>no gf
>no friends
>no meaningful hobbies or interests
>can't stand what modern culture has become
>no motivation to do anything or contribute to society in any way
The possibility of making it in crypto is the only thing that keeps me alive anymore. I wonder though what will happen if I ever achieve that and have nothing left to accomplish anymore? Will I just want to kill myself at that point?
No gf
Checked. Answer is: quite possibly. Work on yourself op, it's all a question of your ability to shape the way the world appears & the possibilities therein
Once you make it, you improve yourself as much as you can to the point where you enjoy life - you can shift life around you to create a bubble for you to live out your days in peace.
Or you can go nuts and off yourself after doing whatever you want to do.
shut the fuck up or take it to Zig Forums
There are no possibilities because that relies on a society and a culture that wants to improve the world we live in instead of destroying it, but we live in a timeline where that concept has been subverted and there's no coming back from that.
You're gonna kill yourself sooner having to wageslave for a life you don't enjoy.
Wow sounds like you're a fucking loser. "making it" will make no difference to a hollow NPC like you
NPCs dont have existential crisis, you retard.
>>no gf
>>no friends
>>no meaningful hobbies or interests
ok fix them if you want them
>>can't stand what modern culture has become
>>no motivation to do anything or contribute to society in any way
you don't have to participate in modern culture or have to contribute to society.
you get money for yourself and you work for yourself, build your own world with your own people
if you genuinely need an overarching civilization to find meaning then you're going to hang yourself anyway get to it
>NPCs dont have existential crisis, you retard.
NPCs are programmed to follow someone else's order
OP is realizing there is no good order to follow
Will he perish, or will he make his own?
OP doesn't have an existential crisis, he simply sucks at everything and blames external factors.
Basically the same as you. Alcohol was working for a while, but I'm fat now and kept getting arrested so I had to quit.
You need to toughen up OP, if you suffer from depression get professional help, do some psychedelics and work on yourself.
Right now you are in victim mode, you need to see find the lion within, the warrior, see life as a battle.
A battle that you want to win and you need to start improving day by day.
How old are you? I feel for your situation, I truly do. Especially in covid times it can be difficult. Best of luck to you in the big wide world. Godspeed.
P.S. - women won't bring happiness
to be fair, interests require time, money and motivation which usually is secured through working with other people
the wasteland we're in forces you to learn how to get security on your own, learn to live without love and understand that most of your time is lost anyway
the break-through of finding it still beautiful is hard, and you're a faggot for lack of sympathy
kys retard
>ok fix them if you want them
That's just the thing, I have no desire for any of those things. And I just don't see the point in doing anything except indulging in nostalgia by going back to play games, watch movies, and listen to music from an era before all culture went to shit. But that's a finite amount of content, and at some point I'm going to run out of it, and then what?
That’s my goal. Make it from crypto and purchasing 800+ acres of land in Michigan. Build my own house and study history for the rest of my life. Basically becoming a hermit.
If you're still struggling with this shit as an adult there's no hope for you
You're gonna blow your brains out in less than 5 years into the schizoid lifestyle lmao. See you on wizchan's suicide general.
Welcome to being a human bean
making it is the only exit
>see life as a battle
There's no point to having this kind of mindset because the war has already been lost. No matter what you do, we're never getting going back to the peak of western civilization that we experienced in the latter half of the 20th century.
not everyone has shit on a silver platter nor strong role models
you don't just magically figure shit out when you turn 21
if you can't see how luck dictates part of your life then you're an NPC too
When you think you know everything that's when you can be sure you're wrong.
You're just the other side of the same coin OP is on. You think you have it, and he think it's lost
Both are convinced of something that isn't true
>except indulging in nostalgia
you're stuck in a loop you can't recognize
the essence of addiction is returning to things that take more than they give you. It's up to you to recognize that
>I have no desire for any of those things
hand me vidya, porn, tv and music and I wouldn't see the point in anything else either
There's still beauty in the world, it comes from different parts
You can't say to me "no point" if you never actually been out in the world, today
say this to me in the valleys of Andes and you'll find yourself confused
good luck fags
Listen bud, things may seem like shit, but just keep your head up. Find Jesus. Trust me, it helps a lot.
This.
Why would anyone reply earnestly to or even read a demoralization thread created by a paid cyber terrorist?
crypto is a meaningful hobby/interest. you aren't buying random shit without understanding what you're doing are you?
I understand it on a surface level, but I don't have the motivation to learn any of the specifics of crypto.
>no friends
>no gf
>thinks making it in crypto will change things in his life
Never gonna make it.
>thinks monks don't have communities
Hermits and monks still form communities among themselves you autist. No one person is totally isolated. Being alone to the point of blowing your brains out is a purely modern phenomena brought about by industrialization and social media technology .
This is literally the best time to live in human history
you are shockingly dumb
If this would be an in person conversation I would vomit in your face
please don't have children
Ah dude, you guys are totally right. Damn, I was so stupid. A person can’t live in total isolation, he has to have social interactions and people have never ever done this before. Man, so crazy I thought to do this. Lmao, sure thing.
Even if I gave you 10 billion dollars right now, you wouldn’t make it user.
You would be depressed, with no friends or gf, shitposting on 4channel in your empty mansion and a lambo in the garage.