What's the name of the current chapter of your life?
What's the name of the current chapter of your life?
"user fucking ruins his own life and betrays everyone who've ever cared about him. The end?"
"still loving you", how user is still trying to reconstruct his failed model of what love is,after the breakup with the love of his life that he still does not understand.
"Closure."
I wish you all the best :(
Freesia
"Oregano"
Requiem for a retard
What's the part between the last chapter and the epilogue?
It's not a chapter, it's that part before a time skip where nothing happens.
"Fated encounter with a flower."
The End.
oregegeggaNO
That time I realized my willy was a big willy
"The sinking"
It's finally starting to sink in.
E-Love | E-Loneliness
How is your life and what has led you to this point?
I will listen to you because I believe in you user.
The struggle?
Not sure, I think this is the arc where I get my shit together, but I thought previous arcs were those too and I kinda just stayed in stagnation
maybe stagnation?
If I'm no good why do I keep feeling like everything else is telling me otherwise
How old are you?
Didn't have a gf until I was 22. She was suicidal and used me until I was 23 and then she dumped me
I didn't really recover until I was 25-26
Never trust or even believe what women say within reason, and a little beyond reason too.
Full sail ahead but in the wrong direction
The loveless balad of an stagnant liar
It'd be "The Effort", "Attempts at Redemption" or something. My God, I do a lot, and have for years. Run, lift, study, read books, play an instrument, talk to people, et cetera. People told me I'd be happier if I kept doing this but I just feel angrier seeing the world around me continue to rot and the people around me continue to remain pathetic and self-pitying.
It won't last forever.
Not very catchy.
>enter middle school
>everyone is acting weird around me(normalfag behavior)
>try to act like them in order to fit in
>look like a fucking clown, everyone can see it
>become that "weird kid" in the school. even the nerds think i'm a loser and not worth their time
>enter high school
>decide I had enough. i don't care about being a normie. I will live the rest of my life in isolation and be happy by myself
>everything goes ok until i graduate university
>get my first job after looking for a year
>get fired after 6 months. this was a year ago
>26 years old. still don't have a new job. poor as shit
>realize everyone around me has money
>realize everyone around me, even the biggest loser, have memories of having fun with friends during their teen years
>realize i never had any of this
>try to talk to people about this on discord servers(i know) i use
>nobody cares. they don't care about some random sad fuck. they only care about themselves and their online friends
>be ridicules as a "retarded, worthless incel that should just die already" multiple times
>these are servers about obscure weeb games, by the way
>realize I was born to be ridiculed by normal people so they can boost their ego
>realize I will never be able to truly relate to anyone
>realize that if I drop dead today, the only people that would give a shit is my immediate family. no friends, colleagues or connections
>realize that my life was been and will always be inconsequential
Chapter 7: The Revolving Rock (NHK, LN)
But there isn't a Misaki, it's rampant and mostly pointless drug abuse as I tick away the days before I'm homeless or in prison
Tumultuous Turbulence of True Trash
>realize everyone around me, even the biggest loser, have memories of having fun with friends during their teen years
Don't let the past weigh you down, I am sure you have a positive quality and if you try improving you will be more accepted by your next job.
I can relate to this heavily
pretty identical in fact
Chapter 5, the calm before the storm.
>not realizing you need to just put on a mask
>then complain about not being able to put said mask on
you truly are an autist, salute
Take the mask pill user, mine is starting to crack but hopefully I can fix it before shit hits the fan
I will talk with you on Discord user if you want, just started using it
I try wearing the mask but people can see right through it easily. No matter what I do, no matter where I go, I always end up as "that guy".
Shadman#0008
>Shadman#0008
Am I being epicly trold?
"The bitter ending of a life full of fantasies".
"Reborn but still short on time"