It's getting harder and harder to repress instead of cracking and turning into a disgusting tranny. This is with therapy too where my therapist knows I am ego dystonic. /repgen/ on /lgbt/ is constantly flooded with rabid pillpushers. There's something about their existence that unsettles the trans establishment.
Wondering if there's anyone else who posts here and is struggling with this ilness.
REPGANG
Proper diet.
Proper exercise.
Proper sunlight.
Proper learning.
Leave this place, find a hobby, find your true self, find your purpose.
Come back a wise man and teach those who know not.
rep harder bros
So im genuinely interested in this. You think you are a woman in a mans body? What thoughts or urges do you repress? Have you tried not being a degenerate? No drugs, porn, etc? Have you had abuse me what its like
Have you considered that maybe you just feel emasculated (which is totally normal for guys especially when you're younger) and feel like it might be easier to just give into it?
It's a feeling of crushing anxiety and anger toward something you can't change. But unlike the other abominations we decide to trek on through life the way we are. Its increasingly hard but its worth it to see your parents smile when they see you instead of cringe. I was not abused. Just a bad case of genetics or chemicals. There's no known cause.
interesting, got the schitz so I know those feels. Do you watch a lot of porn? Do you feel Gay or straight just that your in the wrong body? The mind can be easily fucked and theres not shit modern science can do about it. But at the same time Im trying to see if you were born that way or it was behavioral(PORN) or something else that caused it.
>You think you are a woman in a mans body?
I'm not a schizo user
>What thoughts or urges do you repress?
Repressing the urge to take cross-sex hormones, that maybe it could help me look like a woman (lol). Most of us don't even tell our families we feel any dysphoria or anything like that. It really ranges. For me I feel a lot of anger, existential dread from being trapped like this or worse going nuts and transforming into gamestop ma'am. Sometimes I feel chest pain and shit too. Honestly feel like I have one of the better experiences. You see some men that would feel searing pain from their balls or slowly mentally devolving while being sentient enough to be utterly estranged by what is happening to them
>Have you tried not being a degenerate? No drugs, porn, etc?
Don't do drugs. Have had periods where I don't fap for months because I simply lose interests
>Have you had abuse
Not really. Parents have hit me a few times
What do you think about meditation?
On the contrary I feel like a masculine god. I've had trannies imply its dysphoria talking but I doubt that. Probably why I haven't cracked yet. If my bone structure was more feminine I feel like I might've cracked
What the fuck makes you think that pretending you're something you aren't is going to make you feel better? Nobody will love you more for it. You'll fail even harder at it than at whatever you're trying to do now. You want to actually feel better? Go lift weights. Go to Zig Forums and read the sticky. It's braindead, anyone can do it. But most don't, and you'll be better than all of them.
So is it more of a desire to be female then? What kind of woman would you be? Like a cute girl, a skank, a diva, or what?
Possibly porn. But people made fun of me for being a fag before I even knew it. So theree may have been something wrong at an early age.
Based adv. Ty
Are you okay with dying as a man? I'm not a pol user. I don't see why you'd even make a thread like this here. Even if you will never be a real woman there is nothing inherently wrong with imitations. There are plenty of biogical woman who are us ugly as men or can't have kids, but do you think that stops them from being happy? Everyone here is just going to view you as weak-willed. I want you to be happy OP
This is a repressor thread faggot. Get lost
Cute girl closer to my tastes. I'd be honestly fine looking like my mom but younger
>What the fuck makes you think that pretending you're something you aren't is going to make you feel better
Gaslighting and mental illness. I haven't tried but I honestly have skepticism about lifting. pic related for example
>Are you okay with dying as a man?
Eh, better than becoming something most would see as a freak. I made this thread because I'm honestly curious how many repressors there are residing here.
>There are plenty of biogical woman who are us ugly as men or can't have kids, but do you think that stops them from being happy?
I feel like if a biological woman looked as uncanny as some trannies their life would be worse due to harsh emotional bullying from her female peers. This society is pretty lookist, and I'm honestly pretty lookist myself
I think at this point only heavy manual labor can save you, you think too much.
