Bar Thread

Bar Thread.

I know you have a lot on your chest.

Come on vent.

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I share initals with D in the letter thread and my ex is A. Because of this there is a chance that im constantly being attacked by them all day. I dont know what the truth is anymore.

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just turned 19 today and i feel like my life is slowly withering away

have been thinking of killing myself lately, again.

I'm starting not to give a fuck about my future, don't get much joy from my hobbies anymore and the one girl that liked me (and I liked a lot as well) changed her mind and is acting distant for no real reason. Still haven't ever gotten a girlfriend either.

Living just because it's some kind of obligation, out of momentum if you know what I mean.
Get up because my alarm is ringing, because I have to go to work.
Go to work because I have to pay the bills because I need to have some space to live in.
Just a cycle of nothingness for past 10 years.
I'm 31 this year. It feels like yesterday that I was 20, because nothing interesting has happened, every day the same.
Drinking myself to sleep now, like every day, to avoid the staring into ceiling and thinking how shit my life turned out.

Seems like we're all going to make it, probably. Keep your hopes up bromios

Your life was always withering away, since you was born.

So stop thinking that.

You say to yourself: "I don't want to think about suicide anymore", and let the Universe take it's course.

>for no reason
You just told us a lot of reasons. You're becoming boring, because you think you know everything, and you forget to look for new things. No woman in her right mind would want to spend time near a dude like that.

If it's so shitty, just change it.

Maybe you're right, but she started becoming distant before I started feeling this way.

>because you think you know everything
I don't really understand why you assume this.

No will I guess, no purpose, no reason why.

When we are down, you can't see the light. But the light is there.

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You think life doesn't have other things to offer you. That's what I meant.

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30 yr old user here. It doesn't necessarily get better or worse I suppose. Some people are lucky and others are not. The lucky ones have a life... and the others drink here.

A tecate light, plox.

Just downloaded Tinder and got a match with a girl the same age as me. I've been out the dating game for a year and havent had sex since 2012 and i'm taking this opportunity as a practice moment. I don't care if i fuck up.

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30 yr old user here. Some anons get lucky, some do not. The lucky ones go one to have lives and children... the others post here. No shame, I have a good career and am part of the no luck category. Godspeed fellow anons, and enjoy a drink on me. (I can afford it: drinking a gin and tonic now; but everyone can have what they want)

So what do you propose I do? I'm already regularly trying to look for new hobbies to pick up or skills to learn, so I don't really know what I'm doing wrong. Serious question.

It gets better, even if it gets worse. One day you'll understand what I am talking about.

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You'll do alright, player.

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First of all, you have to do a research, to know what the world can offer you. You can do a anthropologic research and check what other people like you are doing.

when is that? eh brother? I feel like I have lived enough to see a lot of what life has to offer.. so why say you differently?

Get me a cider and a shot of vodka barkeep.

1. You fucking hypocrite. You overemotional manipulative mess. I can't even properly vent because of the way you share information and refuse to defend yourself. I'm constantly locked between analysing situations for your manipulations I barely remember and forgiving you because of your ultimately good intent. If only you'd make things clear then any further resentment would be gone. Not that you'd ever do that, god forbid anyone question you or make you feel bad, let alone stop you from getting your way. Goddamnit.

2. What's the point of even trying. You give us dreams we can't fulfil and make us chase visions that aren't real. Why allow us to conceive of the ideal when the reality will never match. At which point does striving for impossibility stop being noble and start being stupid? Or was it always so? I know the purpose of life is to find meaning and satisfaction but how can we do that if you fill life with busy work and trivial monotony. You already make it hard enough with your fetish for suffering and backstabbing yet you refuse to police the children you so happily spill everywhere who spoil the game for everyone else. Unless that was what you wanted. If, of course, you care at all. You are a cunt and when I die if you exist and even dare to judge with threats of the pit or of heaven I shall spit in your eye.

who you talkin' to friend?

A good friend and our shared creator, if he exists.

Man I really wish there was a bar open nearby, I could really go for that cider/vodka combo right now.

I am sorry you cannot get what you want to drink right now brother. As for your associate, it sounds like you should disassociate, for your own well being. If they are to fail, let it be of their own doing.

I don't have to defend myself. I'm fine. I understood that everything is in God's plan. You don't have to worry about nothing.

>What's the point of even trying
Because there is no other way around. You can't quit. Even when you think you're quitting, you're actually getting even more fucked up. The only way out is forward.

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Just kind of wish I could get a normal adult relationship for once. It seems like the only semi- functional relationship ive ever had was the one in high school. Ive only slept with 4 women. One of which was a ons, but that shit doesn't even matter to me. Got cheated on by the last two women ive dated so my sense of self worth is in the dumpster. Seriously what the fuck.

>lost my virginity yesterday
>couldnt get a solid erection for pretty much the whole time
>dont know whether it was:
>the fact i wasnt really that attracted to her
>the 4 double rum and cokes and 3 shots id had within the hour and a half before it
>the blunt i smoked in about a minute right before it
>the repressed bisexuality i have
>the nerves from being a 20 year old virgin
>the fact she said some pretty disgusting things during it
>a mix of the lot

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bro it was probably the booze. don't sweat it. A girl who really cares about you will give you as much time as you need to figure it all out... in your case, GG NO RE

Cuba libre please and thank you.
Went back to work, started uni and thought that the sudden lack of free time would make it more valuable to me, you know make me do stuff. But it didn't, I haven't touched the pile of books next to my bed, haven't draw anthing in weeks, don't even play vidya. Just Zig Forums and YT. I wanted to learn /ss13/ but end up too anxious to enter a server. Therapist appointment in a couple days, let's see what that does