I broke down crying today

Here comes a blog post so don't read if it's not your thing.

What my average day looks like:
>6.30AM wake up and get ready for work
>Take modafinil and caffeine
>check binance
>I wear a rotation of the same 5 outfits, same shoes every day
>8AM office job where I send emails and look i into issues for customers, minimum wage.
>between tasks, check binance
>get overall 1 hour worth of unpaid breaks, don't eat breakfast or lunch
>just listen to music, lurk on Zig Forums and check binance
>I get along with the people at my work, but they're clearly not my friends
>6PM get the bus home
>along the way I lurk on Zig Forums, listen to music and check binance
>I go to the store and buy dinner, probably a microwave meal unless it's Friday when I have pizza
>8PM - 2AM listen to music, post on Zig Forums and check binance.
>repeat

Today's Sunday. I was cooking mac n cheese out of a box listening to this and suddenly I broke down and cried. First time I've cried in a while.
youtu.be/su21xFyM5eI

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faggot

lol

Sleep more you idiot

I’m sorry, user.

>cuck malone

lmoa

This is a sell signal

You work 10 hours a day for minimum wage? And sleep 4 hours?
Nobody deserves this.

here:
fix sleep, download non-fiction audiobooks for your bus rides, just close your eyes and listen; start lifting, eat something for lunch

You are taking too much moda. Watch out user. Also your taste in music is shit.

no sleep makes for an unfocused mind, an unfocused mind makes for weak hands, man up or get out before you lose what little dignity you have

If not larp, then realize that constantly watching and waiting on a chart to explode is one of probably one of the most detrimental things you can go through if you have anxiety and stress related issues. For one I would say check once a month, or just set alerts through an exchange app. If you have a gf spend more time with her and do normal human shit. Quit watching numbers, buy in, HODL and live your life. Also maybe buy an exercise bike and start cycling in front of the Screen in your living room at peak cardio level if you’re completely addicted to numbers

Been there. Figure out what you want in life the most and work towards getting it otherwise we'll both be stuck in a world with no promise of anything. Hang tough dude, you got this.

You should go to the gym man

top kek (sad tho)

>probably a microwave meal unless it's Friday when I have pizza

you're american, right?

chicken, rice, beans, vegetables

it's not fucking hard

>wake up at 4:45AM for work
>shit my brains out violently cause Crohn's
>cant drink coffee cause Crohn's, but wouldnt anyway cause intermittent fasting
>check robinhood and indeed
>put on one of my 3 outfits in rotation
>go to work at shitty part time job in a grocery store
>break time, 15 minutes for anything under 7 hours
>check indeed and Robinhood
>go home at around noon
>play vidya for maybe an hour and a half
>check indeed
>bed
>everyone at work is friendly and nice, I wager that I would be able to hang with any one of them if I asked, but I dont

BOOM BOOM CLAP
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Wtf does this have to do with Zig Forums?
The fact that you check binance?
Fuck off

A lot of it's by choice. I've made $30k in five months from staying up and trading crypto. Growing up we had nothing so this is really important to me.
I wish it was. And no, I don't have a gf.

>you're american, right?
no

you can report the thread if you wan't

because you are routine faggot
YOU ARE FUCKING ROUTINE!
Do something else after work, faggot.
Go for a walk, sit on a bench, be that weird faggot sitting in park and watching people.
Think, faggot.
Claim city block as yours. Go around and memorize all fucking places in that block.
Think, faggot.
Watch building sites, watch workers doing their jobs there. Memorize what they do, search google work job titles, look up what contractors pay them.
Compare their work to yours. Think, faggot.
Think, faggot.
Think, again, you routine faggot.
Start cooking yourself something, learn to make dough. Cook for yourself, faggot.
Think, faggot, because you are routine faggot, who will die without ever trying to mix an egg into a dough.
what a faggot...he even cries dreaming about non existing life.
It's because you never try something else.

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Thankfully my place isn't that faggy, but we're drastically underpaid in our area, and I dont think I've seen more than one of those fucking 5 dollar coupons we're supposed to get if we provide "excellent service" in 5 years even though I've had many many compliments.

Join the IBEW, you need more exercise

I hope you checking your inside for cancer ever 6 months user.

Nope, but that's just about what I need right now. I havent gone to the doc in like 2 years.

I just listened to your faggy song while taking my morning shit. Hahahaha get better taste in music and buy PNK LINK & RSR faggot

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buy BZRX you fucking moron

fag

You sound like a faggot

First thing, if you're up until 2 and then wake up for work at 6:30 with any regularity, you're going to be a disaster. Get more sleep. Your success at trading shitcoins doesn't depend on late hours. Rather, the dopamine drip from watching the numbers is combining with the fake social camaraderie of late night Zig Forums to rob you of a good night's sleep.

Second, stop eating microwaved shit and start making yourself food. It'll be both cheaper and healthier, and the money you save can be invested for more gains.

If you start getting more sleep on weeknights, you won't be tired and run down on weekends, so you'll be able to enjoy yourself more. Try to get outside and move around some, there are lots of nice trails no matter where you live. Get a hobby that you enjoy. Listening to music and browsing Zig Forums aren't hobbies.

Next step in your journey, stop listening to music.

each to their own. I already hold RSR and LINK.

Everyone lashing out at OP is in the same boat, prove me wrong

>wakes up, does drugs, works shitty unfulfilling job, has no real friend connections, addicted to crypto gambling

I got bad news for you OP.

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>great advice

it might be fake, but i feel more connection with random autists here and even on wsb, than i ever felt in real life lol.