when this "pandemic" ends and i have to get a new job and i cant escape from suicidal ideation, do you guys think it'd be cringe to use the lyrics to komm susser tod as a suicide note?
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not even that i relate to em, i just wouldnt trust myself with something so important
Well, it is a bomb ass song
Might as well
don't do it yada yada
but seriously, would you care at that point if it was cringe
well none of my family that would find me would know what it meant, but my brother would google it and i figure if i cried at first listening theres no stopping him from crying, if its my suicide note or not.
and just fyi, the only undecided part is when i do it. could be a month, a year or 80 years from now. when to die is always the last choice we make. not dying is unfortunately not an option for me.
I'd think it'd be pretty cringe yeah but it's your note. obviously you shouldn't kill yourself but I get that you're not going to listen to randoms on the internet.
>not dying is unfortunately not an option for me.
that's not an option for anyone
Well obviously don’t do it bla bla
But it’s a genuinely good song that sounds happy but is actually really hopeless and submissive. Kinda like putting on a smiling face with depression
Stay safe out there
i always thought about this being the song that would play during my funeral but doing an hero is just weak
suicide notes have been done to death and if you're going to kill yourself have this song playing on loop at max volume so when the poor sod that breaks into your room to turn down the damn music sees your corpse you'll be contented with the fact that you had a suicide worth more than the middling garbage most people do
but better than that just watch anime or play vns or some shit. suicide just seems retarded when you're going to die anyway, there's no particular rush if you're going to spend infinity time dead and only like what 50 more years not dead? better to become a shitty self indulgent person than a shell of a person crushed by other people's expectations. I mean fuck what's the worst that could happen, you die?
idk it just seems like all good music is equal parts sad and scary to me, so i might as well end it with a song that my family could point to why i did it or even blame my death on, since theres no apparent reason for it in my view
couldnt agree more. even in a perfect life, theres happy moments and then the end, in short. im staying safe just to see if i get closer or farther from that end, because all the chaos that the news portrays has actually improved my mental state quite a bit.
any song playing at a funeral is weak to me, and weakness is often unavoidable anyway
overall i agree with this statement but i just meant writing the lyrics all artsy like on a piece of paper next to my body, yknow? the struggle ive been in is whether i can stand that 50 years ahead of me
look if you dont care about living anymore just blow your money on a coke binge in vegas. put your self in a sensory overload inside some broad. you dont care anyway. atleast you'll go out getting some pussy, in a hote rather than ridding your family with more grief dying in the same home where your family eats sleeps and relaxes in.
funerals are expensive, now your family is gonna be sad and broke.
Just don’t
>”Be a fool to yourself”
Because then the “guilt is all mine”
Might be edgy but at least you’ve got a good sense in anime.
Yes, but spray paint
>”REI IS BEST GIRL”
In bright red spray paint on the adjacent wall
>red
>rei
Why would you make the police investigation unit wonder if you actually meant Asuka?
Please don't do it. If you are still alive you might as well try everything in your power first before you resort to suicide, literally anything.
Go to a fucking psychiatric ward if you need to, its better to be alive and happy on a million drugs then to be dead. Just don't do it.
the way I see things even if I can't stand it I give it a try anyway. I mean, there's never not going to be time for me to feel nothing, to have no stimulation, and that's as far as I know irreversible. like once you die you can't go well I wanna try this out actually, and 50 years of mixed emotions is at least stimulating. Like nobody is in pain forever, nobody is happy forever, but everybody is going to feel nothing forever, so I'm in no particular rush
Alrighty, do blue then
ive already done that but you probably think im bullshitting. and im glad you agree that dying in the place where i live is awful, i always planned to do it in a forest or some shit lol
amen brother. im winning the race at returning to nothing.
lol if this convo was happening face to face i'd laugh then spit in your eye but right now i can only appreciate this. i may just do this.
ay man im good right now, cyclically i know it'll happen again even if literally all my dreams come true somehow. think of anthony bourdain or that fag from linkin park. you just get tired of fighting that fight eventually. i appreciate this though.
very, very true. i'd love to hear from you in 50 years, either to tell you i told you so or to just congratulate you for surviving
if you're gonna throw your life away, at least take out some CEOs or something with you
everyone dies one day, friend
but Rei doesn't want you to kill yourself. What if they think that he tried to kill himself for Asuka, and hoped to meet her after his impact?
you can at least make your suicide worth a damn. no one cares if you kill yourself, you're a literal who
>do you guys think it'd be cringe
Does it matter? You don't have to worry about anything after you die.
This, but we all do it when 3.0 + 1.0 finally comes out
“Komm Suuser Tod
Come sweet death”
But people change. Even if you need fucking happy juices injected into you 24/7 or some sort of brain surgery people change. Sometimes it just takes an extreme amount of time.
what? just do it, don't settle accounts, tie loose ends, etc.
just do it on impulse
I absolutely don't think you should do it but if you do, go out in style like Sky king.
Well, that’s because Rei is just the superior girl. Bad comes to worse OP, you can just live off Rei merchandise to get any enjoyment out of life like the rest of us have been for ages now
how would any bodycount i strewn together make my death more or less meaningful?
people change, yes. sometimes for their continued survival, sometimes not
a sort of flip onto the train tracks? maybe, maybe.
not a bad life to live, not bad at all
i'll hold you to it, but here's to hoping we lead lives that aren't so dull that after 50 years we still remember a conversation we had on this damn site mate
you would gain value with other people, rather than simply being the worm that you are now
>a sort of flip onto the train tracks?
No, that's lame. Sky King wanted to pilot a plane so he stole one, fucked around a bit then crashed it. Go out doing something you love.
You forgot
>You’re here forever
See you tomorrow user, you’ll probably be here too
lol fair point mate fair point
a valuable/valued worm instead of just a worm? you make it sound so tempting.
well, i do like trains
maybe, maybe not. you never know.
god don't I know, see you fuckers tomorrow