I'm seriously thinking of teaching my parents how to trade crypto, leave them with my 100k usd wallet and commit suicide.
I'm done, I'm fucking done. If I was a decent trader I would have used futures to long and short AMPL and long and farm YFI. I didn't even bother trying that yield farming thing.
If I was smart I would have sold my Ghost and STA stacks early, including my 10k usds I had wheb LINK was 5$ And put that money into lowcaps like XOR, PAMP, DEV, BUIDL, CAP.finance, Polkadot lowcaps with long term reach before the peak. These lowcaps will be worth 199M-599 marketcap or so when the peak hits in December 2021 I don't think they'll survive past that but still... these will be the XVG and PIVX of this bullrun, with YFI being a very special case of 100k and even 1M x
I wanted to die before crypto. Crypto merely postponed the inevitable. I"m not a business man, I can't even hunt for locations to rent out to live off of it. Too depressed to search and do the paperwork.
So pissed off with life I don't even want to cash out to enjoy myself. Nothing in this world can fix me and offer me what you find in sci fi and fantasy.
Can't fix my brain so not worth living 60 years where I just play games and shitpost. I did that for 10 years.
So incompetent and depressed I can't buy an audio set to enjoy some music before I die. I bought a few from /g/"s recommended and I got memed. They sound like shit. Or my ears are no longer good to enjoy music.
I wish I knew you in person or had a way to contact you to solace your pain. There is knowledge that exists in this world which will easily free you from this suffering.
Ryder Scott
stream it on bitwave.tv entertain a bunch of faggots with your last breath
Just tell me what to trade and help me get rich I'll appreciate you.
Isaac Lewis
Mate you have 100 k in USD. Look at your peers. You are obviously better off then a lot of them. So cheer up, you are good with accumulating money. How else do you explain the 100k?
Sebastian Gutierrez
Read the Bible.
Joshua Thomas
I was suppose to have 60 million usds at this point. ESH+STA Uniswap lowcaps Ampl+YFI and their clones then switch to ETH and BTC to trade futures and margin trading.
I have 100k in Link now. I had some linkies way back when they dropped to 15cents, but I only bought like 2000 links and looked at them every 4 months without bothering to swing. The rest I bought at 10$, piled all my remaining gains.
I'm thinking of putting it in Aave or Polkadot for long term, maybe they'll outperform LINK.
Tyler Clark
Easy to trade in retrospect. Read mote into trading youll find 90% of traders lose. And only 10% come out . Dont give up lad we all die anyway why not give life another chance
Also money isn’t everything sounds like you could use some meds
Logan Parker
your parents aren't gonna use your money to get rich after you're dead, they'll probably just by heartbroken and donate it to something faggy instead.
Go volunteer visiting elderly shutins or something, learn to appreciate what you have instead of being a bitch
Jace Richardson
Just buy bitcoin and hold ffs
Ryan Brooks
Bro :( Travel a while and see the world. See a psychiatrist (or a psychologist, if you need the existential perspective) before you become an hero.
Your parents will be devastated. 100k USD is alot of money, you can study whatever you want for that money. Don't give in just yet; I've had a tough life with multiple psychological ilnesses, but I am working towards a better future. Halfway to becoming a MD. Don't give up OP
David Cooper
Best case scenario they cash it out. Worse case scenario they lose everything in crypto or stocks. Fantasy scenario they actually trade 100x times better than me, make a clone and have my clone inherit everything.
I don't think wagecucks and anons know that feel when you raise your standards and anything less than 10/10 performance is depressing. When you realize it's not the fact crypto and the world is hard, it's the fact 90% of the traders are complete idiots.
How fucking hard was it to just diversify into lowcaps... Use some fucking futures on anything besides ETH and LINK and realize YFI in a market where DeFi and yield farming is at the center was going to be the next 10000x? Especially after cap.finance and buidl's tokenomics? How fucking hard is it to just 10x short and long your linkies and sell them? Or to realize shit will crash in September and that the peak of the bullrun will be December 2021? Or that coins with a staking mechanism stagnate like hell in volume.
It's not that hard. Really, really not that hard. Even when I would be good at the things I do as an overachiever I'd still consider it run of the mill stuff and be depressed. Or that staking coins stagnate like shit?
I'm so tired of being a pseudo intellectual, really tired of my subconscious and consciousness being intelligent, but never ever listening and reacting. It's like having a 150IQ, but your actions are 60 IQ.
At the very least if I'd just die already to finally get something done right.
You understandably sound pretty pathetic right now, depression compounds that. Despite anyone trying to be nice to you here, no one read what you wrote and believes you are actually trying your best, maybe you don't know how to try your best yet, but take it from me you can make very good progress on very hard problems like your depression when you figure out exactly what is going on. You sound extremely delusional and sensitive to whether people give a shit about you or not, you surely are getting off on the attention this post gives you, so its no wonder you fantasize about giving your parents money then dying, so all that's left is a benevolent memory people can feel bad for.
