I am shaking even while playing them, it seems like everyone who I play against says something about me like:
>yeah, this guy is trash, haha! Haha, that guy is worthless, and shit at x video game! Haha, I will beat him so easily, he is bad!”
It’s like I have a war with myself while playing against real people and I feel like these things massively cost me wins..
5 years ago, this wouldn’t be happening. I just wanna be calm, and collected. I can’t do that! I got off like 2 hours ago, and i’m still quite angry over what happened on my screen. Just rage rage rage and rage. Fuck this, what’s the point!? Everyone is so calm, and i’m not!
It seems like 10 year old kids have no pressure or anything and i’m here sweating like a motherfucker! I wanna change this, and i can’t, which is not fair, because I know i’m better than many people, i know who i am!
Not mad like even when it’s a start of a game i get intense for no reason, i have been playing cod BR warzone today and while playing against the last person, my keyboard fell on the floor because i was shaking so hard, and then I obviously got killed as I was literally AFK, and my friends were angry at me because they thought I intentionally did that..
Like how do people maintain such sanity and concentration in such moments, while i’m not able to? I can handle usual Cod multiplayer to some extent but even there i shake especially when the SBMM is so strict that everyone is good in my lobby, but BR is just a different animal and makes me sooo intense and shaky.
Wyatt Lopez
You can't. Shit happens to me too.
Just take breaks between matches and try not playing too much.
Gabriel Williams
>take your meds I thought about this, like maybe there’s something very wrong with me that I can’t handle playing against piece of shit kids that think they’re good
>yes, games made me hate these tryhard pos kids.
Ethan Fisher
You have to take a break, you are going through a phase where you are freaking yourself out at the thought of competition.
Adrian Smith
stop being shit at video games. though even when you're good trash players still won't give you respect so that means you punish them harder
Daniel Phillips
you're deriving too much of your self worth from a shitty video game. Do something productive to grow a less fragile ego. literally become the "haha nice kill i was too busy getting my dick sucked to notice" chad
Austin Walker
I purposefully made a screen name that's easily pronounceable by me, but would be hard to pronounce and spell by other people so that when playing an online game they can't easily say or spell it when they're angry.
It also helps to turn down the voice chat so it's barely audible. You can easily make out the important stuff while ignoring everything else.
Bentley Ramirez
That happens to me in gears of war 4. Then they send me 1v1 requests and I rape them because the game is easy as fuck 1v1.
Lucas Peterson
lmao is this unironically dellor??? lmaooooo
Tyler Edwards
you just play too much video games i used to have that anxiety issue aswell
Git gud you faggot or get on benzodiazepines. Go to an old doctor 60+. Most docs tell you to do useless shit like meditation. If you're under 30, I'm gonna say it gets worse and getting fit or looking good doesn't always make you feel fine like clueless kids here say.
Ayden Rodriguez
I’m not even that bad bro, like my K.D in cod mw multiplayer(spawns) is 1.10+ and that’s good considering most pros have like 1.20 and even less due to SBMM
Isaiah Parker
you are a little bitch faggot, that is your problem
Carson Price
You focus too much on winning games. Focus on playing the best you can and having fun. After all, that's why you play games isn't it?
John Lopez
You’re probably that guy who thinks he’s better than everyone at every game he plays. Nah your trash. Bitch.
Camden Brooks
the kikery in this post is palpable
Levi Roberts
>it seems like everyone who I play against says something about me like: >>yeah, this guy is trash, haha! Haha, that guy is worthless, and shit at x video game! Haha, I will beat him so easily, he is bad!” Btw, I didn’t meant like they were saying this literally. I just have a feeling like whoever I verse thinks shit like this about me, but ofc they don’t, they’re just playing to have fun, no? In the heat tho, i can’t stop thinking about how they insult my skill and etc.
Caleb Nguyen
First of all it's you're Second, most multiplayer games are for complete fucking faggots, which is also what you are A dumb retard faggot is you user, and you will never be anything else
David Rogers
What's the point of correcting someone else's grammar and then in the same post intentionally using bad grammar? Is it autism?
Kayden Richardson
>If you're under 30 Fuck, im 20.
Luis Baker
>lmao is this unironically dellor??? lmaooooo Who is dellor?
Charles Price
you.
Ian Price
games no longer have communities so the people you play with only know how good you are in the one game you get matched with them and so you feel a heightened need to prove your worth to them because this is the only chance you'll get. at least that's how it is for me.