How old are you if you don't mind my asking?
I think it's interesting that you say you wouldn't mind looking like your mother. Did you know that infants still think of themselves as their mothers as a single entity?
As well, people often tend to conflate neoteny and femininity to a great degree, especially in the way that boys bully each other (calling each other "pussy," "bitch," or "girl" generally in reference to childish behaviors rather than properly feminine behaviors).
Do you think that maybe this is could be you not wanting to detach from your mother? That is, you want to remain in a childlike state and be one with her on a subconscious level.
I could just be reading into what little information you've posted here.
Stop consuming fag propaganda. It bewilders me how so many of you are into that gross media.
i transitioned. it wont help you if you have underlying or comorbid issues, it will likely just make them worse
What other issues do you have?
Stop watching porn
depression, anxiety, ptsd, and a few more, but i guess those are the main ones
Lame. Try having a personality disorder next time
i have both avoidant and dependent personality disorders diagnosed
My apologies.
This. I've always been straight, but literally decades of cooming had me eventually cooming to trannies and stuff. When it got to the point that I was popping open Craigslist tabs while fapping and posting ads for trannies, I stopped watching porn. Haven't had the urge to fuck a guy in a dress since.
i should have said so to begin with desu
I trapped form the time I was 16 to 25 once you start getting older and less passable the urge goes away.
hey I have good news perhaps, it goes away. at least it did for me. or maybe it transmutes into something else... basically, yes there is a chemical war going on, xenoestrogens, sugars, gluten, all of that is bad. get on iodine, get on test, get on hGH even if you can. do things carefully.
Furthermore you should learn that trans are in two groups, the ones that keep their dicks and the ones that don't. The ones that keep their dicks are usually sex obsessed druggie and often become whores literally. the ones that don't have different kinds of trauma, are super communist, and its pretty confusing in terms of the psychology of mutilation/castration.
but basically either way its really shitty even if its trendy and gives more of a shock and dopamine release.
>basically, yes there is a chemical war going on, xenoestrogens, sugars, gluten, all of that is bad.
I'm not even going try to deny it was anime that did it to me
nah dude that is kinda how school and shit works. hazing, bullying, going after the weak. the people who said that were probably gay or had doubt or insecurity perhaps.
being homosex has nothing to do with being less masculine. there are plenty of masculine homosexers too. I mean, NOW there is a coorelation because they're made it a dysgenic drain but in the roman/greek or any other civilization the gay thing was more about power, politics, grooming people to be generals and politicians.
that still exists if you're in the illuminati basically but if you're a poor person, no, don't be gay. unless you want to use that to climb the ladder, then sure.
well that should help you. what is Japan since WW2? a US-CIA vassal state.
What is anime?
Do you want to be a sex slave? Whether by their own desires and designs, or by economic cirucmstance or literal force in some places/countries (colombia) trannies are all slaves. It sucks dude, have compassion and DON'T throw your life away think of the millions that have and suffered for you.
btw you'd be interested to learn many trannies especially when they get a bit older are SUPER christian. by 40 or so you'll be a born-again.
all you'll have at that point is christ, unless you sell out and become some media whore pawn who can take advantage of the narratives and make lots of money. but no likely you'll just turn to God eventually.
btw for all the discord trannies, become friends with some over 30 or 40... eventually they become Christian even if they're low key about it to others.
unless they're hardcore satanist or jewish, they'll turn to Christ pretty fast when faced with adversity like, being in/from a third world country, being poor, being used, etc.
>btw you'd be interested to learn many trannies especially when they get a bit older are SUPER christian. by 40
Yeah that doesn't surprise me the Twink/trap lifespan is only into the early 30s especially having to compete against the new generation of traps that have been on puberty blockers and estrogen since 8. I just went back to being a normie
Imagine being anxious about not being able to change your gift of gender. What, are you gonna be anxious that you can't not be human anymore? Why can't you be happy with what you have, the gift of life?