I'm in pain guys. Anorexia stunted my growth for life. Day in and day out it's all I can think about. I hate living in this deformed shell.
This isn't about sex. That's not hard to get and changes nothing. It's about not being what you're meant to and terrible mistakes that can't be fixed.
I just want to be what I was meant to. You guys who moan about being "incels" have no idea how lucky you are. You had no control over your physical features, so you have no reason to be ashamed of them.
Just eat something dude
eat a big mac
how do people stay anorexic? just eat a little caesars pizza with a 2 liter pepsi every day and youll be fat within 3-6 months
Have you tried eating something when you arent hungry?
Yes lol. If it tastes good im still gonna eat it even if im full.
>t. amerifag
I used to be 130lbs @ 6'2" and wasn't able to to break past 145lbs, no matter how much I ate, until I hit thirty.
too late now puberty is over
during that time I would eat no more than 600-1200 kcal/day. your metabolism slows down so you get used to it.
I was never as bad as that guy, but I also think anorexia fucked me over bone-wise. My wrists are so thin and I'm two inches shorter than my 5'8 dad. School stressed me out, gave me ulcers, and I couldn't eat much without being in pain.
trying anything like that would probably make an anorexic person wanna vomit.
I'm gagging even thinking about eating 2 of those slices. How the fuck do fatfags do it?
I don't know dude I could never understand how people drink soda every day. Shits so goddamn sweet.
All about sensitization I guess. You eat more sugar, you get desensitized enough to the point where you chug a jug of Dew a day. Just like heroin.
i stunted my growth too by being anorexic all through my teens, i put on 40 lbs and now i can function but i hate being the way i am. i don't like the feeling of having fat or muscle or more skin on my body. but i lost 5 lbs the past two weeks so i feel happy even though i feel bad
fuck your body is goals. Im starving and freezing myself daily and make good progress becoming underweight again :3
>You guys who moan about being "incels" have no idea how lucky you are. You had no control over your physical features, so you have no reason to be ashamed of them.
Same issue as you do except obesity. My body will be disgusting forever no matter what I do.
I'm not even anorexic just too depressed to eat. 6'1 140 pounds. why should I walk to the kitchen when I can just lay in bed and hug my pillow?
I'm sorry, that sucks. How much height did you lose? At this point I don't have those urges anymore. Just wish the whole thing could be forgotten -- but because of the permanent damage it did, that's impossible.
Wake up and save yourself the damage I couldn't. Life is harsh and health and vitality are precious.
>My body will be disgusting forever no matter what I do.
How do you mean? Seems like if you lose weight you have a healthy and well-formed body waiting underneath.
>Anorexia stunted my growth for life. Day in and day out it's all I can think about
Holy shit it really felt like I was the only one. I was 5'7 at 13 and my doctor projected I'd be at least 6'1. But some kid called me fat at school one day (I was about 10 pounds overweight) and I started starving myself that same night. I ate 500 calories every day for a year and a half. Now 5 years later I'm 5'8 at 18 years old.
How much did you weigh op? I feel I kind of cucked my growth as well, used to be 105 pounds at 5"9'.
Not surprised there are others. Stay strong man. Sucks if it really started with just a schoolyard jeer like that.
I was never overweight, but in my class when I was 11, there was this, in retrospect pretty weird culture of thinness where people would compare stuff like how many fingers you could fit around your wrist or who had visible ribs. But soon the disease takes on its own logic and you're doing it for no real reason at all.
That would definitely count as malnourished. Lowest BMI I reached was 14.2 (13 is fatal for men).
I think at my lowest I was probably 100 pounds at 5"9' which would be a bmi of 14.8, hindsight is 20/20, writing that now such a weight sounds incomprehensible, oh well, can't go back in time and make my stupid self eat more :/. I definitely think I stunted my growth, my brother is several inches taller and has thicker wrists/bones, I guess it's alright since I'm still average height.
Better than going full mutt
There's 2 sides of depression, being too depressed to eat or indulging yourself in good
There's also people who are meth addicts too which suppresses appetite and ducks up teeth
Imagine letting yourself rot to death instead of just eating a sandwitch lmao bro you restarted or somethin?
anorexia is different from depression
you'd be surprized that 70% of world population is anorexic (in their pelvic bone), now eat a fucking burger and find me a gf
>70% of world population is anorexic (in their pelvic bone)
What are you talking about
>you'd be surprized that 70% of world population is anorexic
People in 3rd world countries are malnourished, shocker. If you live in a 1st world country that doesn't apply to the people around you.
Is this why I was short? I don't think I ate much during my life.
anorexic chicks are hot
glad to see im not the only anorexia bro. im always at a constant struggle w/ food. currently relapsing after recovering 15 lbs. i felt like absolute garbage that i gained. gaining made me develop binge eating habits that have fucked me up just as bad as anorexia. when will i ever be satisfied w/ my body
Better than growing up fat and punished for life with loose skin. Nobody tells you about this shit when you're a kid.