Falling asleep next to a psychopath who wanted you dead not too long ago

which psychopath are we talking about here?

So what exactly was stopping kiritsugu from getting her back? Dude was a fucking monster that won the previous grail war, could the einzberns really stop him?

he was dying of grail aids and the einzberns were already prepared to deal with him after his betrayal in the 4th war

F/SN Illya is a very complicated character with a lot of layers and unreasonable levels of trauma to unwrap.
While she starts as an enemy and can easily lead to your death, she's also your greatest ally when you get through to her. She's your beloved little big sister.

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>little big sister

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That's honestly the easiest thing to figure out user, it's even directly addressed if you read the fucking VN faggot.
You and Illya are adoptive siblings, she's 18 despite her fucked up homunculus body making her look younger.

Einzberns had the magic to seal off the castle in Germany so that only approved people would be allowed to even see it, so Kiritsugu spent a lot of time traveling after adopting Shirou in order to find the castle, finally giving up after like five or so years.

>being a fate secondary in the year of our lord 20*101

He was a broken man who was slowly dying, also even if he managed to get Illya back she had already been brainwashed by the Einzberns.
And he "won" the HGW mostly with strategy, luck and utilizing other people's power. Just by himself he can't go storming a castle full of high level mages.

She's cute

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she's misunderstood uwu

Yes.

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Shirou does canonically have a boner for Illya that he'll never get to fufill.

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why is that font so fucking small what the fuck

"Yes"

Because Shirou is meekly responding to Saber's very justified anger and concern
Plenty of VNs make use of abnormal text formatting in their presentation

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She only wants to protect her little brother and love him with whatever semblance of affection an immitation construct can afford. It's the other girls who need to be cautious, Illya doesn't have a problem having them brutally dismembered and raped by her servant's gigantic dick.

Hell, she probably gets off on it.

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>protect her little brother and love him with whatever semblance of affection an immitation construct can afford.
Explains why her bad ends are exceptionally fucked up. She's taking out revenge for being "abandoned" by her father on Shirou, and also trying to fulfill her role and love him as he is her brother.

Sometimes you just gotta stick your dick in crazy user.
Fuck the daddy issues out of her

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this happens in a clusterfuck reality where all the routes happened at the same time. So no matter the route really, he doesn't have any grudge against Illya at the end.
The voiced version makes this even better:
youtube.com/watch?v=8Fo9d6d2XTM
kiritsugu would die of diabetes if he saw it.
as always

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I prefer her mother

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All brothers fight want to kill their kin sometimes, then you make peace with it and move on, Illya loved him once she realizes how hopeless the PTSD guy is

I mean even zero makes it pretty clear with the giant ass time skip.

HA ran the blueballing joke into the ground. Nasu knew what he was doing.

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Based nasu cucking illyfags eternally