No Motivation, Everything feels meh

Guys i'm mentally struggling real bad.

I work a decent job, got a promotion but that would likely pay extra next year. I've been through a lot but have a semi comfy life. I working in Marketing and its all fine but I just cant muster the motivation to do more.

I've been remote working for over 2 years now, and my days cosist of working 12 ish hours but always in between pulling up Runescape or some other game to fuck around because I feel this isn't really the Job I want

Moreover, I don't know what the fuck I want. I feel cripplingly depressed, some nights with molly, (rarely) to feel a little, other nights its just sobriety and some drinks here and there.

I feel like I don't want to do the work, but that's fucking bullshit because we need to make money and move on. I am blessed with a GF but i always spend for her cus she's studying

So my savings is near to little, but it can accumulate if i keep working hard. I recently went on a holiday and it was alright, with lockdown I'm limited to small trips but other than that

I literally live in my house to work, wake up, shower once a day or more usually once every 2 days, barely exercise, and i have tried doing these things to be a normie but its just not cutting out

I don't know what to do with life anymore, i have a shit relationship with my parents (very toxic if you ask me) , and my BIGGEST fear is losing my job, but at the same time if i do, i don't know what the fuck i would be willing to settle for,.

I need to muster up and keep going. Money does not buy happiness, but if it can buy me out of a Job i'd be alright backpacking and seeing the world, but nope, covid.

Im just rambling.. wanted to know, does anyone else feel like this? Are you feeling worthless, or just, meh with everything.

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ive been at my job 7 years
the current owner has been there 5 years
been through hell with this guy
he sold me on coming on as his "manager" for $550 a week, but then it took me about 80 hours a week to do the work I felt was expected of me
so time marches on and I keep going to him with my concerns and I keep getting blown off, and occasionally reminded that I'm the highest paid employee and I'm expected to be a better leader
so I keep allegedly failing at my job as a manager but constantly focusing on how to improve myself and the situation
every idea gets shot down and it's a never ending cycle of operating with understaffed people, some of them junkies who can barely fucking function, still making it work and getting hundreds of 5 star reviews in a small town.. but get this:

it's my fault that I work so many hours and I should only be working "52 hours" per week which isn't so bad and being more efficient to get the rest done

except I was never given a goddamn piece of direct feedback, just set up to fail and allowed to continue to fail

I'm deep in margin and hoping the dow hits new ath tomorrow instead of next week

Read Tony Robbins - Awaken the Giant Within. Thank me later.

The problem is working and living from home. You need to find a way to get out more for social reasons.

Yeah bro this resonates a lot. I mean I manage a team remotely to get work done, I do a lot on my end, work retarded hours but I end up goofing in between because I literally have no mentor or someonething tangible.. not just that I'm not sure if I'm in the right line of business

Thanks man I'll do that

Yeah there's this, I'm waiting for my laptop to get fixed so I can at least head out to coffee shops. That did give it a little twist

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Faggot.

Quit your job when she finished studying and has a job. Let her be the bread winner for once while you pursue you passions which you can hopefully turn into a lucrative money maker.

Yeah everyones doing the league thing I'm still a full on noob, I'll hop on and add ya, I haven't played in ages and just decided to get back to see whats new

Holy shit user - i mean at this point idk.. is it the money? But yeah it is, to be able to get the booze, some drugs, but yeah she's not a big burden i'd say, but the presents can drain me.

Literally boughta MacBook pro for her cus her machine is DED the other day and I know she wants to pursue more video editing..

I do a lot for her, but I also have no fucking idea what to do with myself

fuck outta here shill army this is depression thread

You need stop being a bitch faggot, You got a promotion you got a gf, You been on holidays trips, You have to appreciate what you have, we all are miserable in some aspect, get over yourself

what you need is some bros, I don't care if they are random dudes in your game or whatever, have regular conversations with people who will give you the mental and emotional support you need, just being around people who are hungry and ambitious and smart is great, you will feel like a completely different person and have your energy for life recharged

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I think this is what's missing, my social life is near to none besides colleagues online briefly, or my girlfriend. I don't remember the last time I met up with a friend. Thanks for that user, and also bros online

Running, night walks are relaxing invigorating . But it's not like a pill you take and it's ok. You gotta keep at it even when you don't feel like it. I feel apathetic alot too and should take my own advice . I quit playing video games but now my time is consumed by crypto , but not in a healthy way

The thing is ser, it was the first holiday in at least 14 months. But still, I can NOT complain, I am appreciative, but I guess not enough. I just don't know where to go now. But I need to connect with people, that I understand

Good one, I am taking more frequent walks once in a bit to get with nature.

