Zig Forums, i just got cucked so hard by the girl of my dreams...

Zig Forums, i just got cucked so hard by the girl of my dreams. We're good friends but today she did something that made me feel like my heart ripped out of my chest. I straight up cried for a minute straight after she left. I genuinely feel fucked. After i stopped crying i could feel a weird buzzing sensation in my head and sort of tinnitus. Plus i'm high as well.

How can i get over utter heartbreak? How am i mean to reconcile the fact that 2 souls are sometimes perfect for each other yet they can end up apart?

Basically, how do i stop being a bitch because i'm seriously thinking about harming myself. I don't cut myself or anything i just go HAM on coke n shit. I don't really wanna be alive. How can i get back all the time i spent longing for her?

I've already started lifting again after 2 years and am struggling but still going. I feel so down that i'm going to save this shitty blog post and set it as a reminder in 6 months. Thanks for being there Zig Forums. I hope you all find love.

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great diary post, user. buy suicide stack of vidya if you're just going to kill yourself anyway.

Did she make fun of your LINK stack?

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What did she do?

>girl of your dreams
>we are good friends
You were cucked from the start, might as well rope now

Go to a park at night, have a fag and listen to sad songs while feeling sad
Always makes me feel better.

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Nice blog post faggot. All women are whores

She probably cucked you because you are a pot-smoking fag with a flabby body

>harming yourself because of a cocksleeve
kys unironically you fucking zoomer

Dude, it's a state of mind. She treats you exactly how you ask her to treat you. You'll think I'm a wierdo but if you can afford coke, buy a session of Ross Jeffries. You think you're paying for training how to pick up women, but he's really working on making you a better person to yourself. Then make that wench suffer while you take down women she knows are better than her. Then give her a pity fuck every once in a while, but make sure she knows she'll never have more than that.