FREE PSYCOTHERAPY THREAD !

Every girl I try to date likes me a lot at first and just loses intrest in me im not a nice guy im a little but if a dick but they still leave and idk why.(it usually happens after sex also I guess I just suck at laying pipe)

It sucks. I just want revenge so badly and I couldn't get it on him while he was alive. I wanted him to die by my hands. I know that's fucked up, but he did so much shit to me.

same thing happened to me. Then one of them helped me realize i love dick lmao.

Can you pretty please have the CSA rise again user ruler of the world?

I once snitched on some heroin dealers because they lived next to my mom's house and would deal 24/7.

They didn't get shut down but a few guys were arrested. My mom would call me saying she was starting to see weird things going on. One time she was walking back from school with my little brother and she saw one of the gang member's stuffing something in a bush so she sped away but heard him tell another guy "that's the lady" and him responding "that's her?"

One day it started happening to me. I was eating with my girlfriend at a local burger joint and saw two guys parked on the other side of the street looking at us while we ate. We walked to my car afterwards and they made a u turn to follow us. They slowed down next to us and screamed my name, like a dumbass I confirmed that was me, and the guy laughed and said "gotcha bitch."

One day my mom called me again and said the guy she saw stuff something in the bush crashes his car against a building in front of her house and screamed at her before getting back in and driving off. The same day I was leaving my apartment building, and this is in like really nice Hollywood, the same car that followed my pulled up, screamed "say good night [to your] momma" and peeled out.

I didn't want to tell my mom because she has bad health, so I went to her house and asked if I could sleep over, made up some excuse about my gf and me fighting. Everyone went to sleep and I grabbed a kitchen knife and waited for something to happen. Sure enough at pass 11 the guy she kept seeing showed up and got on her wall, about 6 feet tall thing, and screamed from it. He jumped off and started banging on a pick-up truck. He would go away for seconds, minutes, hours, but come back with some scary shit every time. I started falling asleep at a point but woke up the door knob wiggling. I didn't know what to do so I just learned against the door and grabbed on to the door knob, I think he felt someone hold it because he tried more (1/2)

He eventually let go and put his face against the windows. I could see his silhouette through the cracks in the curtains as they flapped about. He went from window to window and tried the other door as well. He had a gun and I think he was trying to break in and kill my mom or everyone, if not just put in one hell of a scare in them. I stayed up all night on knees looking out a window in a corner of the living room. I never told my parents and the gang sold the house the next month so I don't think they'll ever need to know or remember hopefully

Kinda tame but still think about it from time to time. happened back in 2012-13 I was like 12, school had just ended for the year, cousins were visiting for grandmas birthday. Teens filled with dopamine in basement play room with no supervising adults, just cheetos and loud music. It was me my older sis older male cousin almost 15 and his 11 year old sis. This was around the time twerking was turning into a fad, so after a good hour of dancing like spergs to music male cuz was spent and sat on the couch, twerking song comes on, sister just casually starts twerking awkwardly in front of the couch, she soon gets the hang of it but while doing so her jeans give way and a good half of her ass and panties get exposed. rest of us are staggered eyes widened, she soon realizes and stops while bursting into laughter

my first girlfriend cheated on me, so now I’m addicted to fucking girls but only when I have a gf. I dated my last girl for over a year and fucked many women and she sucked my cock after and had no idea. this girl im with now i have been with for 2 months and I’ve already piped down 5 chicks and im tryina bang her best friend at the same time

my wife was posted on motherless and she appears on the first page of image results if you look for a kinda common terms + the word "motherless"
i don't know if it is probable that anyone we know personally will arrive to that exact page, and even if he or she does, her face isn't too big, but it's there and i'm freaking out cause motherless deletes nothing. If i get caught it might mean divorce or at least a couple years of an angry wife. I don't know why i get so hard posting her online, knowing other guys are jerking off to her and things like that, but i get the best orgasms by reading opinions about her from people in the other side of the world.

my only option, according to me, is to convince her or turn her into an exhibitionist so that she gets horny on being watched and once that happens, if she ever finds out, she might not be as angry...

