What does r9k really think of avery and the rest of the newer egirls?

yes this is a picture of me but its very old and i wish people would stop posting it - i acknowledge that im ugly but in this picture im at my worst. i was 14 or 15, and this was the last selfie i ever took before i got almost involuntarily hospitalized for heart failure due to anorexia. i looked sickly and pale. and nose wise, my nose was much worse because i had a cocaine addiction back then.

i am aware that i'm ugly, i am genuinely self aware i'm ugly. but it's just ridiculous to use the worst photo of me possible to try to make me look worse. i KNOW that i'm ugly. why rub it in?
relax

yeah ciara was legendary i miss him tons always

exactly. no comment on marky/tahlia since i wasnt involved, but there will never be a new ciara. i miss her

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that is definitely not a girl

Oof. I am sorry. And an addition at 14? The fuck.

Now I feel like shit dragging on a literal kid

I have no idea who this tranny is. I just want my angel Ciara to come back. But she is not coming back god took her from us.

She was an angle the reincarnation of mother Teresa herself and you dare defile her good name. Shame on you user

Pretty sure it was more likely she sold her soul to the devil for Zig Forums fame.

Why are you stirring the pot?
I'm gonna presume that this isn't really "Avery".

That is an absolute lie. Shame on you too

I feel like I can smell her through the screen and it is not a pleasant smell

thanks. yeah i just dont understand why people do it. and again -i KNOW im ugly. i ALREADY KNOW im ugly. im not like one of those pretentious egirls that need to be knocked down a notch, i KNOW i am ugly.

i want her to come back too .. i miss her. i spoke with her dad a while back.

yes it is , what do you mean? how am i stirring the pot?

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For not feeling that much sympathy for a coke whore? Like I am sure she was kind, but she brought it on herself.

Damn I bet the whole thing is really hard on her parents. Your nice for reaching out to them.

>Zig Forums fame
im not famous here

>sympathy
dont worry, i dont want it. it was all on me. well.. i mainly did the coke at school to get good grades because i didnt know i had adhd. but im not a coke whore anymore. i dont want any sympathy or acknowledgment of it

yes, her father sent me a beautiful message. he reached out to me actually. i could post if you want

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Ciara definitely did not do drugs she was poisoned by that pos it was clearly a murder

I think it is easy when you don't know a person....and feel low sometimes yourself.

Also. I think it is that self depreciating confidence people like

She preferred opiates and benzos
>Like I am sure she was kind
She was more of an asshole

Do not actually post that here. I am larping with my simp posting but I do actually think the situation is very sad and I think something like that should probably stay private

please dont say that. it was really hard on him and still is.

i guess so. i just try to forget im ugly because usually people wont call you out for it, its just the subtle things in life that make it super obvious, and i dont really care i guess. i KNOW im ugly. but its annoying people decide to pull up an old picture of me

anyhow, here are our messages. he is a sweet man, truly feel bad for how all this mustve been on ciaras parents and jay etc

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>im not famous here
he's talking about ciara selling her soul for Zig Forums fame

wait really? sorry i didnt think it would be bad or negative to post it. i have a forum of autism of some sort and am unaware of social boundaries. i thought it'd be nice/reassuring

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I know I am just shit posting a little. I am sure he took it pretty fucking hard too. It probably is not bad to share. In all seriousness tho it is a sad case. I wish she did not have so many problems