasy is detatching from your family and nation to "travel"

>bmw
lmao poorfag. You'll have terrible wealth management I'm sure

You speak like a typical gentile

There is. And He doesn’t want you to hurt yourself, cause He loves you.

>MERCEDES!
>LAMBO!

t. pic related

Dont care if you believe me or not, it is 100% true though. My sister is also a complete degenerate whore at 16 yo but i dont give the slightest fuck

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Nice, who wrote this?

Just feel like it's not worth taking the chance it is real and no one reached out, depression and mental illness is a bitch that I've experienced plenty firsthand along with plenty of other hardships, but I firmly believe that just because the world, whether one's immediate world or the broader, is sinking doesn't mean I or any other individual have to sink with it. Also there's already people fighting about religion in this thread, It's helped me personally but not everyone is always interested in pursuing it especially immediately, hopefully we can all just focus on helping this guy right now because that's what's important at the moment.

>wan bost by dis eyedee
fug :DD

The only way I manage this burden is by God alone.

It is the only thing worth pursuing. No medications or therapists can help.

This

no you dumb ass, you shouldn't be buying any of those at 22 unless you're at mid-high 7 figures