Ive been married happily for 5 years. For 7 years ive been dressing up as a women and taking cock. Ive swallowed more cum than my wife ever will.

I had a cuck fetish for a long time that never really effected me but ever since I got a girlfriend I've been addicted to sharing her nudes with random strangers on kik and other places online and I can't seem to stop even though I've been trying really hard to. I feel really bad about it and genuinely care about her a lot and I know she would absolutely hate it if she knew. I feel really guilty and shitty about it after.

my first sexual experience was jerking off my sisters 18 year old friend in the front seat of a car when I was 9.
she was in the house the car was parked outside of having sex with her bf.

i stole a bunch of my roommates dick pics and vids of him jacking off

and now i can’t stop thinking about his big cock

Posted about this once before.

>Be me
>Age 10
>Mom is a very caring woman
>Just not very bright
>Whenever I get skid marks on my underwear she assumes I'm constipated and gives me laxatives
>They just give me runny shits, leading to more skid marks
>It's a self-reinforcing loop that permanently fucked my bowels to this day
>Eventually mom notices the laxatives aren't working
>No shit (ba-dum tssss)
>Instead of realizing I'm not constipated she concludes it's time to bring out the heavy artillery
>Starts giving me enemas every week
>Not fun at all, and of course it does fuckall except hurt
>One night she comes home with a bag from the drug store
>She says, "user, I'm gonna give you a suppository"
>Ask "What's that?"
>"It's like a pill that you put up your butt"
>Sounds kinda strange
>Not sure what to say until she pulls out the jar
>It's a huge thing full of white capsules the size of AA batteries
>Not sure if they make suppositories in kid sizes but those certainly weren't meant for 10-year-old assholes
>Calmly yet sternly inform her she's not putting that shit anywhere near my butt
>She insists on it
>Try to rationally explain that this is stupid and will accomplish nothing except causing me pain
>In one ear, out the other
>She tries to bribe me by letting me play video games for an extra hour before bed
>Frankly it takes a little more than that to get me to let things go up my ass
>It devolves into a shouting match
>Argue for at least an hour
>Dad gets involved
>He tackles me and carries me like a baby into the bathroom
Cont.

>Dad pins me to the floor by the back of my neck while mom undoes my pants
>Not ready to give up just yet
>Take my fist and frantically pound on his foot with all my strength
>Alternate between that and digging my fingernails into his ankle while chanting "let me go!" over and over and over
>This goes on for what seems like hours
>Mom calmly goes over the instructions with dad as if nothing's happening
>She says, "You're supposed to push it in until you feel resistance"
>Bitch I'm giving all the resistance I can
>Dad's not flinching but I can see tears welling up in his eyes
>Mom finally decides to go for it
>Pushes the whole damn thing up my ass at once, no lube or anything
>Scream like a cat in a frying pan
>Dad finally lets me go
>Mom says, "That wasn't so bad, was it?"
>Scream at the top of my lungs, "I've never been in so much pain in my life!"
>Dad says, "I've never been in so much pain in MY life"
>Parents leave to let me do my business
>Mom says I should experience the most intense diarrhea of my life in a few minutes
>Sit down on the toilet
>Nothing comes out except a squirt of melted suppository
>Storm down to the basement and play my god damn vidya
>Never talk about it again and have told no one but Zig Forums

my second sexual experience was a year later when I walked into the living-room of my home after getting back from school and found my sister having sex with the guy I had jerked off.
they argued about letting me watch and then my sister went to her room. he told me it was my fault his penis was still hard and made be suck on it until he was finished.
my sister came back while he was doing this and called me a slut.

