Demoralization Thread

Honestly if I was in your situation, I would go all in on trying to make the most out of crypto at the moment. Do everything you can to make money, everything is easier from then, Get rich, move out, travel, get connections, study what you would like at school or by yourself etc. You're still young I'd say as a 23 year old.

I used to be a depressed opiate addict. Got hooked on pills from doctors then I got cut off and started really using. I ended up on the street a lot. Not because I didn’t have my own place to live but because I wanted to be high and alone, no one would see me. Then the pandemic happened and strangely things started looking up for once. Finally I thought, I’m going to get this virus and die, I’ll finally get out of this living hell. Months pass and I’m still alive, didn’t never get it. I’m such a pathetic loser I couldn’t even do that right, couldn’t even get the corona and die.

kill yourself loser

Hey you guys should try smoking live resin butane hash oil. It hits hard, not as hard as the junk you’re using, but I imagine it’ll help you ween off the bad shit and get your life together.

That's rough buddy.

>be me, 25
>finally feel myself growing as a person, not great, but not terrible
>tons of debt, but making good enough money to catch up the short term debt and no trouble paying student loans
>April 1st, dad dies
>later find out the reason is because my father died of autoerotic asphyxiation
>apparently was cheating on my mom, doing drugs, was generally just being a POS
>this 60 year old boomer getting involved in such shit
>leaves behind a ton of debt, but has real estate problems
>my mom is struggling and really can't work
>undiagnosed bpd more or less, so dealing with her taking a toll on my mental health
>still spending all my time at home with her dealing with the estate
>but because of my mom's nature, just won't move on and is causing problems especially with this woman who was my dad's mistress
>find life insurance
>but he named her as a beneficiary
>what the fuck
>feel like the lawyer isn't moving fast enough on important issues
>entire life is on hold, feel myself regressing hard.

Kinda just ready for it to be fucking over lads. thanks for reading my blog.

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>Addicted to heroin and meth.
You know what you have to do brah

Set some simple goals, and set a hard deadline.

Like, in 6 months I'll be clean and have a full time job. Mark the date. Make that date mean something.
That's your do or die date. You either do a few simple important things by then, or you kill yourself without hesitation.

Once you pass your first deadline. Set goals for the same day the next year. Same rules. Succeed or die.

Not an emotional, urge driven suicide randomly. One of exacting planning on a fixed schedule.

That day is your death day.
You can kill yourself for failing on that day, but every other day you must wait, and try, because your death is scheduled like a doctor's appointment.

The day will come and you'll have accomplished your goals or something where you'll believe you can make it another year of doing more.

Also, learn to code. Start by being super strict, and practice one hour a day. Use CodeCombat to learn.

that feel when you ate too many mushrooms and now instead of fearing death you embrace that day
>t. dharma bum

My fucking sides

Sorry, man. All I can say is I feel you. I'm turning 28 and pretty sure I am an alcoholic. I'd say small steps first. Try to kick the drugs, get another job to keep you occupied, find positive hobbies such as an instrument, or the gym. Honestly, I don't see video games as bad if it keeps you clean off drugs, etc. Others will shit on you, but I feel you friend.

how often do you fap? I'm conducting a research.

>Addicted to heroin and meth.

lost my sympathy there, dumbass

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go to treatment. it’s your only way out.

I managed for years as an opiate addict until cocaine and ultimately crack addiction cost me my job, my car and my apartment

it took a year of staying clean, praying and working shitty jobs, but I got a car and moved out of the sober living house

life can get so much better user, but you have to get some time away from the drugs to even begin to think clearly

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Why do zoomers lie so much?

lmao

>couldn't even get corona and die
Get out there and go lick some door knobs or something you fucking low energy Jeb!

buy silver coins with the payout
also what the fak death by jerking off
what a kink

>tfw 15
>tfw 3mm networth

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