I really hate working and am currently unemployed getting niggerbux from the province. Every job is unbearably painful and evokes suicidal thoughts. Plus I am terrible at every job and struggle with basic things like getting to work on time and working fast enough. It's like impossible to get a positive reference from employers because of how inferior I am. Everyone, even low IQ coworkers, seem like superhumans for being able to keep up with it but even the simplest minimum wage job feels impossible to me. There's even people with down syndrome who have a stronger work ethic.
The normies have the willpower to handle this shit for decades. From the outside looking in everything is alien and bizarre. Every aspect of life seems grim and hopeless. Just a biological robot serving more successful creatures, too much obsession with genitals, hoping to create clones just to repeat the cycle again and again until you get to old to be abused for labor and then just die off.
These are the existential thoughts floating through my mind as those soulless automatons do their job while I suffer.
Some will call it laziness but honestly the willpower or mental health is not even a choice. Everything just happens. Because of this I greatly sympathize with negros for I assume it's the same reasoning for them.
Anyone else here in the same boat?
Aversion to work
you have adhd. take adderall.
>put jewish drugs into your system so that modern-day slavery doesnt seem so bad
read a book called "our inner conflicts"
>he didn't buy link
Same here. It is not uncommon but it is not that common to act on these thoughts. Many people think like that but without money you do not exist so they slave away and and keep buying inane things.
Look into a trade.
There's loads of opportunities. Agriculture, carpentry, engineering etc...
You'll be helping build the nation, moreso than those faggot office jockies.
almost recognized that butt as katya
Gotta do what I gotta do
work is like exercise, you have to grit your teeth and just do it, and after 30 minutes or so your body adapts to the new routine and the hours start flying by. minimum wage jobs are different though, they're intended to be miserable so nobody stays long enough to get promoted into a full-time position.
>I lack the abomination cancer pathetic serf genes therefore im inferior
Being averse to exploitation isn't a bad thing, you just have to be willing to go all the way in saying no. It might involve cutting out most of your ties to other humans because yes indeed this planet is a loosh farm and most are okay with it, speaking volumes as to the level of consciousness they've achieved, which is to say a fairly minimal degree beyond animalistic.
fuck off christcuck
I am not much of a Christian. God gets the last word all the same.
Learn to code, but unironically. Worked for me.
I think you just need a little more challenge and less of a schedule something where you are self employed. Try running websites or like said to get into trades. Minimum wage jobs are torture and are festering traps for underachievers like you and me.
>"Why do I hate having to do things? I just wanna collect neetbux and coom!"
Grab a noose, and hang yourself by your cock&balls in minecraft. That's how life works, and pieces of shit like you will be left behind.
I came here to post this, hahaha.
Invested in 2018 and fell for the STEM meme do have something to do with the thought of dropping out. Currently employed as an Engineer but am quitting when link hits 100$.
You seem to have a learning disability. You're verbal IQ leads me to believe you're full of shit, but assuming you're telling the truth you may just have a poorly developed frontal lobe. Have you had your IQ tested? You seem to act like an 85 IQ prole but type like a 100-105 normie
adderall is a miracle drug. I lived with my parents working construction and depressed af for most of my twenties. I went to the dr and started blasting adderall and lexapro. 4 years later I moved across the country, make six figures at a FAANG, put on 30 lbs of muscle, and smashing ig hotties. It also made me into a sociopath with complete contempt for those around me, but that's a manageable side effect. Also I've become fascinated with firearms.
You are a meth addict
What's it like?
Will you douchebags stop trying to analyze this worthless nigger? He's a lazy shit heel, plain and simple. The cure for this is a fist under your nose, you fucking drain on humanity.
>Imagine the smell
>Ponder the aroma
...
>Question the gas
Well, we have to end apartheid for one. And slow down the nuclear arms race, stop terrorism and world hunger. We have to provide food and shelter for the homeless, and oppose racial discrimination and promote civil rights, while also promoting equal rights for women. We have to encourage a return to traditional moral values. Most importantly, we have to promote general social concern and less materialism in young people
I hate work probably almost as much as you do, but I'm almost never bad at my job. I hate going to bed early and waking up early, trying to shove a snack down my throat so I don't feel sick, driving to work, and making money for someone else doing a job that's unfulfilling, but once I'm there I always find my groove and work well unless I am sleep deprived for several days in a row. I've simply decided that I will do whatever it takes to eventually work from home and be self-employed. That would make working tolerable, but even then I feel the need to maximize my passive income so I don't even have to work every day. I HATE feeling obligated to spend a lot of time doing work unless it's enjoyable and somewhat casual. I have had and quit 10 jobs in 9 years. I will do what I have to to make it into the 1%. Already working on an indie game to try for a breakthrough. Got nothing to lose doing that while on the Corona dole.
honestly, feels amazing compared to my past life. I feel the desire to do something, I just do it. I see a girl I think is hot, I ask her out. I see something I want, I buy it. I see a way to make more money, I make a game plan and start working towards it. I do sometimes get an existential dread that I'm running out of time to accomplish my goals or that I'll never live up to my potential but I'm already superior to 90% of men my age so I just have to reassure myself I'm worthy. I do hold myself to incredibly high standards tho and will probably kill myself if I'm not a billionaire by 45.
Godspeed user
You are not in a healthy place so I can simply hope you enjoy yourself before the inevitable crash.
I have unironically flexed and checked myself out in the mirror while slamming some thot.
How thoughtful of you
Those pedo symbols in that picture are telling
Thank you
Built for BBC
Does that look like a child to you, dipshit? Spirals are a very easy shape to imagine and even appear often in nature. Just because pedos use them doesn't mean all spirals are pedophillic.
I suggest suicide.
Grow the fuck up faggot.
Yeah I'm black too
What drives you? What is your end game?
itt crabs attack someone who's on the cusp of dropping out of the bucket
Enjoy waking up to your alarm clocks
Not gonna read all that drivel. Sounds like you're weak. If you're weak you should fail at life and die off for the betterment of white mankind. Go join the lazy nigger race who never worked to better themselves.