30 years old

>30 years old
>have nobody to care about you
>without emotional attachments nothing makes sense, there's no point in anything
>every time you've known a girl she's broken your heart and fallen in love with someone else
>yesterday your IRL crush started dating someone else and blocked you online
>soul: crushed
>you realize that was your last chance in this life. nothing new happens beyond 30 years of age. there are no social entry points.

Is it even possible to live without affection and companionship for an entire lifetime? Is it safe? I get the feeling you go nuts at some point.

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>be educated, rich, good-looking, have furnished your home with expensive shit

>die a virgin

Only in 2020 is something like this possible

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>nobody cares if you're even alive

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poor baby user awww. that's why it was important to learn social skills earlier :)

Not OP but, I can't wait until life comes and fucks you zoomers up, you boys are gonna see some shit

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>36 this year
>same situation basically, no friends, no relationships, no one gives a fuck
>haven't spend an entire day sober since november last year because it's the only way i can cope

>Is it safe?
Probably not.
>I get the feeling you go nuts at some point.
I think i already am, i'm just too numb to really notice.

some of them will, but most of them will have a fun life, learn how to have relationships, and the mistakes they make will be learning experiences instead of causes of depression. you can't wait for some zoomer to suffer? that's a great goal, boomer. lmao yet another thing out of your control that you fixate on.

I had a fun life too for awhile, had relationships, made mistakes, sometimes things come at you, that you're never going to imagine. The reason I say that is so that you will then understand that many people here, were just like you, even though right now you don't think so.

honestly i was just like you at one point, but that phase passed quickly.

>social skills

You mean the cope term for low IQ guys?

>you can't wait for some zoomer to suffer? that's a great goal, boomer. lmao yet another thing out of your control that you fixate on.

Didn't you just earlier imply you're enjoying OP's suffering?
You normies are absolutely disgusting. All you care about is yourself.
When someone like OP snaps and becomes pedo or something you'll be the first to judge even though you made him that way by secluding him from society.

33 year old virgin NEET highshcool drop out here

For some reason I feel like I should be worried, but I stopped caring or feeling any shame.

I even get autismbux now.


I barely even come on Zig Forums anymore, just dont care anymore

Most people on Zig Forums are 15-19 years old.
They think they know it all, but they know absolutely nothing.
You need to be 30+ to have any concept of human life.
What you see in your prime doesn't give you a very broad spectrum, especially if you're a mediocre IQ 100 person who is biased af.

t. 30 years old, IQ 130

Yeah well if you're actually hotter and more educated than the average normies who get girls and still a virgin that's when you get bitter and can't stop caring

Yeah well I always wondered how you guys who are high IQ, educated, have good job, around normies all day, and despite that, you end up virgins in late age.

It makes sense for me, I'm autistic, manlet, unattractive face, and high-school drop out.

>enjoying OP's suffering
the implication was just that OP's outcome is deserved and i smugly present the undeniable facts. there's nothing wrong with schadenfreude, it's just fitting that someone who thinks their own life is out of their control feels the need to comment that they're going to sit and wait for someone else's outcome in life.

>you made him that way
*farts*
if i had my way he would work hard and pay lots of taxes.

That's what I'm saying, I was just like them, it wasn't that long ago that I forgot. I had my shit together, I went to all the parties, I had relationships, I did all the things that everyone else does, with the same kind of problems everyone else faces. Sometimes, big things happen, sometimes a lot of big things happen and it will absolutely flip everything you've known upside down. That's something nobody expects, it's easy to shit on others when you don't know where all the roads can lead.

>deserved
>smugly
>*fart*

You don't even want to use your brain do you?
Ironically you deserve absolutely nothing. Read your post from the perspective of someone else and think if you sound like someone who's opinion you'd value.

I'm I have a younger cousin, 8 years younger.

When I left school and became a NEET he would shit on me when he was in his teens.

Now he is 25, and he has been NEET for 4 years since finishing university. Its not looking good for him. He doesn't get any money, at least I get disability now. Im NEET mogging him now.

