Random bad memory flashback

>random bad memory flashback
>i'm back in community college
>i'm in the anime/video games club
>i was president for 3 years

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>what’s your favorite anime user? I love Seven Deadly Sins myself I’m such an otaku I once binged 6 episodes in a row!

>laying in bed waiting to fall asleep.
>brain decides its a good time to revisit the time I was with the one chick who showed any interest in me and how I immediatley fucked it up by having the fucking loudest and highest pitched voice crack in the world after which she laughed at me for 3 straight minutes.
I was 19 at the time. I've never fully recovered.

>embarrassing memory flashback out of nowhere
>freeze up on the spot for few seconds maybe clench my ass, teeth and fists too until it passes

>Walk into the videogames club at uni
>Every single person is overweight and im a beanpole
>They all turn and stare like some kind of reverse 'fat guy in gym' situation
>Turn around and leave
Dodged a fucking bullet there because they got shut down for "Excessive girly screaming"

>shut down for "Excessive girly screaming"
fucking lmao.

>random flashback
>it's fucking nothing because I haven't done anything of note for decades
Save me, please. I'm rotting away.

>I haven't done anything of note for decades
Start hitting up bars, gaming meets, conventions or any other gathering site if you desire memories in which you will want to kill yourself when you recall them.

>tfw still know the moves
>myself and the video game/anime club danced this in front of a class during club day

This memory always hits me like a sledgehammer and I have to resort to weird jerky, physical movements and say random gibberish to shake it off.

How much pussy did you get?

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I'm already getting fit so I can wear a fundoshi and awkwardly stand around at a japanese festival while hitting on cute girls, it'll be great. Then I'll finish up my trip with a scenic walk through of Aokigahara forest.

fuck forgot pic related.

ah fuck it i dont have to post it. if you know the dance im talking about you know

>decide to play a video game
>remember that one embarrassing period in my life where I was clingy towards multiple people
>repeat the phrase "fucking kill me" multiple times
Hahahaha

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0 tail pulled. There were 2 girls in the club. One was a landwhale emo/attention whore who probably didn't play video games or watched anime as much as the rest of us but was one of the proto-hamplanets looking for a simp to orbit around her. Other chick was a tiny fujo and was legit autistic and it was my first time encountering an autistic person and i just thought she was a dense bitch

>start playing a game by myself.
>bad memory pops up and I sit there for 10 minutes thinking about how I could have afforded embarrassing myself.
I prefer playing with other people anyway....haha.

>get told to write a letter to myself in 10th grade
>forget all about it
>12th grade comes
>what the fuck is this I don't know what is happening
>open up the letter
>Dear me, Kill yourself. Love me.
I silently laughed to myself and threw that shit in the garbage before anyone could ask me about it. Meanwhile some girl was crying over the nice meaningful things that she had written to herself just a meter away from me. Video games.

>remember that time i sent a girl a valentines day gift in mail and during transit she told me she was seeing someone else
>"oh uhh theres a package coming your way you should just throw that away hahaha..."
>slap myself like pic related until i stop thinking about it

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man I wish my uni had an anime club, sounds better than my whole class not knowing what anime was

based 10th grade autist

At least none of you fags danced The Dance.

I still know the moves fuck

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>in uni, just some smalltalk
>"Haha, come on you weeaboo"
>"The what?"
>"Nothing"
That was the only time during 6 years of uni I revealed my power level. I'm pretty sure that guy posted and still posts here. But that was awkward anyway

how anyone can live with so many unpleasant memories. My whole life is bloated with humiliating moments. Even the good times are ruined by cringy shit and endings that implicate me in some humiliating way. I certainly haven't faced really serious and depressing shit like death or illness but I wish I had something to happily remember

>decide to play video game game
>remember that time i poopoo
Oh no.

No joke I have two memories of Smash players shitting their pants in a tournament and a casual.

God I should visit more tournaments and shit. The amount of greentexts i've seen over the years of anons documenting the autistic shit that goes on in them is magical.

>still no season 2

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This is /tg/, but fits the bill.

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>/tg/ club at university want me to join
>they spend a long time showing me around and explaining everything
>know that I'm not actualy going to join because I'm not into tabletop RP shit but would feel bad for rejecting them after all that
>say I might be interested and give them fake contact details
Sometimes I kinda regret it because they had cosplay grills

>join anime/video games club in college.
>We just did nothing but play Melty blood in the school cafeteria

i can count the good memories of my life with the finger of one hand

hare hare yukai?

>eating in a cheap restaurant
>see mf in front of me watching re:zero without headset by himself
>got secondhand embarrassment
why?

yes
I was Haruhi

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I had a similar experience when a guy sitting next to me on the train had a Chuunibyou wallpaper on his phone

hehe
good thing I had no friends so I did it alone in my room

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I like anime and videogames, but I can't stand anime or vidya fans
what do?

at least on Zig Forums I can't see your disgusting hygiene habits and I can't close the window when I'm bored

>that time in high school I did an extra credit calculus themed rap with one of the GTA V soundtracks as a background
>that time in a college creative writing class when I wrote something that required me to show the ending of a harem anime for it to be understandable, a class where I was the only guy among around 20 students
those are probably my strangest moments. half the time I remember them I cringe really bad, the other half I think about how much fun I unironically had doing them and trying to actually let go and do some stupid young person shit for once instead of being 100% career all the time

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Are you cute user :3

>see mf in front of me watching re:zero without headset by himself
Virgin secondhand embarrassment VS Chad weeb.

The more you see how fucked everyone else is, the easier those moments are to process. You'll be okay user

>Had classes with this turbo autist (turned out he actually was one).
>One day, going to class I see something familiar on his screen.
>Motherfucker was playing Corruption of Champions in the middle of class, right next to auditorium aisle no less.

I doubt I was the only one who knew that screen, the fucks not given by that guy was something to behold.

>hey user, are you excited for Skyrim?
>kinda, though I still haven't finished Morrowind and Oblivion
>what are those?

He didn't know Skyrim was part of a series.

>GTA V
>high school
underageb&

I wrote a highschool assignment (partly) on Fractale and it slapped. I got an A and everyone knew what I was by then anyway.

Maybe that was a joke, like "Final Fantasy started with 7"

>stop playing a game from being depressed after getting rejected
>continue my old save years later to finish the game
>also continue the old feels like they happened yesterday
>drop the game again

Why was it bad, tho? Sounds pretty neat.

GTA V came out 7 years ago, user. I'm 22.

>half the time I remember them I cringe really bad, the other half I think about how much fun I unironically had doing them
This is how I feel about most of my cringy teenager memories too. Why regret them if you were having fun at the time?

Sorry I should say - gave a presentation.