How're you holding up, Zig Forums?

How're you holding up, Zig Forums?

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I may be going out of remission, this year can't get any worse

I want China to fucking die. They ruin everything they touch and they're no longer secretive or subtle about it.

That's wrong, China makes good shit.

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china is super based

I started my job as an advisor to the executives at my company this week. It's only Tuesday and I'm in hell. The money's much better but I am questioning this more and more as the hours go by. I never should have tried to climb the corporate ladder.

That being said I've been playing Avicii Invector after the last update and I must say it soothes my soul a lot. Watching that cute little ship jump along the track to the music is nice and helps me relax.

GFL is the only good thing they've made in the past 100 years, and it's so derivative of anime it barely even counts.

I have a six fig job, in my own pad, driving a luxury car. I should be thankful for what I have but I’m miserable. I’m awake now because I don’t want to sleep. When I wake up I have to deal with everyone at work blaming every little thing on me. I think I’d rather get paid minimum wage doing idiotic grunt work again. At least I was relatively happy back then.

I might’ve to go back to work soon and I hate it.
It seems all my options involve dealing with normos and I hate it

Would it be out of the question to just ask or or bs for your old position back?

No stable job but aside ftom that, great.

I just want to sit and finish my ff12 playthrough but instead, I'm answering phone calls to wankers with no clue what they're doing and helping colleagues who can't fathom the difference between their local pc and a terminal server session.

Called in again
I just didn't have it in me to get up
Ever since the relationship ended its like I don't have any energy

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If it helps any, I'd probably feel the same way.

No friends. No people in my life. Sick of it.

You have no idea how lucky you are.

I haven't had a friend in years. Somewhere mid-2019 I kinda gave up on the entire concept and have since then concluded that it's either time to find a way to really really start enjoying my own company or just accept depression.

die holo nigger

>Tired as fuck all day
>Try playing videogames but too tired
>Midnight hits
>Wide awake

What's so bad about being alone?

Get a dog.

These threads are the last remnants of Zig Forums culture

It's strange, but for me it's not bad like a stabbing, but more bad like death by a thousand small cuts. It's a slow drip that feeds into anxiety and stress and really has a unique way of "amping up" whatever else that's bad in your life. You can only be alone for so long without either going full intro-existence or finding trying to find some friends.

>tfw I stay up until 5-6 am every night because I can't fall asleep
>at around 4:30 I just listen to music quietly and think about everything I've ever fucked up
>end up going into a micro panic attack or something
>finally exhaustion lets me rest
>wake up and play Monster Hunter 3 Ultimate since I'm done with FU and World won't update for another few days

just lost my last two irl friends but i still have an online friend, my bf, & vidya so desu i have been holding up pretty well. been replaying tons of games i used to love and they have all been a blast, and been playing lots of popular older games i missed; i beat yume nikki like two weeks ago and it's one of my new fav games!

>spent all weekend drinking
>pass out at random hours
>wake up at like 3 in the morning

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Country is still under lockdown.
It's been 6 fucking months jesus I just want to see my friends and family again.
If this keeps going on I'm going to bust out the helium tanks.

America? We’re fucking idiots. Waiting for NK to nuke us.

>It's a slow drip that feeds into anxiety and stress and really has a unique way of "amping up" whatever else that's bad in your life
That's your subconscious calling for help, you need to sort your life instead of trying to supress those thoughts, you don't want company, you want a distraction.

Depends on game.
W usually with ring finger if it's a game that uses tyghbn for hotkeys, otherwise middle finger
If controller, usually with thumb, sometimes will claw it with pointer finger.

Australia
I swear to god it's like the entire government is filled top to bottom with clowns.
Actual clowns.

MHGU for me. After a shitty day at work, I plop down with my HR360 boo and charm farm.

Probably. I'm having a hard time identifying what exactly it is that needs cleaning up though. Over the last 5ish years I've done all in my power to go full normalfag.
>gotten stable well paying job
>found girlfriend who actually likes me
>have sex (it's not as fun as Zig Forums promised me)
>try to build friendships off casual acquaintances
That last one is the only one I'm having a really hard time with. Not everything in life is a paradise mind you (work is really stressful, and GF is starting to ask the big questions I don't know the answers to).

I've just been trying to embrace the normalfag lifestyle with the dumb basis that 8 billion people can't all be miserable.

A buddy of mine is out there and tells me the news there reports about the UK being retarded, which to be fair, is spot on.
>being at work with 12 colleagues is fine
>go to the pub for birthday drink afterwards: "sorry you have to split into groups of 6 or less"

>Melbourne
suck a dick retard

I want to kms but my only friend would get lonely without me since I'm also his only friend

I kinda wish Ronny would step up or fuck off. Either go full apocalypse or go extinct and let us get back to statics misery. I'm so fucking sick of this weird "somewhat nothing burger but not really" shit we're doing now.

its my birthday tomorrow (today) and I hate my life. Wasted the last decade plus on booze and drugs. Vidya gaems don't do shit for me anymore, i buy won and a few days later im wondering what vidya itch to scratch next. Haven't bothered seeking a relationship with a woman since I torpedoed my last one. Dont have a reason to get out of bed. Each year i hate my birthday more and more but the folks are still alive so i go through the motions for their sake. Brothers a bigger loser than I am and I cant help but feel shame and embarrassment for the both of us. Don't even have anyone i can tell this too cuz all my "friends" are just like "dudebro the world's your oyster" but im dead inside. But i dont want to kill myself or die or anything but my life is an aimless waste.

Cheers boys

You still have a life to live, and how you're free to choose how to live it. Look to Jesus and the Lord for guidance.

Go back to drugs. Might as well enjoy hell on earth if you ain’t gonna exit.

Fuck life. You tried. Now you get to just exist with the rest of us. Happy birthday.

Man up faggot

been waiting for death or something to happen for 15 years and counting.

>just turned 30
>still dont know what to do with my life

i think im just going to pick a trade at random

I asked Jesus, he said to stop saying that.

Emphasis on the shit

Just got my salary contemplating on saving up so i can move to somewhere else next year
or buying new shiny compuer parts