Holy shit I want to die. Please someone help me. Please I'm going to fucking kill myself if someone doesn't help me...

Holy shit I want to die. Please someone help me. Please I'm going to fucking kill myself if someone doesn't help me. Please someone just tell me it's going to be okay. I need someone to tell me it's going to be okay. I'm so utterly fucking hopeless.

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It's not going to be okay OP I won't lie to you

Things are going to be okay and will get better, it isn't going to feel as bad as it does now forever. Do you have anyone in real life you can reach out to?

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Nope. I blocked all my """friends""" and """family""" last month and nobody has even bothered to check if I'm okay.
I know it's not going to be okay but I need someone to lie to me right now.

Everything is going to be okay, Anonymous, but only if you work to make it okay

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Would you like me to add you then, friend?
I'll check up on you regularly, and we can work to get you into a better place, little by little.

The path of time we must fight again.
I had this rigging in my ears for years now cure? nope,Just give up all you have,become a robot no feelings just autopilot all day.

It's gonna be okay life is kinda beautiful

Tinnitus? I've had that real bad before, what have you tried so far?
Gray noise was very effective for me, along with bed phones to help me get through the night.

That.
Same here,my so called friend form middle school only calls or massage me when he needs something.He didn't massage me for the last 7 months guess there is no more need for me.

So why don't we become friends and support each other?

I'm sorry I'm just not very comfortable with that. I'd prefer to just keep things anonymous. I appreciate it though.
Life isn't beautiful. Existence can only be perpetuated by the misery of others.
That's terrible, user. My old friends used to treat me as a punching bag. They constantly called me Meg from Family Guy and would just tell me to shut up, even if I was being completely sincere and heartfelt. I don't know anyone I can open up to.

Alright then. I make threads all the time, I hope you come visit me and tell me how you are doing then!

>nobody has even bothered to check if I'm okay.
who would care about you, if you don't care about them, you are selfish

kill yourself user

Open up to me then, Anonymous

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I DID FUCKING CARE ABOUT THEM YOU FUCKING FAGGOT. I used to put so much on the line for my friends, only for them to not even give a goddamn inch back. I put so much fucking effort into every relationship I get into, and then I get turned away because I'm weird and spergy.

I think it really speaks volumes that on an anonymous image board is where someone like OP probably gets the most attention and has the highest chance of being understood.

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>who would care
Decent kind human beings.
People who don't tell others to kill themselves when they are clearly having a bad time.
People not like you.

Then why are you still weird and spergy?

I don't know whole story but, try to think about that did you actually did that

I think that is absolutely baseless speculation.
A therapist would understand him best.

ah yes i know this to well but things will be ok
there's a future ahead of us im telling you so just don't stress it you dont need to worry about it i would say you could work on your relationship with your family and friends if you want but in my experience its not really worth it theyll come around in good time people are just rather self-absorbed just focus on what you want for now and thats alright you have friends here despite the casual slurs people throw about i know r9k actually did wonders for my depression its a bit dull at the moment but i for one do actually want to see the best from you but yes its a new age and it has its drawbacks sure but also its a new day and a good one too you can make the future work for you dont worry dont stress just let go for now and enjoy the simplicity of life for now and then maybe look for some purpose when the world comes back off its break

Have you tried drugs? Any, weed, opiods, uppers whatever?

I don't know and I don't want to know.
Nothing. I hear it all the time,with headphones on,at night it gets too much for me,That i think of suicide it sucks when you have no more silence.I had this or know of it for 2 years or more,never notice it unit the day my mother dog barked loud an my right ear kinda got dunno how to explain it,it was like when you hear a loud noise and ur ear pops a bit,got paranoid and search for it then I find about tinnitus since what day I could hear it.I was listening to music on my headphone loud when I was walking to high school or in class.Dunno if it is from that this shit can just happen.Just 21y and I am thinking of suicide daily now.

I don't know, because I have unchecked autism I guess. I've never been to a therapist or a psychiatrist in my entire life, so I guess I have some sort of aspergers or something.

I FEEL like I did. I always reached out when my friends were feeling sad. I always tried to hang out with them. They consistently kept ignoring me and ghosting me because they just think I'm annoying.

"I don't want to know about something that could help me".
I mean, why though?
As I said, certain things worked for me, maybe they could for you?
Why not try?

So why are you asking for help on Zig Forums rather than an actual, you know, medical professional?

If it is it,it has no cure or treatment,it is better to not know for sure.

I don't know. It's just a last moment of desperation I guess. I don't want my entire personality and sanity stripped by powerful drugs. That sounds like I'm just trading one devil for another.

Good luck user.