Here's the real scoop, you could give your parent's Jeff Bezos fortune and killing yourself would still overshadow that gift my miles in terms of selfishness. You don't have that much money, you didn't gamble as well as you could have, you think people here who lost everything want to give you sympathy? Honestly you shouldn't be allowed to be or act this depressed with so little self understanding, the only thing I can offer you is the immense satisfaction you will get from getting started. I wish I could be there to see your ego break.
Jackson Mitchell
*getting started actually analyzing yourself, not killing yourself, desu
Cooper Brown
>Decent trader >100k
nigger I got that holding a linklet stack for a year
Robert Richardson
You are a degenerate perfectionist. Try actually finding something worthy to strive for in this finite life instead of money and you wouldn't be such a depressed egomaniac.
Chase Jackson
Just try and take honest stock of what you HAVE done and try and stop comparing it to what could have been. There's a lot more to life than crypto, just put all your shit into YFV and stake it or something, then ban yourself from using a computer and smartphone for the next month. Use the time to refocus, find other things you like to do, get in better shape physically and mentally, etc.
Juan Bell
Dude stfu and get a proper hobby like fishing or camping. This digital shit and 9-5 grind makes people miserable. So does tv/movies/politics and the nation state (business). Go kill and eat a fish in the woods, you’ll feel better. At worst you get better at tying knots so you can fucking hang yourself in a few years if you don’t like it. Go discover nature. Also, pic related which I wrote a few weeks ago.
Let's just kill each other user. Thread like this make me realize it isn't even about the money you just feel like a failure. I have also wasted so much time and my tax situation is going to be a huge mess. I just don't even want to deal with any of it. Even if you cash out it still just seems hopeless. I wish I just got a regular job and lived like everyone else.
Austin Powell
>I'm seriously thinking of teaching my parents how to trade crypto, leave them with my 100k usd wallet and commit suicide. just give 1/3 of it to me bro, I'll actually do something with it plus I'm attractive and not stupid
Xavier Lewis
Get help friend. Seriously. Get help.
Brayden Jenkins
i'll probably come off sounding like a fag, but you should check yourself into therapy. you sound like you might have borderline personality disorder or something similar.
>Even when I would be good at the things I do as an overachiever I'd still consider it run of the mill stuff and be depressed.
don't cut yourself down like this man, get some help.
Jack Peterson
bro i beg you set up a smart contract and leave me the 100k or i will join you
Charles King
You're massively overplaying how 'obvious' the right moves were in retrospect. Nobody sees these 100x opportunities for what they are until they go 100x, not unless they're insiders or market manipulators. Yeah some retards guess right occasionally and go 100x, who cares. They'll go all in on HOTDOG the next day and lose it all.
I mean go back and read what you wrote, you're describing this hyperspecific trading path, buying the low and seeling perfect top of many specific coins in sequence that would have given you 10000x. Your 20/20 hindsight is fucking you up and the hyptothetical trader who took maximum advantage of the trade opportunity you missed out on is just that, they're not real. I did this same thing in 2018 and figured out if I had bought ANT, DGB, TRON, XRP, XLM, LTC, ICX, VET all in sequence and sold at the top I'd be a trillionaire right now. It's not productive thinking.
Why don't you just 50/50 split in BTC and ETH, come back in 3 years and collect your million dollars? They're surely more 'obvious' and likely moons over the medium than whichever shitcoin du jour you're thinking will go 1000x next.
Sebastian Garcia
Your parents aren’t going to learn anything about crypto retard they are just going to cash out and be miserable that they have to bury their own son and go to sleep every night writhing with the fact that you were a massive failure and how much they should blame themselves
Stop looking for happiness in dumb bullshit abs find the peace of Jesus so you can actualize the happiness in your life you deserve. You are looking for all the wrong things when all you need is Gods love and strength to build a new you
suicidal thoughts are an indicator for the need to sit down and do meditation that clears the mind using some form of chakra binaural while doing breathwork
Bentley Phillips
you're the guy with his knickers in a twist assuming I'm shit talking LINK when I never mentioned it. LINK was well researched and a good bet. I am talking about shitty hypecoins like VET or BTT or whatever that everyone facepalms afterward thinking it was so obvious they were going to 10x. It's always obvious in hindsight and you can really fuck yourself up obsessing over the gains you could have made if you'd played the market perfectly.
Juan Gutierrez
Take 10k of that 100k and just go somewhere else for a month. Enjoy your life and reevaluate it to see if you really are considering it. If nothing changed spend the rest of the 90K and live until you run out.
Luke Gonzalez
are ya winning son??
Dylan Wilson
That’s some Mumbo jumbo bull shit if I ever heard it. OP find God, read the a Bible. Absolutely do not kill yourself. Any path that you choose that does not involve Jesus will not bring you true fulfillment
This can be a huge turning point in your life on the path to eternal glory. You have already realized the foolishness of worldly pursuits. Acquire riches in heaven instead
sup OP you dead yet or nah? wanna prove this user wrong or what? live a little for once, ya know?
Jackson Jenkins
>thinking an idol will get you anywhere ngmi
Luke Phillips
>projecting this hard LINK was obvious to anyone who isn't a retard, sorry to say. Unless you're new there is 0 excuses, and it still is a good bet even at this market cap
