I ruined my life

I ruined my life by smoking meth for a year, I've been sober for a year but I've had my sex drive castrated and gained 20 kilograms, brain fog all day and other health problems. I kind of realized I need some meds to help me deal with this. I went to a psychiatrist for ADHD , i am still in the process of getting diagnosed. I was 18 when I began doing drugs and I'm 21 now. it's really infuriating that I did this to myself. I can't lose weight to save my life now, even when training 3 times a day.

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Follow God

I can't believe I ruined my life like this, all my fault but I don't know why I fucked my life this hard. I've realized you do not recover from the damage of methamphetamine .
I think about killing myself everyday.

Woah man that sucks, someone should put out a PSA that drugs will fuck the most important asset you have (your health), parents and teachers should warn their kids this shit isn’t safe!!

losing weight is actually very easy, just eat less calories than you burn. you can lose weight sitting on your ass. you're probably just eating and drinking too much, so count your calories

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Meth is the most trailer trash drug possible. Only thing worse is huffing pvc glue. Bad high, brain damage, more expensive than crack.

>ruins life by smoking meth
>goes to psychiatrist for more meth

I'm so young and had my whole life ahead of me and I fucked it all up.

ADHD meds will probably make it worse in the long term. Try working out and maybe some kratom or something it prescribed by big pharma. They really don’t want to help you

Where do I buy this METH coin? Is it erc20?

I did XTC a lot when I was 18 in 2008. 5 to 10 pills every week-end for 6 month. Lost 10kg and have been depressed for years. Now I'm 31 and really in good shape

I've done just that for one year, nothing has changed. Methamphetamine damage is permanent.

* not prescribed by big pharma

switch to coke

>Follow God
You better suck a chink's dick u moron. Stop converting pure souls to your none sense philosophy (judaisn \ islam and christianity is total BS)

checked. u dont lie lol

Also I smoked weed for 15 years. I've quit "smoking" 4month ago. I still do weed but I eat it or vape it. I'm learning programming for 6 month and I really have difficulty to stay focused. I think you should do physical activity to improve your mental state.

OP I’ve been using meth for longer than you have but I’ve never had any of those health problems, I haven’t even had any major cravings since I stopped using early in the year when COVID cut off my usual supply. If you’ve unironically ruined your life from meth abuse then either you were smashing grams every day or you were using something with a lot of neurotoxic impurities

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hey buddy, its okay, people make mistakes all the time. i know how stressful it is dealing with withdrawls, take it from my experience alot of it is mental. its really hard and takes time, i'd say you're very self aware which is amazing! seriously youre young and youre taking the steps to recovery, you can see the mistakes youre doing and how they affect you.

Take it slow, if you need any help or someone to talk to I can give you my discord if you'd like. Just don't give up, if you feel like you need some meds to calm yourself down, talk to someone with experience with recovery rather than some random board.

I am seriously proud of you for being sober for a year, it is a hard acomplishment that I personally have no achieved. Keep it up user, we're here for you, your life is no where near ruined at all, in fact you just started it by being sober.

ADHD medication ruined my brothers life and gave my mom heart problems. All i know is the answer is not more drugs

yeah yeah you retard, he really is so fucking pure

he's so pure that he fucked up his life because of a fucking drug due to not being able to resist his human urges like a moron

OP is the purest motherfucker on earth

calories in, calories out
it’s the way, and you are no exception to the laws of nature
you can do it, fren; you’re still so young. Keep @ it

Why did you meth in the first place? some ppl use speed to put in the work because it actually helps you excel

OP have you ever sucked a dick for meth?

Take lion's mane, fix your diet, exercise and socialise

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Also DYOR on lion's mane

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You should be proud of yourself for stopping. It takes time. As someone with brain fog from mdma, here are the things that cleared it, with time and continued use: Lion's Mane supplements from nootropics depot, fasting from 6pm-10am each day, eating relatively keto, and supplemental oxygen while I napped. These all should be easy except the last one, but you could get tested for sleep apnea (common) or try oxygen bars. With this combination after about 2 months I felt like I did before the drugs. Better, maybe. Clear thoughts, lifted mood, internal narration, executive function. Please consider at least the first 3 changes. You're young user, you have neuroplasticity. Lions Mane rebuilds neural connections and encourages neural turnover. It is absolutely not too late for you.

Also, Follow God. Unironically.

Ive exercises everyday for a year. There is no hope.

is there something bad about lion's mane ?

Thank you, unfortunately I have nobody to talk to about my problems, so today I came here.

>Addicted to meth for a year
>'i know what I need; prescription meth'

Tf op, you don't need adhd medication, you need to just get used to not being wired all day long

Also op, I went through similar stuff except with blow (at my peak I was probably doing like a quarter every day, just ridiculous amounts of cocaine). It gets easier and easier every day, but the most important thing is not just replacing it with another addiction

Your neuroplasticity is very high, user. Try some of these suggestions and pray about it. You'll be okay with time.
No.

I'm not gonna argue with you. Meth rewires the brain permanently causing ADHD.

If you have depersonalisation it can exacerbate it or help it. Lion's mane is safe, there's just a few anecdotal stories of people having bad reactions to it floating around plebbit.
But it should be said all this supplemental shit isn't regulated. Lion's mane has been tested on mice and it seems harmless.

who the fuck does meth?

If the psychiatrist diagnoses you with ADHD they will literally prescribe meth again

ty. I tried cordyceps long time ago but didn't notice any change.