last 3 months recap: >friend passed away >mom had a stroke >close friend and I had a massive falling out >quit my job that i've identified with for over a decade
struggling to see a point to it all frens. i have an interview monday for another job but fuck these jobs. i feel so fucking pathetic even applying to the 9-5 because i don't have the fucking courage to take a risk on myself. even though i took a leap of faith quitting my restaurant job without anything lined up. i just want to do my own thing for 6 months to a year. but i feel pathetic for even wanting to do that too. i'm so fucking useless.
There isn’t a point. You are a speck of insignificant biomatter on a rock floating in a space so large your brain cannot conceptualize it. Nothing anyone has ever done or will ever do means anything in the infinity of the cosmos
Lucas Peterson
Similar string of bad luck happened to me a few years back. Just ride it out bro it happens to all of us. Don't give in to shitty friends and shitty jobs ur better than that and ur shedding negativity currently. Ull realize in a few years.
Asher Green
I'm sorry for what happened to you friend
Parker Howard
>i just want to do my own thing for 6 months to a year. but i feel pathetic for even wanting to do that Do it. Seriously, you should absolutely take time off and get your head straightened out. Couple years ago I got really fed up with life, sold all my shit, and went to southeast asia for a year. Best thing I ever did. Sometimes you gotta just say fuck everything and do something crazy like that in order to keep from going insane
Nicholas Reed
p much this desu. but keep up the good fight fren. we're all gonna make it
listen this this dood, op he's right. the moment you realize the sun is going to explode and will vaporize everything on the earth including the earth itself. all history. all memories. it will be exactly if humans were never here. this should not depress you, but embolden you. you should realize this is just a cosmic game and you are a player. quit being held done by imaginary prisons and just go experience the game.
Connor Parker
Nah man, you got it the wrong way around. All the empty space means nothing compared to the spark of life and creation. Meaning is created.
Liam Collins
>the sun is going to explode generally reckoned too small to go supernova its just gonna hang around then fade out, over a few billion years
William Watson
Cringe Based
Lucas Ortiz
>Business & Finance
Stop killing thread for shit like this, you want emotional support? Back to dleddit faggot
Joshua Garcia
Lol look at this “I believe cartoon fag”
Do what you wan to do. Lot of things happened, take time to gather yourself
Asher Russell
i realised this when i was like 13
Wyatt Rodriguez
Hmm I had a similar experience beginning of 2020 all within 2 months >gf since hs left outta nowhere few months before i planned to propose >dad got cancer >friend commit suicide >other friend died randomly Don't listen to faggots like who want to belittle your humanity with libshit propaganda about how "insignificant" you are. There may not be a clear path ahead user, but push through these hard times and you'll get back on track eventually, with a greater appreciation for this life too.
Jaxson Morales
It will be alright fren. Have a story about how life can take a drastic shit and still recover >Be me at 19 in college >1450 SAT, National Honors Society in HS >On track to become a doctor >Meet chick at house party >Take her home and bang her >Bang her a few more times >Get a random call from her mom telling me she is 15 and they are going to press charges >Try to fight it in court...lose >End up going to a maximum security prison for a year >Have to register as a sex offender on release for next 10 years >Parents won't let me stay at home because muh registry >Lived basically homeless for two years >Probation constantly trying to send me back because can't find a job or place to live >Is basically impossible to find a place to live or get a job >Finally find a shit job making dick by lying my ass off on my application >Work way up to management somehow >Get shit canned because of company merger >Meet my future wife...at least I've got someone to share my shit life with >Find an Al Bundy tier job selling mattresses...got it by lying on app >Find out about criminal history...shit can me >Feel like I am totally fucked >Find what appears to be a Cutco tier sales job on Craigslist >Sounds like a literal scam, but 1099 and no background check so I take it >Turns out it's not a scam >Turns out I actually like it and am good at it >Go from making 35-40k a year to 90k in 6 months >Teach myself the knowledge and skills to get better >Next year break 115k in 6 months Fast forward a decade >Am free of legal bullshit >Now literally am at pinnacle of my profession >Last year almost made an actual million dollars Life can and will shit all over you, but with perseverance you can turn that shit around. I learned the most valuable lesson of my life: >If I can bounce back from being a homeless felon, I can overcome anything
Lincoln Ward
This is exactly why a "sex registry" is one of the stupidest things in this country. I always vowed that if my company becomes successful, I would hire as many white collar ex-cons as I can. I'm very happy to hear things worked out for you user.
Joseph Price
Survivor bias, don't lie to the fucking kid. Give him something to actually work off of besides the, "I did it, so can you!!" Spiel
Ayden Cook
Pain is temporary user, time moves forward and so should you.
Adrian Wilson
Fuck you
Isaac Gutierrez
user. Can you please tell us more? Where did you go? How much did it cost? How was the food? Did you bang a ladyboy?
Jaxon Torres
what happened when you got back? how did going away help?
I mean, when there's nothing to work off, you need to create your own. It's a simple concept, but extraordinary difficult to actually do. My whole legal situation could have very, VERY easily ruined my life forever. There was a long time where I couldn't see how things would get better and I might as well embrace my shitty life and prospects for a hopeless future. Instead, I said fuck it and kept at it. When you literally have nothing to lose, why not play the game balls out? You can chose to wallow in self-pity about how life sucks, or you can chose to view the experience as a life lesson and figure out a path forward. Whining about muh life when things become difficult isn't going to accomplish shit. Especially when your whinging to someone that was once a homeless sex offender squatting in an abandoned house shitting in plastic grocery bags because the law makes it impossible to find a job or housing.
The only thing bad in your list is >mom had a stroke. The rest is trivial. Inspirational. Probably not LARP. Few remarks. Fuck your country (america i guess), for putting in jail a 19 year old male who fucked a 15 female. This is legal in most european countries. Puritanism, and hypocrites, since most of the elite is pedo-satanic. Also, shit parents for turning their back on you at the time you needed them most. In the end, it was hard, but you are probably richer, and happier now, than selling toxic pills for the benefit of big pharma. That's what many doctors are. And you know who your parents truly are.
Joseph Sanders
There is no point. We're made of space dust and will become space dust again after we pass. There's 3 ways to go about life once you come to the point that you did. 1. Physical death, aka suicide 2. Spiritual death, aka accepting religion or some unprovable explanation of life and our place in it 3. Absurdism, aka accepting that you know fuck all and live
1 is hardly a good choice but it's the easy way out 2 is shit. You'd wish you wouldn't have wasted your time with it 3 is the best imo. Life has no poinnt, so make what you want of it.
Liam Adams
Why? I wasn't a fan to be honest.
David Thompson
Boring as fuck for the most part. It's not like Oz. They were doing a big reclassification shuffle in the DoC before I went in. I was supposed to go to a minimum security facility. But the DoC decided to move a bunch of folks with 20+ years to my intended destination. No one fucks with you unless you did something to an actual child. >Saw a few guys get bashed with a lock in a sock. >Saw a fight over who some faggot belonged to >Got amazing at spades >Prison>>>>>county jail >Learned that prison guards are inherently (almost) the lowest form of human beings >Learned that niggers are actually the lowest form of human being >Learned that you can bake a cake with random candy in a microwave
