my cousin died from a fentanyl overdose last night. he was 28 years old, lived with his GF, they had two kids (2 yr. old daughter, 1 yr. old son).
he was on the road to recovery and was clean for 6 months. last night he relapsed.
aunt and uncle are REKT. he was their only child. i don't know if my aunt will ever recover. she seemed so broken today.
his GF hacked his old FB account (from before his recovery that he was supposed to have deleted) and she found the messages of him talking to the dealer. the last message he wrote was that it was "good shit"
40 mins later, GF finds him in bed, already dead.
it's tragic enough that he died so young, but it's a bigger tragedy to the ones he left behind.
if you have a drug problem, please reach out for help.
>inb4 "this isn't business and finance"
you guys are my frens now and i need you to help me cope.
How Do I Cope?
no more chains, just links
my friend that is truly awful and I am sorry you and your family have to go through this
I have zero advice. Life fucking sucks. I'm extending my anonymous empathy to you user
did you put in a short before he died?
buy REB.
thank you bros. please let this be a warning to others. please reach out for help. i would have done anything for my cousin but i havent heard from him in a while so assumed everything was fine.
tragicomedy gold. thank you too.
have friend going through this bullshit too. Lost a friend to suicide years back because of drugs and now this other guy is pretty fucked up too. The stories all end the same way. If you're on the junk get help. If you're boozing or doing other degen shit get out of that environment. Learn pickup and get addicted to punani instead.
dubs confirm.
fentanyl is a chemical weapon of war at this point.
Sorry user. No advice except just try to be there for his kids. His son especially will need a positive male role model in his life.
Drugs suck and aren’t cool.
thank you, user. i will be the best uncle (?) i can be
fetanyl and heroin have been so fucking bad in america. I live in the midwest and people I know have been dropping like flies over the last few years, killing indiscriminately. wasnt your fault though user, you can honor your cousin by resolving yourself to living a long and happy life, free from hard drug use. might help you feel better if you do what you can to help his girlfriend and their kids too
If only he had bought chainlink
maybe buying some algorand will cheer you up?
he was a degenerate and im glad he died. good riddance faggot.
Sorry to hear user. Anons, if you're gonna do drugs please just stick to weed and brews, at most, if you must. That's all you should ever really need anyways. And don't be afraid to go get help, it doesn't make you less of a man.
Sorry for your loss user
it seems like almost every family has someone who is a casualty of fentanyl. we are doing everything we can for the gf and the kids. my family has a lot of love to give.
i have been wracking myself with guilt all day thinking "why didnt i call him to tell him about chainlink?"
gay
based
feel better?
>weed and brews
at least you will die a long, grueling death with plenty of time to say your goodbyes. not 40 FUCKING MINUTES
thank you for your kind words
I lost my cousin in similar circumstances a year and a half ago. Fuck Fentanyl! I hope you guys are able to go after the dealer.
Sorry to hear this OP. I hope you and your family can get past this. If it makes you feel any better, at least he didn’t die in a car accident or of cancer. It sounds heartless but he did this to himself. And left a wake of rapture behind him.
I'm really sorry user, i can't even imagine what it must feel like. Drug addiction is such an awful problem, especially opioids like fentanyl. I hope no one on here uses their linkies to fuel harmful drug use. Stay strong Zig Forumsbro.
Hey user, sorry about your loss.
Yeah I kicked that shit a while ago. Much better off for it. But I'm not going to judge.
stay strong and be there for the family in the best way you can..you are all gonna make it. keep moving forward
Condolences, I've had people I care about a lot pass in similar ways. I'd be lying to you if I said that it gets any better with time, but coping becomes easier. Try to be there for his kids if you two were close.
Money spent on drugs is money I could be spending on shitcoins.
Ah the white man's favorite drug. Cant feel sorry bro, i grew up in the hood with crackheads. Kinda happy shits come full circle.
t. nigger
my condolences to you as well. we know the dealer's identity.
>did this to himself
yes and no...recovery isn't cut and dry. he relapsed, which is bad, but i doubt he intended to die.
your kind words are appreciated. may your linkies take you to the outer limits of the galaxy.
respect. just remember: one relapse, and your dead 40 minutes later
thank you anons. you are helping me more than you know.
we all get there someday. Time is our most precious thing we have, enjoy it before it all goes away
I shoot fentanyl every day. It's actually pretty depressing. Younger me would be disappointed. It's such an odd thing. It's the perfect drug for coping with life while you're high. Everything melts away and you can just exist peacefully for a little while. But no matter how bad life was before addiction, it just gets exponentially worse in those moments that you're "turned off". It just makes dealing with the real world that much worse, and makes stopping a less and less realistic possibility.
>inb4 weak-willed junkie, drugs are for degenerates
whatever, trust me when I tell you, I really don't care anymore
this user gets it
i can't wait until your kind needs to resort to literal cannibalism to survive because you have never invented anything.
please call your family and let them know that you love them before you die suddenly.
I'm also 28 and I know three people who have overdosed. I'm really sorry user, there's really nothing I can say because that kind of shit sticks with you forever. Zoomers take note- you might feel invincible or cool messing around with hard drugs but it's not a fucking game when parents have to bury their children.
if you think nigs don't do fent, then you've obviously never been to philadelphia,
Kenzo is a melting pot of all races of junkies, and even the dopeboys are strung out.
>when parents have to bury their children
brother, you just made me break out crying.
it's more than my cousin dying....my aunt is RUINED. she will not be right after this, maybe ever.
my family knows I love them. and they also know I get high.
ironically, most fent overdoses occur in similar situations to OP's cousin (relapse) or when you think you're buying heroin and it's actually much stronger because it's cut with fent.
When you have a daily tolerance to it, you kind of just assimilate, same way heroin stops working after time.
People who do opiates are self medicating, it’s always variable what it is but I doubt your cousin ever would’ve been whole. At least he brought some light into the world with his kids
t. habitual pill popper
fent sucks to maintain on, i'd rather be sober than fucking with fentdope....and thats what happened.
smooth brain junkies fuck w fentdope, its got nothing on real morphine/opiates
deepest gratitude to all of you for your heartfelt condolences. my head is spinning right now. my reason for making this thread was more than just seeking pity (although your words are soothing). i want his death to be a warning, among all the MANY, MANY fentanyl deaths, whicch NEED TO BE A WARNING.
DRUGS=BAD
Ur gonna die dude. If u know all that shit, just stop doing it.
probably not the right thread to debate the pros and cons of different IV opiates. but I'm happier and better off doing fent than I was when I was doing heroin. It's cheaper, stronger, and keeps me well for just as long. heroin loses the magic after awhile anyway. would kill for some Opanas tho
He probably did something fucked up for god to punish him like that. Check on his kids.