if only you had been taught to wipe your ass properly

I had never seen her being that sexually provocative. Before I had time to ruminate on that similar rnb song comes on. Cousin dares her to do it again "but this time on me like the black chicks in rap videos". Sister complies. Her ass hovering above his lap and clapping down on him with each deep twerk. Cousin gets cocky and puts his hand on her hips, she was basically giving him a lap dance. I just sat there next to cousin watching my sis twerking, cousin was smiling like an idiot nudging my sides every once in a while to direct my attention to his lap, his sister, beet red had her hand covering her mouth. Song finally ends, sister gets off of him, he nudged me again this time pointing towards his lap with his finger and snickering. His grey supreme sweatpants pitching a tent he didn't even bother hiding it. He got up went to the toilet stopping momentarily to flaunt his bulge in front of my sister not even caring about his own being there. He got inside and closed the door behind him rest of us just snickered awkwardly vaguely realizing what he was gonna do. Few mins later he sticks his head out of the door and calls on sis "hey, come see smth special". Sister hesitantly moves towards the door and looks inside. Can't tell what they are saying and I'm too embarrassed to look at my younger cuz after what had just transpired. A minute or 2 later sister jerks her head backwards starts laughing loudly, practically snorting, struggling to keep her balance while holding her stomach. "h-he came hahahaha" was the phrase she managed to articulate amidst her rapturous laughter. Both me and his sis were too young to understand what this meant. I knew what masturbation was just not that there was an end product to it. When i went in the toilet a couple of mins later a rather distinct smell was there, a smell I'd become very well acquainted with for the next years of my life

he still has family user doesnt he?

happened back when i was like 15
>be me, back in the day
>had a cousins sleepover
>3 boys and 1 girl, all cousins, i was the oldest
>my female cousin was around 14 at the time
>i had internet so my other male cousins had watched porn in my house, started talking about porn
>my female cousin had never done it but said that she would "pole dance" for her friends without taking her clothes off
>we started playing dares around 4 pm in the morning
>female cousin dares me to show her my dick when it got hard
>i wait for a minute and show her my hardon
>we move on daring each other to do stupid stuff
>finally my cousin dares her to show us her boobs
>she accepts and flashes her boobs twice for us
>first real life boobs for all of us, first time showing them off for her
>time passes, we all forget about it
>2 years later, i stay a week at her house for vacation
>we stay up late, talking, having a beer, when her parents went to bed
>she tells me my cock is still the only cock she has seen and we're the only ones who have seen her naked almost out of the blue
>after a little talking about that she ended with my cock in her mouth while i grabbed her tits
>happened twice that week, never talked about it ever again

It was worse for me, I stumbled upon older brother's fb messenger pics when I was like 15, it really fueled my voyeuristic fantasies

Yeah. I dated his sister in HS, but this was when he already hated me.

>my wife and I use to swap with a lesbian couple
>one of the girls was bi and missed dick and my wife missed pussy
>overtime the lesbian get more rough with my wife and my wife asks for us to fuck in the same room since my wife thinks she'll won't be as rough with me there
>when I'm fucking the lesbo's wife she gives me daggers the whole time
>eventually my wife says red but the lesbian doesn't stop so I tell her to get off
>she's half my size and I'm pissed because no one hurts my wife and she just glares at her wife who is still backing up against me and leaves
>her wife apologizes and then they leave
>about 2 hours later the girl I fuck comes over and has bruises and is crying
>her and her wife got into an argument and then she beat her
>apparently the lesbian had a goal of turning my wife into a full lesbian and leaving me and joining in their household
>her plan didn't work out and got mad that her wife seemed to enjoy me than she enjoyed her
>wife said she was right because I wasn't selfish and she started beating her
>next 6 months while they were divorcing it was 3somes everyday with her and my wife and me.
>wife and I don't do any swaps anymore but she'll still come over for a 3some when she single
I guess this was more about the full lesbo's secret, not mine, but still

>>Dad says, "I've never been in so much pain in MY life"
>>Parents leave to let me do my business
>>Mom says I should experience the most intense diarrhea of my life in a few minutes
>>Sit down on the toilet
>>Nothing comes out except a squirt of melted suppository
poor poor poor poor poor poor you
:(

i found my sister in law's nude pics she took for my brother in an old computer of his
she looks like a skinny 11 year old boy with a vagina

should have gotten a gun and killed him and cut off his head and put it on a spike in your front yard

Did you swallow?
Did you like the taste of his come?

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How did you end up like this ?

Did you just "fall in love with your ex gf new bf" ?