Also, another thing is i remember when I had nothing, was in uni and broke as shit, working bar tending jobs to get by and that felt more fulfilling to get through uni (even with meh grades) , that was a REAL grind but I knew I HAD to do it to survive

Got a real job, moved out, in a bit of a better place despite being a rented place, like, I can't complain, but apathy has come

I remember back in the day being so broke I was scrounging up coins just to afford a stick of a cigarette.

>line cook wagie
>make 2000 a month
>decent car
>hate job
>no free time
>live with parents
>not qualified to apply for other jobs

How do I leave this damn industry and make it big

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I find comfort in my faith In Jesus Christ, Ive been alone for about 6 years, But god comforts me when I felt depressed. It wil fil your drought with purpose, I cheer for you to become christian

Do you need more of a challenge ? Your speaking pretty fondly of your grind

Try out different places perhaps? This is hard, what typa foods you in for my dude?

country is Muslim and I'm technically one but I don't follow shit praise satan, but yes religion or spirituality does give some level of comfort

I was proud of it, now that I'm okay, I still have fuck all in savings but living comfy and I can't complain, I still am. I just feel like I'm a waste of space in this life and am not fucked to work no more, I guess I just need to keep grinding and 'make it' and then do whatever I want to..

Do you feel like this year round? I get these same feelings in winter out of fucking nowhere, only noticed it was a pattern after realising I felt like shit the third November in a row. Could be SAD.

Also do you have a passion? Something that if someone offered you a billion to never do it again you’d turn them down? If not I’d search for something like that ASAP.

It's an attitude perspective, stop burning your receptors doing molly and start counting your blessings.

>I work
didnt read any farther

I don’t want to be this “bro” but exercise can go a LONG ASS WAY mentally and physically. I get depressed all the time when I fall back into my vices and stop working out. Then I’ll work out and immediately think to myself , “wow I feel better then I did 24 hours ago” give it a shot bro

ok maybe i`ve read this
so
we live in the year 2020
now, im not a historian but you must know about people who worked 16 hours a day, see, everyone cant be rich
everyone cant be happy)
all the resources are limiter, you all are making 2-3k with your wages and in my country thats a lot. I didnt like the idea that my time here costs less than yours
So I dont work
Not because i dont want to, i just cant, this is a losing strategy
Sometimes I get lil sad yall know
Cuz all that money i make is taken from the unfortunate ones like you
From my perspective, this is fair; I most likely have more experience, practice, several years of studying
But when I see all the stonk ads i understand how much dumb money will flow in; Those retards dont deserve it of course, to make it big i mean, otherwise why did I have to beg my mom for money and sleep in a car when i`ve just started? So i struggle. They dont know what it takes, but they are just the ordinary npcs that just got lured, this is inhumane, i guess? Strange feelings
But life is good mostly. No offense, but wagies like you always babble `bout how money is not important and how it cant buy happiness and all. I think that all is hypocrisity, a large crock of shit. Nobody want to work actually, its just that ignorance blunts the feelings of inferiority. But again, sad part is everybody cant be rich, and those above average here understand it too - market is a so called zero sum game, except there are institutions, too. Frankly, sometimes i wonder how i`ve made so much, and then i come to biz, wsb, YT, and see the type of people taking opposite sides of my trades. Fair and sad.

Thats just a flow of thought, dont mind me ill just leave it here

Comfy read

>Job
>Gf
>own place
I would push someone into lava (in minecraft) if it meant getting at least one of those three things.
t. 2 year NEET college graduate with no friends, no income, trading penny stocks to escape the basement.