For the past 5 months i have had no motivation to do anything, i was half awake and did no work in my uni lectures...

for the past 5 months i have had no motivation to do anything, i was half awake and did no work in my uni lectures, skipped most of my homework and now quarantine has come the entire lockdown ive done nothing but sleep and play vidya.i also quit my gym membership and have had 0 contact with any of my friends.thus i have lost them all .reading books has just became boring and sluggish exercise is also the same. i also gave up learning a language for the same reason i just think its useless. my money situation has been entirely supported by state welfare and my parents. the thing is difficult tasks like essays and reading and exercising used to be fun for me last year. i dont know how to get out of this or where to start.

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Unironically join a cult. I go to mass every single day and suddenly I get stuff done. Regardless of what atheists say I think ritual blessings are legit.

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joining a cult is just too much i cannot

Vidya is destroying you. Give it up. Sell your Xbox or whatever you use to get your lame fix.

Think again. You're already in one. Choose freedom.

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Lmao I feel the same way. Is it depression? Low test? Someone help. I literally have no energy to text my friends much less video chat them

i play vidya on my laptop all day, the same laptop i use for my uni work. im studying law by the way so i do have lots of papers and shit on here

You don't have faith. But the faith of others is pulling you down. Your surroundings unknowingly put the curse of exile on your forehead and you have nowhere else to go. Be spiritually freed or give up.

I’m the exact same way but I’m not bored or anything cause I play music and pretend I’m in these preposterous scenarios for like 4+ hours a night. Sometimes I gotta put vidya on pause when I get a good idea for what to do in the school shooting, the bear wrestling match, etc. and I run skipping around my room acting out my movements while playing awesome music. Is this bad?

Congrats, now you know how I have felt my entire life. And id you try to get energy from more food you'll get fat. Welcome to hell.

i hope i dont have depression. im not moody the entire day and am often laughing at stupid stuff. but i have no clue how it happened. the closest thing i can blame is the lack of sleep i had for a short period even though i recovered in sleep the half asleep feeling has not gone away

lol i posted this before but im not moody at all during the day i play music aloud and enjoy alot of the games i do play

Uninstall the game software.
Delete your account with games on it.
You may lose some value of games, but the value they take from your life isn't worth it.
Unironically, sort your sleep pattern out and make it regular. Get breakfast each morning, then go for a walk. Try to be mindful, don't listen to anything whilst walking; the idea is to connect to reality.

my sleep pattern is fucked u are right , because i wake up later usually mid day the sun is often gone. il do this

Me too user. I just dont feel like doing anything anymore bcs all this quarantine shit is actaully starting to get to my head. I've been stuck at home for at least 2 months and I really am losing my sanity here

I am an atheist. I literally was the militant atheist fedora tipper in highschool. The longer I have lived the more I realize that following Christianity is beneficial to the survival and stability of a society while social liberalism is inheritedly destabilizating and weakening to a society. A lot of the stuff that someone like Nick Fuentes says I agree with. I am basically just a cultural Christian as this point. I don't actually believe in a God but try the follow the bibles teaches regardless. It literally makes your life better, especially if you have a family.

Don't accept anything accept traditional gender roles. Don't accept degeneracy of any form. Don't do drugs. Don't watch porn. Focus on interpersonal relationships instead with your loved ones. Have lots of kids. Don't be glutinous. All these things just make life better and a society stronger.

PS: by Christianity I don't mean the cucked "Jesus was a hippie" (((commie))) propaganda we were taught in highschool, I mean real Christianity.

Felt the same most of my life. Really embracing life right now though. Still play some vidya, only when my friends play though. Not when they're always on though, else I'd be playing constantly. Really feeling full of energy, for reading and training. Still a bit slow on the enjoying doing assignments and the like, and still slow to reply to my friends since I'm a very private and isolating person and I have a decent amount of friends so it can be a bit of a slog. I'm not sure how to help you, all I know is I was like you for a while. Didn't care about anything. Didn't even finish sixth form but got an unconditional so managed to get into uni. Failed second year, and I'm passing it this year at a cap of 40%. All I can suggest is that Nietzsche and Seneca helped me embrace life, even though I read the books that eventually helped me years ago. Been getting really into esoteric things recently, maybe that helped a lot. But I know I'm consciously thinking about what inspires me, and what I want to be, even if that's an impossibility, several times a day. I'm finally taking myself and my life seriously. If you catch that feeling at all, don't let it go.

>even if that's an impossibility
i have never thought about that, i get way too realistic and this makes me giveup on everything because the results would never be like how i thought they would be e.g i was learning Russian but the idea that i would never have to even use this skill i put my time into because i wasn't planning to move to Russia or speak to anyone Russian made me give up on it

> I literally was the militant atheist fedora tipper in highschool
Cult user here. Was an atheist before I hit puberty.
>I don't actually believe in a God but try the follow the bibles teaches regardless.
You will never believe in God if you disregard "superstitions" because kike atheists told you so.
>by Christianity I don't mean the cucked "Jesus was a hippie" (((commie))) propaganda we were taught in highschool, I mean real Christianity.
Real Christianity presupposes a divine spirit that pours everything of value into this fallen material realm. Once you realize this you'll find God.

lessons learnt through tradition are often ones hard learnt

still an atheist even if some of the points of the bible are more relevant now

>Real Christianity...
nigga this does not in anyway make someone find god

This makes me sad. Russian sounds fun, user

I am in a similar rut but not as bad. I feel part of it is low testosterone, I don't know if its depression. I feel part of it is increasing testosterone, getting active, forcing yourself to get up and out, getting more sun, etc. but there must be more to it.

>nigga... room temperature IQ checking in!

my religion says that for value to exist in the world god had to create it. once you realise this you'll find god

No you do not understand a single thing

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please educate me then user

>inb4 we get some mr Batman tier axioms of circular logic

Read up on the Mysteries of Eleusis and connect it to the biblical teaching of inherited sin.

Hey op, I'm in the same boat as you
>master thesis completely bombs so I have to pick a new topic
>find something vaguely intersting but can't motivate myself to work something out
>quarantine means uni is closed and at home I'm unable to work because I always go to uni for unistuff
It's been 1.5 months since I did literally nothing except being at home all day, it's pure poison to my mind.

godspeed

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Based. I am exactly the same as you, to a T. Christ bless you brother, for he has risen