Or did you try to fuck with him for revange to her, and you started to like him ?

no, come tastes awful

if i was raised in these time i would've been considered "trans" ever since i was like 6
for some reason i liked putting make up like my mother, more than once i actually dressed with her clothes on my own, i would have a lot of fantasies about me becoming a girl, all the time and i even had dreams about it constantly. I never told my parents cause even at that age was embarrassing.
At 13 i started sucking dicks, first with my brother and my neighbor's older brother, then a football coach and then strangers, i started getting fucked at 14 by an older man on my request and got my first repetitive dick (a college guy who lived nearby my house, we would play nintendo then i'd suck him until he cum in my mouth) when i was 15.
it wasn't until 3 years ago, when i was 28, that i started wearing panties and stockings and i think i should've gone tranny back then

>I went out with my friends because we all finished writing our project dissertations, we're all 21 about.
>I have a huge crush on this girl, fliss. we've always been super flirty, a few ass grabs, arms around each other ect, heart to heart talks ect. we've come close to fucking so many times.
>So. We all went out drinking, and we end up at a nightclub. We all get super drunk and I get a message from my brother asking if im out in town
>My brother meets up with me, and I introduce him to fliss. my brothers 26, we all talk and bar hop ect, and it gets extremely late, we buy some rum and get a taxi to my brothers house.
>Fliss starts to get a bit touchy with my brother, its all playful ect and the three of us are having an alright time listening to music ect. My brother asks me to make 3 drinks (Mount gay rum actually) so I head into the kitchen and start making them.
>As im pouring I kind of hear a kiss sound... and my stomach just turns to stone. I make the drinks and come back to the room and they're both sat next to each other chatting
>I decide I imagined it and we all start drinking. Fliss goes to the toilet and my brother gives me a look like "damn shes hot" I stare at him and ask him not to do anything, shes my best friend at uni ect and I have a huge crush on her ect. so he agrees.

>Fliss starts getting uppity and provokotive to him, kind of like;
>F: Ill fight you
>B: oh really now? aha I'd destroy you
>F: Go on then~ dare you
>They're giggling and playfully having back and forths, then my brother grabs her neck... and she lets out a sexual gasp. I kind of choke on my drink and just watch them kiss there and then.
>So I try get in on the action, my brother picks her up and spanks her ass, and we both kind of have 10 minutes of just dominating her kind of in that way? neck grabs, ass spanks over jeans, ect ect It was a bit weird but we were all extremely drunk
>As we go on ect, fliss starts to react negativly to me like "stop touching my leg so much aha" kind of passing it off ect. After this fliss goes to the toilet and I stare at my brother and ask him not to do anything more. he says ok... and then leaves to see if shes ok in the toilet

My dad made me start sucking him off when I was 7. I didn’t really enjoy it.

>He closes the door, and my stomach turns to stone again. I get up and walk to the toilet and I hear him say "Heh your a naughty fucking bitch arent you?" several gasps follow, a few kiss sounds.. and then sexual gasps. I stand at the door and kind of give in realizing I cant stop anything...
>I hear them make out for a few minutes and I walk into my brothers bedroom (opposite the bathroom)
>They both come out and act like nothing happened, they sit down on the sofa and I get up and sit near them. at this point my brother asks me to go home... and I refuse. I dont know what to do, I dont want to watch my friend get fucked I want to get in on it too you know? so after refusing and refusing, she leaves... kind of.
>My brother goes to follow her. and I hear them both talking downstairs.
>So I walk out the flat, and I see them both talking down the middle of the staircase. I can only see their legs but I can see hes listed her onto his lap. more importantly however, I can only see their legs and waists.. and I can see his hand down her jeans.
>its obvious he's finger fucking her because shes fucking gasping and moaning and its echoing a bit in the stairwell. I take my cock out and just shamelessly masterbate and ffs I literally cum in 20 seconds. (bit of backstory, im not weak at sex... I know it sounds contradictory, but I can fuck for hours and not cum, but this was different)
>So I watch them for a while and go back inside the flat, they get me a taxi eventually and both come in like nothings happened. my brother gives me ￡20 and I leave. this all happened at 6-7am in the morning

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