I don't think I can go on any longer. I am seriously considering suicide

Time to go full Costanza. Start living life in a radically different way, it'll be like jumping into a freezing lake. The shock to your system will be good for you. Once you finish reading this post go outside and run until you literally throw up. Then you can come back inside and post.

Take the clown pill.

>Ive taken the doomer pill
AHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAhHahahahahahahahaha
Go outside

How old are your parents?

I don't care about girls anymore
I'm not good at anything. I'm so lazy it's pointless.
I wish I could but I can't
It wasn't intentional. My life has led me to this point

My parents are in their 60's

All it takes is for you to decide.
Do you want your life to stay the way it is or do you have a genuine wish to change it?

If you chose to change then take at least 1 min each day to do something to improve your life a bit.
It must improve your life compared to who you were 1 day before. Never compare yourself to others. Only compare yourself to who you were in the past.
You are now the master of your life even if you were powerless as a child.
Your past doesn't decide your future, only your current mindset do.
But you can change your memories of your past if they stop you from achieving happiness.
Your mindset decides if you are pessimistic and the decisions you take in your life.
Take charge of your decisions and be prepared to learn from your mistakes in your path of self improvement.

>he bought the peaks and sold the dips

Why can't you?

youre not the only one man. im about your age as well but the only thing keeping me going is number go up and the bull season we're in now.
the world is such a miserable place and my only reason for keeping myself alive is to hopefully one day watch it all burn.

You could have a dopamine deficiency. I have the same sort of mentality, and I believe it is due to a fucked up reward response system in our heads. We don't get the chemical rewards for doing minor positive things like the average person does due to years of internet / television / porn / vidya / etc.. Cut back on those things and you will probably see an improvement after a few months as your brain corrects itself.

bro my oneitis is fucking some jock right now. In the apartment above me. I can hear it. I want to die. I have spent weeks talking to her and spending time with her.

Also I am in uni and I saved 5000 this summer. Invested it all and now it's at 1243.

You think YOU want to kill yourself. Heh

Life is a fucking meme

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Me too op, I just try to keep myself occupied, if I start to think about my life for more than 10 seconds I just want to die. The funny thing about being a super lazy non-impulsive procrastinator, is that I can debate and plan suicide for a long period of time, without ever going through with it. I'm stuck in a perpetual cycle of - Getting a mood swing where I want to kill myself -> Not having the means to do the job at that time -> Resolving to get the means the next day -> Snapping out of it and saying that I shouldn't do it
Someday something has to change, whether it's life getting better or me having a long enough mood swing to actually go through with it, but hey, I'm still here for the moment

im so fucking lonely
it actually physically pains me
i feel sick

Honestly u guys really are my friends. Its not like I can talk to my family about this shit. They would never understand.

im glad you made this post i thought i was the only one feeling like this......poor 5k networth had 14k two weeks ago from link going up then lost all my gains on OMG right back where i started live at home 31 hate my dead end job no skills or options or car too financially opressed to get a desirable gf no family except a crazy mother hate society and what they find cool and are interested in it all seems hopeless and so far out of reach i just want it to end

user I want you to know that you’re not alone. And as long as I am alive I can say that with absolute certainty. Stay strong brother

we';re all gonna make it bros...right?
this endless toil will be worth something one day?

do shrooms

pick a hobby that you and your dad enjoy try to go outside, faggot it aint that hard.

Dude, your at rock bottom. only way is up. get out of the house. go walk in the mall, brief social interactions will work wonders.
get a gym membership. Dont feel intimidated, Im in very good shape and I love seeing people like you in the gym making a change.
walk on a treadmill. set small goals.

Procrastination comes from being a perfectionist because your parents wanted you to get good grades in school, and after some time you started to think you only had value if you were the best and perfect.
Give up on being perfect, you are only human and not a god.
You are perfect as you are and don't need to prove that you are good at something to have value as a person.
The only thing which should matter you is:
Does this make me happy?
Is this something I wanted to do because I am interested in it and not because someone expects me to do it?

Never give up on yourself!
You are more than your perceived failures.
Don't compare yourself to your parent's expectations or to others who seem more successful.
All it takes is the will to survive until the next day each day and you are guaranteed to have the last laugh in this life.

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FYI for future endeavors, your mistakes were
>oneitis
>spent weeks talking to her and spending time with her
You waltzed straight into her friend zone, whether she wanted you there or not.

Please don't it's not fair to us