I have nothing left in this world left >no enjoyable hobbies left (except some exercise to keep body from not depreciating totally) >no irl friends (ghosted the rest) >no family (ghosted) all I have is ingrained dysfunctional pc/internet usage patterns I've repeated since I was a young teen that bring me no joy anymore, just a cope because I've had nothing else to do
I'm a shell of a human, literally no belonging to a community or normie behaviours left, no greater passions, nothing I wake up excited for like a total blank npc not really depressed at all, been way worse before
I used to have no perception of money, investments, savings and it's worth, but I've learned the importance of it over time if I actually worked and had a steady income stream and knew how to function and how to make time into dollars I'm certain I would be rich eventually, even if it took time at this moment in time I could literally work and sleep and invest
yet I suffer from extreme procrastination and literally don't know where to go in life and I'm extremely resistant to change how do I change this, I feel like I would need to rewire my whole brain chemistry and ingrained behaviours
Being rich won't change your shitty state of mind, go see a therapist
Noah Parker
why do I have a shitty state of mind? all my issues are brought on from not having enough money and living a less than desireable lifestyle, forced upon me because lack of monetary funds in all other ways I'm totally fine, mostly
>all my issues are brought on from not having enough money wrong. your issues come from being a lazy fuck with 0 self-reflection. If "lack of monetary funds" is your problem, then find a solution. If you can't find a solution, then it means you are too stupid and/or lazy and you don't deserve it.
Samuel Jackson
>wrong. your issues come from being a lazy fuck with 0 self-reflection. you could say this, but I could prove how this part is wrong, if I magically had a trust fund of whatever amount that would afford me to live an average lifestyle without worry right now, my quality of life would instantly approve totally and afford me to do things I can't right now. easily proving your idea wrong. even though you have a point which technically is ultimately true at this point.
>find a solution the thing is I know the solution, it's just executing the simple steps that's hard. a lifetime of dysfunctional behaviors is at the root of this.
Bentley Garcia
You don't have a trust fund so you have to find a solution or just kill yourself >A lifetime of dysfunctional behaviours is at the root of this Go see a therapist it's there job to help you sort that shit. I don't know why you are posting this shit on a business image board full of fucking retards, the only sympathy you will find here is other losers relating to your situation which isn't gonna help
Carter Campbell
You need a goal in life that doesn't depend on other people. For example: I want to climb the highest mountain of every continent. I want to learn a programming language and deploy my own API. Something that keeps you going. Avoid excessive: alcohol, weed, porn, fast food. Everything will be okay frien.
Kayden Lopez
I'll give you a little bit of advice in the morning write down the shit you want to do today, put small things like making your bed and cooking dinner aswell as bigger things. You don't need to do everything just at least a few things that you can cross off. Make a new list everyday to give yourself a bit of motivation I'm not saying this is gonna fix your problems but it's a start, the important thing is to keep doing it and don't give up , also see a therapist, they help
Brayden Clark
I am the same as you OP Only difference is I have a few thousand LINK But this won't change shit neither, because I won't sell
Aiden Morales
Work is good for your mind brother. Also read the Bible.
12 The sleep of a labouring man is sweet, whether he eat little or much: but the abundance of the rich will not suffer him to sleep.
>Go see a therapist it's there job to help you sort that shit. they are most likely inept and will only provide basic normie responses. I doubt I have the mental fortitude to deal with that shit. ontop of trying to get to one. maybe you are right though
nothing depends on other people as it is >meme goals that don't help further my life in any way (except the programming would help) like I said, I have no passions and hard to motivate me for anything like that , I have no interests literally though
>alcohol, weed already dont >porn some not really, definate fapping addictions though, but barely, burn out of it right now honestly >fast food. eh none, what's the point though? >Everything will be okay frien. however long you can cope sure
how are people motivated to write lists like that? I just burn out and they become something annoying, like I cant sustain it and I just drop it instantly, I don't see the point either most of those things i do by default, except bigger goals obviously
lol
>Work is good for your mind brother. the money part and some sort of sembelance of routine would be the only good thing, if it's shit it's just sustained torture though, the money would help though as I wont have any satisfaction from it otherwise, really last time I worked I slept the worst I have ever, and it was a rigorous physical job. normally I can sleep 8-9 sometimes 10 hours when I worked I slept like 3 hours, 4-5 if It was a good night. I just had to catch up with everything I missed during an entire day of mental stimuli. and I went to the gym after work every time too. sweet sleep lmao.
>Also read the Bible. really not into religious memes, or reading fiction at all. barely can read as it is, except factual stuff
>no enjoyable hobbies >no irl friends (ghosted the rest) >no family (ghosted) >no belonging to a community or normie behaviours left, no greater passions, nothing I wake up excited for NONE of this requires money, user. keep blaming it on your financials, but you're 100% fooling yourself. everything you lack is free, and money won't solve it. stop believing it will and fix your shit.
