You hanging in there Zig Forums?

I'm running so much in quarantine. Like, I ran 16km yesterday. I am gonna crush it when we can go out.

Every day that goes by without me lifting a barbell with a stack of very heavy metal plates coated in rubber at each of it's end is one day that I get significantly closer to meeting my maker.
All I ever wanted in life is to lift, read and write a book. Everything else is just fluff but the amount of bullshit that goes between me and those 3 simple goals is honestly astounding.

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GOOD FORM DUCKO

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>>gf moved here, started losing weight because she's eating more the way I am
>>we're fucking so much I lost weight too
I want this so much...

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We'll get through the quarantine soon. Just keep writing and doing calisthenics. You're right though. Every day matters towards reaching your goal

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Hey bro, don't worry. Sex with someone you love is a lot different than what you think it is. I appreciate it, but it's the closeness that matters. I don't care if I jack off and then go watch internet videos with her, or if I have sex with her. You can get a lot of human warmth from other people that you are not in a relationship. Hold out, respect yourself, and realize you're worth just as much without a gf as you'd be with one :)

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>You can get a lot of human warmth from other people
24 year old kissless virgin here. I don't care about sex, what i want is this but i feel like i am never going to experience it.

You're a guy. You're 24. You've felt like you've been missing out since you were a teenager. You have a lot of time left in your life as a whole. Don't let yourself suffer because you don't have this one thing. It won't fix everything. I still feel sad and alone and I despair at the hopelessness of humanity. Your market value will go up as you age, you don't need to stress.

I'm incredibly lucky to be with someone who appreciates our independence. There are drawbacks to that too. She works together with me to solve problems, and that's a genuinely rare quality.

The quality of women at large is awful, it really is. I only tried truly dating one guy, and he ended up creeping me out. Chances are the average person you date will be just that - average. That's pretty abysmal. You need to date some people until you find someone that works. It might not be who you think it is, and you probably have no idea what you really need, as opposed to what you think you want. But now we're talking about running before walking.

Play to your strengths, strengthen yourself, and chip away at your weaknesses. These all sound like platitudes, but I'm trying to bestow a vague idea of the roadmap you need, because it's impossible for me to explain to you how I went from a doomer (long before that meme existed) who thought he'd die alone to someone who's living with someone who I care about and treats me right.

You'll get to kiss a girl. You'll get to fuck a girl. Once you have - and maybe it'll take a few times - you'll eventually re-evaluate the importance you placed in it.

I dont think i can fell emotion im so done with reality

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not really no

gym is eternally closed and I've resorted to calisthenics and HIIT after three weeks of sulking and experiencing muscular atrophy plus weight gain
I went from being able to do 20 pull ups to a shameful 2
This week however I worked my way to 7
I am still dyel-- even at my best I was still dyel-- but I will prevail
things can be worse
I could be paralyzed from the neck down

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Duck on bench :)

I had an orthodontist's appointment a few days ago, Zig Forums. It turns out I have prognathism which will have to be corrected with a surgery. It will involve a long process of expensive preparation, a surgery and a month-long convalescence period. I'm scared.
But what hurt me the most when I left the orthodontist's office, more than the perspective of surgery in fact, is that at some point in my life I'm going to go to another doctor and get an even more serious diagnosis. And I'll be as lonely as I was then, when I left the orthodontist's office. I'll go on a walk in order not to come home early enough. I'll wonder about who will take care of me. Now I think about who will take care of me for that month after the surgery.

Recently I started to see sex as just an aspect of life. A very, very important one for an old virgin. But one of many aspects of life. And somehow that made me even lonelier.

you fat retards better not read this because it's gonna be shit
>be me
>studying computer science
>doing great the first year, great grades
>grades start dropping in the second year because i stop putting in effort, feel lonely as fuck all the time but won't reach out to anyone
>feel ashamed of my lonliness and my shitty grades
>have a gf at this time but her dad does everything he can to fuck our relationship up
>had already accepted that I was gonna drop out of school
>didn't have a plan though because i was too much of a pussy to think about it
>somehow still make it to the third year
>develop a bit of an alcoholic habit, no day drinking though
>eventually fail my internship, 6 months of work thrown away
>get angry and drop out
>friend gets me a job in IT at a large company
>work there for a year, go through the same cycle and eventually get fired/forced to quit
>girlfriend of ~6 years breaks up with me
>now completely alone
>finally get therapy after 6 months or so of being unemployed
>quit drinking
>start reaching out to people again
>got a job 3 months later, started the 1st of this month
>plans to finish my study and do a master afterwards
Life has been rough. I hated myself and felt like I wasn't good enough, like I had something to prove. Prove that I deserved to be happy in a way. At my lowest points I did not even want a good life, I wanted nothing. I didn't want my girlfriend back, I didn't want my happiness back, I didn't want life to work out, I simply wanted to lay down and not wake up the next morning. Maybe have someone to cuddle on the way there. Forget all about this world. Things are better now, and life seems beautiful again. There's a way forward again, and I am able to act in my own self-interest once more. There are places I want to go to now, things I want to do and see. I still feel lonely as fuck sometimes but during the quarantine there's not much to be done about it. I'll get there though. Just gotta stay positive.

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It's shit like this that doesn't even cross the mind of people not in the same situation. I'm still all my myself when sick too, even catching a flu is worrisome.
All the things around the house like cooking and laundry still have to get done, while I'm feeling like shit. It's just going to get worse with age, until one day I slip or get a heart attack, and die because the next person to see me, liquified on the floor, is there to repo the house.
Loving yourself just doesn't cut it sometimes

Press on friend
you will make it

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Thank you man