>wake up
>open Zig Forums
>look at all the threads I have bookmarked from weeks ago with hundreds of posts
>run into more threads I want to read
>obsessively read every post and save nearly every image
>go through painstaking obsessive ritual with every image out of the hundreds and thousands I download
>never even look at any of them
>only going through threads to get to the end and finally free myself from the burden
>still add more to the backlog that I'm too overwhelmed to dive into and read so I can finally delete them
>some I have bookmarked for so long I have to open them in the archive instead
>spend 10+ hours every day just reading through Zig Forums threads obsessively and obsessively saving images
>if I miss anything or try to stop myself and let go I freak out
please fucking help me
I can't live like this anymore
I can't fucking stand having so little of an attention span I do this fucking shit instead of playing video games
I can't fucking take having OCD anymore
I want to die
I went through the effort to organize ny regular images into folders and all it has done is make me more compulsive about downloading things that I never fucking look at
I'm losing my fucking mind
Wake up
just turn off your pc lol
Dude I've been using Zig Forums for like 15 years, how do you not have the skimming mindset. I just can power read through comments and digest them pretty fast through the use of keywords in the way the user is speaking. It's almost like a $0.06 but just by structure I'll post you can determine within fractions of a second if it's a ship host or if it's worth reading just skip s*** that doesn't matter
>15 years
>censors himself
Autism.
you should kill yourself already retard. do your dad a favor and just off yourself
unironically autism, kill yourself
Rape your mom and you’ll feel better
Don’t read shit threads.
Let it go user.
I do the same where I bookmark threads but I never ever go through them. I’ve been bookmarking threads for 6 months and I haven’t gone through a single one
I can't
I literally can not
You need professional help. Nobody here is going to be able to help you.
Why not
Don't be like me and open a hundred threads in incognito and then lose them all to a tap on the notification bar
Really though, don't save images.
that already happened to me more than once
dozens of tabs just gone forever that I don't even remember what they were
I physically and mentally cannot
trying to ignore it literally makes me insane and nothing will help unless I do it
Unironically take some antidepressants or something?
lol you're exaggerating, if it's really that bad go get some help then, don't come here to bitch about it
I'm not fucking exaggerating
if anything I'm doing the opposite because it's impossible for me to describe the sheer agony it causes me
I literally punch myself because how overwhelming this is
OP, ever heard of the Hydrus Network?
ok you're definitely larping for attention, go to the fucking psychiatrist then, go get yourself hospitilized in a loony bin
no
I dont save images. I just google images I want to use
What the fuck
This
I obsessively look through the archives to see if anyone shitposted or lewded my waifu
Who is your waifu?
Go see a psychiatrist about it. They'll give you an SSRI, SNRI or both, and slowly up your dose as needed. If that doesn't help, you'll get given a low dose stimulant.
I'm not taking any fucking drugs
>claims to obsessively save every image he sees
>keeps making these shitty blog threads with the same image over and over again
At this point, I think it would just be better for you to kill yourself
Then enjoy the life you have
>wake up
>open Zig Forums
There's your fucking problem. You've fucked your dopamine receptors from the minute you get up.
what the fuck else am I supposed to do
Why? Zig Forums is basically your drug already.
play a video game retard
Just follow the husbando threads. Makes it so much easier.
Get up, shower, eat, take a walk, play vidya etc. ANYTHING but Zig Forums to start the day.
I do this too, but bc I get lazy and tired after a short time, I only save some images that I really like, or I close entire windows (with all the tabs) when I start getting disinterested or too lazy to read any more. There's only so much that I want to read on any given topic before I get bored.
I find that I like new threads more, and I'm less interested in reading older threads that I've saved, so I don't save threads unless they are really interesting or really unique (ie the topic will not come up again).
At the end of the day, Zig Forums is like a chatroom with millions of unique users, and it's not particularly interesting to read every single little trash thing nor is it possible to save everything.
You should think about the quality of what you're consuming.
I've been spending less time on Zig Forums and more time watching the first 10 seconds of any YouTube video that seems interesting then looking at something else if it doesn't hold my interest, doing the same for streaming movies, and sometimes playing a small selection of games that I like, or spending a few minutes in any of the games I've gotten for free or from sales and see if they hold my interest.
I'm too tired when I wake up to get up and start playing something immediately
and my phone is always right next to me and usually I fall asleep watching something without even turning it off
Well maybe when you wake up you should watch something, it probably has better entertainment value than most Zig Forums posts.
You don't continue watching what you were watching the night before?