Ryder Lee
Have pc....Has internet.. roof, not a single word about not having enough food to eat...no where near poverty line. Doesn't have a job..too lazy to get one, feels entitled to have more money, more money even though he won't work for any. Delusions of understanding how to get rich due to having little knowledge of wealth. Delusions of intelligence due to being the same rut as an idiot but "choosing" to stay in same deprived state. No work ethic, no self esteem, scared to fail so never tried. Fucked seratonin and endorphin release due to pushing a computer button. You are nothing. Robert Paulsen achieved more.
Liam Harris
Never stop exercising, read some good books of succesful people you look up to, read books about fomring good habits (not this new age shit, but books that ave been around for 10+ years), find a way to convince your mind to find the same enjoyment in work/stocks/progress that you used to get at the start of your pc/internet usage, try to reach out to people that you look up to/improve your state of mind/are good for you-ignore those that are negative and not supporting, keep a tidy work area, write down your thoughts every few days and dont stop - every few weeks look back on them and see how you've regressed/stalled/progressed since the time you wrote them.
Don't stop, keep going, never give up - you'll make it.
t. 12 month older version of you.
Caleb Rivera
user, lemme give you a lil tip. Buy $5,000 in NEC (nectar) if you have the money and wait until 2023.
you'll literally be wealthy beyond any imaginable dreams.
Evan Roberts
Nah you're doing it wrong it involves breathing manually basically
Chase Ross
cut down on porn as much as you can, limit to once/twice per week. manage alcohol/weed/cigs/other drug intake to a 'healthy' level - don't use/take any before 5pm no matter what - if you have a level of anxiety and this increases it, cut back on coffee and focus on fixing your sleep pattern. DO NOT STAY UP PAST 10PM - WAKE UP EARLY - I used to need 3-5 cups of coffee per day, went through a month of absolute ass and sort of fized my sleep pattern, now im down to 0-1 per day.
pls forgive autistic ranting, but if any of this applies to you i hope my wrods can help - im 29 and ive only managed these things in the last ~12 months, its an ongoing challenge and jounrey and sometimes you slip up but most importantly be kind to yourself and never give up
Brayden Walker
meditation is a jewish psyop
Jason Cox
Fuck you
Matthew Edwards
I think you misinterpreted my whole post and meaning. either I'm wrong at explaining things or you are bad at understanding.
for all you know I could be posting from mcd wifi. I had to hustle for the little life quality I have left currently. my country has somewhat of a functional safety net so you have to try a bit to actually die here, even though possible to be left out nearly entirely with not much fault honestly. I'm living on the bare existential minimum though and have been for a while
>Doesn't have a job..too lazy to get one it wears on you after years of trying and It's more of mental block if anything, but I have to try more, even though it's unfulfilling to go out there in this state and search >feels entitled to have more money, more money shouldn't I feel entitled to atleast have a job? >even though he won't work for any working is the easy part, can do no problem, but getting one is the big headache
>Delusions of understanding how to get rich due to having little knowledge of wealth. I'm lacking lots of information yes, but the fundamentals are very simple. no? It's not very hard
>Delusions of intelligence due to being the same rut as an idiot but "choosing" to stay in same deprived state. well I doubt my actual intelligence all the time. however it can't be that bad since I score atleast average normally, fundamental behaviors are the big problem don't think I have delusions at all
>No work ethic, honestly no problem at all working the shittiest jobs (really) >no self esteem correct really (due to financial and factors of my life status) >scared to fail so never tried. somewhat this, but still I have tried and failed alot over the years too >Fucked seratonin and endorphin release due to pushing a computer button. true easily >You are nothing. already stated in the op
can't invest in memecoins also crypto here is fucked due to taxation
yeah I know what mediation is, just gave a short response
Jonathan Williams
I have done all these eliminated to 0 totally and It haven't changed my behavior to do something that will drive me forward in life at all. but yes I agree its better.
it would be fulfilling to have more money but itself, like a dopamine hit, don't even need to try to make it motivating, it is by itself I feel like I already have all the ideas in place by themselves, but I have no idea how to hustle or get money in reality. I feel like I can't do too many things at once either, I need to hyperfocus on something and just do that thing else everything gets fucked up... I'm extremist I can't do multiple things or focuses
Jaxson Gray
Honestly some people just don't understand the normie perspective.
For example people with ADHD or ADD that take adderall for the first time and feel "normal." While for actual normal people it's like meth.
How many times will you arrive at these very same crossroads, OP? How many times will you say to yourself that this time you'll take the path less traveled, instead of returning, yet again, to the comfortable familiarity of mediocrity?
You're almost there... you know what you have to do, don't you? You know the future in store for you should you fail to seize upon this feeling, right? Oh, but you lack discipline... you procrastinate. Well, we all do! The difference is that some of us have trained ourselves to ignore that nagging feeling that tears us away from real work. Oh, you know the one... I'm sure it's kept you company for many years now. One must keep a watchful vigil over their work, or else that feeling will overtake you and before you know it you're back to cooming or vidya like nothing else matters. You have to force your will upon yourself, OP. You are weak, yes, but with concerted, continuous, conscious effort you may yet find the strength within.
