Yeah, I'm thinking videogames aren't enough anymore. Gonna off myself soon, what's keeping you guys going?

Kingdom Hearts and the possibility that I might love someone and be loved in return one day

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When I'm dead I won't have to worry about them anymore, let them win I don't care.

Kingdom hearts was alright but KH3 just didn't have the same magic KH2 did for me, I finished it and honestly can't remember most of it as vividly as I remember all of Kingdom hearts 2.

it's a dude though. trannies only post moe girls.

>tfw fell for a girl I knew
>we hit it off at a party
>she adds my phone number and starts texting me consistently
>I ask her out
>says shes super busy and she'll let me know
>texting slowly starts to die down the next few days
>eventually stops responding

It's an abstract kind of feel. I guess I was friendzoned from the first meeting.

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Friendzone implies that you're still having friendly interactions, she's just denied your existence. You're worthless to her, tell her to go fuck herself and block her number

I just wanted to roll by this incel thread to let everyone here know I make $125k a year, have had sex with 17 women, and have a steady cute gf that I have sex with at least 3 times a week.

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Family and friends.

What's keeping me going is finding hidden gems and passionate communities that have been untouched by politics in either direction.

Also anger. Pure rage. I feel like if I kill myself I'm gonna just appease the people that made me want to kill myself to begin with. On top of that, I've watched a person shoot themselves in the head before, it's not pretty, this ain't a rosy teen drama on netflix, real life is messy and cruel and that was a wake up call.

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>My job, which is awesome objectively but exhausting in reality. And the receptionist who is a warm wonderful woman, the thought of her hearing about my suicide brings me to near tears thinking about it
>My girlfriend, who is feisty beautiful and gives dope head. I don't know if I love her but leaving in that way would be really mean I think
>My mom, hell, even Elliot Rodger admitted thinking of his parents gave him doubts about everything. I'm sure most anons know that feel.
>My friends, who are all amazing, my suicide would be confusing and heartbreaking for them.

Everything is pretty terrible right now, but not enough to justify hurting so many. My life isn't just about me anymore

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Yes, yes it is. Were you living in a bubble? Did you just romanticize suicide until you realized that it's a very messy affair? I personally have no qualms with it, I wasn't planning on shooting myself. Lots of places I can just go and do the deed and never be found, I live close to very rural areas.

get on with it

My doggo. She'd be so sad. Eventually, when she dies, the option will return but hopefully my prospects will improve by then. Got a hole in my heart from a divorce a year ago & it ain't fucking going away.

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I don't know anymore i'm starting to believe i'm a fucking schizo

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A NIGHT SKY FULL OF CRIES

I'm sorry user, everyone has their struggles. But it might be comforting for you to relate your current situation to other people, you have a lot to be truly thankful for.

season 1 was good.

I'm sort of scared of this happening to me because I'm in a situation where what you experienced might be how it ends. Started chatting with a cute girl at work in December, she is super chill, we share a lot of hobbies and even share a lot of weird neurotic tendencies. We've basically been chatting every single day since then and even through lockdown

But she mentions how she's emotionally detached and hasn't been looking for relationships because of past shit. She's also bi but don't really think that's a huge issue. Lately there's been flirting and I feel like she is interested in me, but she might still say no and then ghosting might happen

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Don't do it user, you can get through this

don't be scared to ask for help

Yes I was living in a bubble. It was less that I wanted to kill myself and more than I wanted to end my pain and killing myself was a means to an end because the logic was "If I'm dead, I won't hurt anymore" and I never gave much thought to the actual implications of the act, actually watching someone shoot themselves however just made me not want to be them. I don't want my family to find my corpse looking like that, and I figured there has to be some other out to all this.

The hope of moving to my bro's farm and getting a pretty marefriend. Sometimes it seems so distant and futile, and others it seems right at my fingertips...

manga was also good. ovas were alright. s2 was mediocre. dead series now.

Same situation happened to me, don't go for it. We fucked and the day after she flat out told me that she wasn't invested in me emotionally and she just wanted to fuck because she had a dry streak. Literally ruined me mentally because I'd been in love with her for a solid 2 years. That pain of actually being rejected is completely surreal.

If there were another way out, you'd think someone would have found it by now.

Jesus. My ministry.

Well I have a successful career, wife and kids, and appreciation from others.

All that being said I still get suicidal

I tried the whole religion thing, even went to church for like 6 months. Could never get into it, one dude who was very kind to me came around asking why I wasn't going to church anymore and I lied and told him I was getting ready to move out of state and wouldn't be able to attend anymore.

go to the CHAZ in seattle and make yourself a hero

habing a hobby other than playing games and watching anime, mine is learning a fighting style as retarted as that sounds

I actually live close to seattle, about a 25 minute drive away.

>. She's also bi but don't really think that's a huge issue

red flag

her behavior is manipulative too

Trannies only watch gay moe shit

My life is mediocre but it is slowly improving. Things could be much worse.

My depression went away a few months ago, not really sure what happened. I didn't get a new hobby or anything, I'm just not miserable for no reason anymore. Hope it gets better for you user.

My therapist knows I'm suicidal, she's super dismissive though oddly enough. Whenever I'm there I feel like I'm just speaking to a vending machine that spits out platitudes and prescription renewals. Maybe if I actually took my medication I'd feel a little better but I don't like SSRI's

You just want attention, you're not gonna do it