Who /psychopath/ here? I'm trying to come to terms with it and would very much like to have someone feel with me. I'm afraid to talk about it in person. I know I'm a wolf in sheep's clothing. I'm not trying to let people know.
Disclaimer: I don't want to hurt anyone any more than I already do. I don't like me. Shit. Maybe I do have feelings. But I know they're not normal.
Does anyone else struggle with this?
Oh yeah for sure. Then I turned 20 and my teen years were over.
I'm thirty, friend. But you're funny in a cringey kind of way. I'll give you that.
The most reassuring thing I heard was 'If you're worried about being a psychopath, you're not a psychopath.'
It's not a crime to understand people OP, or even to manipulate them. Just try to be good.
Understanding people, yeah. I get that. But I feel lik I'm only seeing mulating the emotions I'm expect d to show. Don't get met wrong, I want to feel but for the most part I can't
Could be an autism thing or something . God I hope so.
Simulating'
Phone nigger here.
I think wanting to connect with ppl about being antisocial precludes you being antisocial. Its like those normie Asians that wear those anti social social club hoodies that you see everywhere. Also, nice plumbus
Then what am I?
Rhetorical. I know you can't tell me that.
If I had to guess youre either the dinglebop, the shleam, or the shlami that rubs the shleam on the dinglebop
If it means anything I don't think you sound psychopathic OP.
I never worried about hurting others or how my actions would make other people feel other than anticipating how it might cause them to cause trouble for me. A lot of the time I only became aware people had a problem with what I did when I got caught doing the things and saw how they responded, I never had an issue doing the things myself, I still don't. I always thought people feigned shock or disgust at certain things because they'd be treated as strange or punished for responding with laughter or not responding at all, it took a long time to realise people actually did feel the things that make them act shocked or have them experience moral disgust.
I made most of my mistakes very young and got better at thinking ahead and considering the possible outcomes of my actions, so I avoid trouble mostly by avoiding the risks that aren't worth it, i.e low reward or high chance of being caught and punished. I avoid hurting the people I like by remembering that my continued association with them is dependent on them liking me, I have enough experience to be mostly accurate in understanding what things will upset or make them happy so I try to avoid the former and do the latter. For the people I don't like I avoid causing trouble for them only out of concern for reprisal by them or people who represent them. Most of the time it really isn't worth causing trouble for other humans, sometimes it is though.
If you are actually a psychopath, you don't necessarily have to hurt others. But you'll probably have some trouble with affective empathy and not being capable of experiencing emotions strongly. You can't solve the latter but you can compensate for the former with cognitive empathy (e.g: thought exercises in imagining how you would feel if some event were to happen to you). Psychopathy is more like a spectrum disorder than a binary you have it or you don't kind of affair.
Start killing you have nothing to lose
You're probably just high IQ, and maybe had abusive parents. For smart people its hard not t o see the power dynamics inherent in casual conversation. You can either take advantage and dominate or pretend you cant see it and get fucked. The weak only deserve a small measure of mercy and barely that.
Wo man, thanks. That was pretty in depth.
If you can bother to post contact info, OP, I or at least someone will talk to you. Especially if you are actually 30. People get really desperate not to seem 'childish' as they get older. Not ran into one who was okay with being who they are this far into their life. Give me a means to contact you.
True, but still sounds like bad people stuff. I'm not a big fan of bad people stuff.
Hang on. I'll make something.
I'm here waiting.
Should work
Sent. Don't vanish, now.
OP is a teenager, disregard this thread.
Nah, you're just brainwashed into the belief that to do well for yourself is to harm others. You can be great without hurting other people. But there are times where you'll have to be selfish to advance.
It is okay to become strong, it is not okay to throw your weight around excessively and abuse people when you become strong.
You should look more into morality, your understanding of it is weak. How can you be good if you don't know what good fully is?
How can you help people if you don't know what better looks like?
You sound like you know what you're talking about.
Yeah you are just a sperg like most of us. Being autistic doesnt completely take emotions away, it just messes them up. You may feel when others dont, and dont feel when others do.
You have any contact info? You think you're a sperg? Fuck, I can teach you a few things if you're bored.
>>Nah, you're just brainwashed into the belief that to do well for yourself is to harm others. You can be great without hurting other people.
You literally can't.
What is good? Don't give me examples of things that are good, don't give me an explanation of how to use the word good, just tell me what good is.
Don't bother, dude just read some Nietzsche quotes and took them literally lmfao.
Psychopaths are narcissists without all the childish insecurities.
Yay! I'm not a psychopath! Thanks anonymous!
You all are so stupid 24/7, how you do it?
Look man. I was a psychopath myself so. I don't think you really are one. Firstly you wouldn't want to admit to get it fixed. You'd probably have to get arrested like I was.
Fuck all of these anons. They are retards. Listen only to me. But few got good points maybe you are sperg. If you really are curious just go to shrink. You probably wouldn't be the first with this question.
Wanna lord it over someone user? Lord it over me!