How often do you think about suicide these days?

I'm 22 and already feel so uncomfortably old

I wasn't made to be an adult, I wish my life ended right here because it's just going to get worse the older I get

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The secret I've found is distracting yourself. To clarify, not so much escapism but forcing yourself to find meaning in the most minute or mundane task.

Why bother wiping your ass if you're just going to shit again? Same reason to get up every morning: entropy always wins so might as well see another sunset.

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When you encourage someone else to kill themselves and they actually do it, wouldn't that mean once you finally die you might just go to hell or be reborn as some unlucky ugly retard in a bad family upbringing?

Lolidunno

I don't really get what you're trying to say here.

No it means nothing because magic doesn't exist and death wipes you out completely and forever.

I'm thinking of suicide right now and it's been constant ever since I woke up, like a impulse or an legit illness, how come one think of suicide every second of the day and nothing else? I'm so fucked, I just hate everything.

keep thinking that

I'm not even religious, but it's obvious that death isn't the end. You will see.

Obvious from what?

obvious from existence.

From the fact you exist

It's just obvious, existence is default. You really think there will be a time where there's just nothing, forever? why isn't that the case right now then? How did we just spring into existence this time but never again? why did we, if it's not simply the default and only thing?

You think this weird miraculous thing, that is everything, just goes away forever? yeah I don't buy it, there will be more to come.

worst place to be. im there with you

Wow, your wisdom just blew me away, dude.

I can make no guarantees, you've just got to wait.

"something something, life is ultimately meaningless and fulfillment is found in the moment." the kind of pseud shite a highschool rick and morty fan would vomit out

we are all trapped inside in this universe, even if the earth dies and humans go extinct we might be another species or another world might develop. we are forever trapped and it terrifies me, i don't care if you don't believe me or think im some edgy smart man but i know, i know that we're fucked and i can feel it.

the second half of your post implies that people dealt a shitty hand deserve it

I think that's why we're here, to forget eternity. My theory is that bodily/planetary life is escapism from eternity

>You think this weird miraculous thing, that is everything, just goes away forever?
Yes, just that happens all the fucking time. One day passes and all that has existed in that day, all the thoughts that have been thought that day are wiped out for forever. A memory is not the same thing as the experience itself. A day you don't remember is a day that could as well never have happened, a day you could have been dead. It happens when you sleep, too. Existence is very frail.

fuck my brain hurts and im just feeling scared, i have these momments sometimes when i was a kid when i think too hard about this shit and realize im forever trapped in a loop repeating lives and stuck into existence, what comes out of existence? is there anything outside of existence? or outside the universe? fuck im freaking out jesus fuck.

souls don't exist. thinking souls exist is just a coping mechanism. all your thinking is tuned to make you function as a biological organism. there's nothing beyond that. what would be the point of thinking if it wasn't for keeping us alive?

But yet your conscious experience remains, and it will be the same after death. Man I don't know, but I bet you it will, just got a feeling.

we get that our biological brain is responsible for thinking but we are curious as to why are we here in this timeline with this body and a consciousness. You can't just say "it just happens lol" with our consciousness and existence.

Sure, we evolved and that's including our brains, but that's part of this particular experience, to be an animal on a planet. I don't necessarily think there's souls, but I think we're part of existence itself, so even if the body dies we'll find ourselves aware in some other body or some other place as something else. I think it's impossible to know how it really works it would be like a video game character trying to figure out that he's in a computer, he just wouldn't have the concept for it

No, this continuity is just an illusion created by memory. No memory = no continuity. If you don't remember a dream it could as well have been nothingness. If you don't remember a former live you could as well have sprung into existence. If your brain rots, all you ever were will be lost.

>so even if the body dies we'll find ourselves aware
Who's the WE in this case? Who is that? Can you "find yourself" in anything if you don't have a neurocircuit that tries to give you orientation in space, time and situation?

So you honestly think that when we die thats it? We won't be humans again or another species? Just fucking "nothing" and not becoming anything? Even though we exist as now for no reason at all? It literally doesn't make sense at all.

Everyday. Real life hurts and the espacism that used to work, like games and anime aren't effective anymore. I just want it 2 stop

>who;s the we

An observer, consciousness. You might find that in some forms you CAN'T really think, just observe in some manner but if the afterlife is a place made by god then you might be in a form that can think better than ever until you're sorted into a new body. Obviously there's conscious states even with humans with poor mental ability, like if you were retarded or simply low IQ so it's not the ability to think that matters just the ability to observe in a conscious way