He doesn't even apply for jobs, and seems to be going down my path, except he went a bit further than me before becoming a NEET.

>the implication was just that OP's outcome is deserved

What's your take on Elliot Rodger? I genuinely think what happened was really your fault at least partially. You didn't support Elliot when he was suffering. You weren't there to be his friend. You didn't help him get gf. Instead you sniffed your own farts and thought people have absolute control of their own social standing. They don't.
The blood is on your hands bro. Take some responsibility like a man.

A lot of people don't understand that once you reach a certain age, a lot of things drastically change, doors start closing that you can't re-open and it's not necessarily somebody's' fault, time is against you always and if things start going awry at the wrong time, you can find yourself in a really strange place. Being 30 is not like being 18-22 where you can, more easily, pick yourself up and rebuild without as much struggle, some things are lost with time.

i deserve more than OP, as shown by my achievements in life. yikes dude stay frosty.

>as shown by my achievements in life

List them.
t. theoretical physicist who is also fit and sober

>Take some responsibility
I'll take your moms responsibility. Your hot, steamy take on Elliot Gaylord is nice, but rich kids who ask for too much while distancing themselves are a dime a dozen. They don't all kill themselves or their asian roommates.

Yeah I have noticed this.

Life is all about momentum

If you lose momentum, its over

that's out of scope but i'm an engineer at a biotech company that makes cancer drugs. i was talking about social achievements, since OP is wetting his pants about some random girl he likes.

>i was talking about social achievements

Fucking random chicks whose name you don't know is not a social achievement.
Sure you can make whatever you've done in life the "real" goalposts, but it doesn't mean everyone values the same things.

Isaac Newton never had a gf or sex, but is still considered one of the most important beings to grace this planet. If he had prioritized "social achievements", where would you be right now?

The thing is, you went in with assumptions about OP and how he has arrived at his current situation. You came in with a snarky little shit post to, what, gloat and prod someone who is already at a low point? It always makes me wonder, if you have the lives you claim, what are you doing here, going in on people who, most likely, have no other place to vent their frustration. What does that say about you?

Stop replying to him. He's not human enough to deserve being spoken to.

Same situation down to the age.
I think your brain changes a little in order to make it easier for you to survive alone.
Basically loneliness will make you less human.

Everyone I've seen up in years that have never had relationships with others either drown themselves in their hobbies and don't even care about others anymore or kill themselves at some point.

I don't think it's safe at all. It's hard to even talk about anymore, though. I think I've passed into acceptance. There doesn't feel like there's any point in vocalizing concerns...this is just how things are.

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I'm 37 years old. I live with my mother and work in entry level retail in some kind of limbo. Life is not unbearable right now. I do below minimum amount of work, get below min wage pay 6 days a week. I get home and play video games I bought with my money. When I feel bad I fap or browse Zig Forums. Mom washes my clothes, cleans and gives me food. I never go anywhere, never do anything else, never talk to anyone. It is not that bad despite I'm terrified of aging because my body is already a trainwreck.

I know this can't go on forever and when I will be alone I will be unable to provide for myself. I can't even do basic things other learn at 10. But honestly I don't even want to learn anything anymore. I don't want to think about real life. When reality will inevitably hit, I will die. There was never any hope.

>I think your brain changes a little in order to make it easier for you to survive alone.
>Basically loneliness will make you less human.

Exactly. And this is what scares me. Some people break and disintegrate completely, because the brain does whatever it can to cope with the pain. For the human brain there's no right/wrong or sane/insane - the brain adapts to the loneliness and adopts a new thinking pattern to prevent you from killing yourself. This might be narcissism, psychopathy or something else.
When this happens, healthy normals are the first to blame and judge.
Society should literally take responsibility for leaving people in seclusion. When someone's brain adapts to these horrible conditions, it's out of control at that point.

I've seen 700-pound people lose weight, get their own apartment and start working out.
You still have hope if you're physically able to move. What's happened is that you've gotten used to your cage.