It started with traps years ago and today i came to gay porn, how did dis happen and why Zig Forums

Nice ass tho

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i'd give my left arm to fuck taftaj but that's 110% straight lol

So I'm you but years advanced. I totally thought that I had watched enough porn to brainwash myself gay, at once point it became only the gnarliest full on masculine gay porn I could find that I would jerk off to nightly. Eventually I even tried sexing a dude and here's the weird part, even though I was mentally into it, physically... nothing. Zero arousal. I just wasn't into it at all. I forced myself to go all the way with him, but it felt more like a strange workout with a buddy then it did sex. This whole time I was having sex with women with no problem.

So I was confused, I thought maybe it was just that he wasn't my type. Maybe I needed a full on Gym dude or some other type of guy. I continued to jerk off to gay porn, as hardcore as I could find and wondered why I couldn't be attracted to guys, despite being aroused by porn.

Then I discovered VR porn, where a girl or guy, or group, does all kinds of sexy things up close in the camera and the VR feel very real, like this other person is there, and with that I discovered something very interesting. When I watch VR porn where a hot girl is right there in front of me bouncing her tits around and putting her pussy in my "face" and doing sexy girl stuff, I cum instantly. But, when I watch gay VR videos of a dude doing similar, instant turn off. Not even aroused. Can't do it.

So what I've ultimately learned about myself is that when I watch gay porn and get aroused, I'm not really getting aroused by the dudes, but by the taboo and acts of degeneracy themselves. The arousal doesn't stem from, "I want these men's bodies", but rather from, "These two dudes fucking each other is so gross and debased that I'm going to cum to it."
And that's how I realized that porn does some crazy shit to your head, and I'm ultimately straight. You probably are too.

right? twink butts are the best, no homo

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interesting, so do you think i shouldn't go for a guy irl? should i skip that?

Try the VR stuff. Get like a google cardboard VR that you can put your phone into and figure out how to download a player, then see if being up close and personal with a porn guy is really your thing, or if you prefer the girls.

GAY

STRAIGHT

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Sauce

I can't speak for you... but my opinion based on my own decline in life? I'm 41 years old.. I have problems with my old pecker... it doesn't want to stay hard... I've disappointed my last 2 girlfriends because of it. They both ended up cheating on me and here I am single now.. I have next to no sex drive and as a result? I have turned to traps and gay porn. I fetishize the idea of being assfucked and throat fucked while being turned into a cum dump for other men. I know that it spawns from not feeling good enough to please women, so my only option left is to please men... far superior men at that.. when you are assfucked you are emasculated... you are no longer an alpha, but a beta cuck faggot that is put here to please superior men. That's how I look at it. You find value in pleasing men so the gay porn turns you on. It's really simple. At least that's been the case for me. Being a cumdump for a man means you still have a purpose in this life.

this is also interesting, so is it kind of a rabbit hole

Whatever they identify as determines that. If nonbinary (just broadening the term), pansexual

Yay we're kinda in a similar boat OP. Don't you love it though?

Same for me.
It started with traps. Now I'm a full blown femboi. Cock drives me wild. Crossdressing and everything. Ugh.

well my porn history searches went from trap to shemale to sissy to femboy to twink, i really adore femboy porn, but becoming queer feels strange

I believe it is a rabbit hole. It just spirals out of control. But hey, just go with it. Everyone can find purpose in their kinks.

can i see?

Brainwashed by media, feminists and libtards.

Same happened to me. Never thought anything against gays, just you do you. Through Zig Forums i got intro traps photos then shemale porn then gay porn. I still fuck women and they turn me on quite a but now looking for a daddy to fuck me raw or/and a shemale to fuck and fuck me. It's crazy how you just condition yourself to expand your kinks

It's glorious!

just stop watching porn as much, it goes away

So... out of those who have turned to the dark side, who here has finally purchased a dildo or buttplug or other anal toy?