Feels thread. Please keep pics sfw. Thank you

Feels thread. Please keep pics sfw. Thank you

How are you all doing today, my friends?

Come get what's bothering you off your chest

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Good morning from Work again. Not a lot to report today except that I still haven't done that house hunting. Been having trouble sleeping this week and forced myself asleep with some melatonin last night. It worked well, but I woke up so groggy.

Are you doing well today?

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I hope you're able to start getting sleep without the melatonin. Have you spoken to a doctor about it at all? Could help with reducing stress and stuff as well~

I'm doing fine, thanks for asking

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Suffering from dysphoria, finally going to the doctor for blood work so I can start my HRT. I go in Aug 18th, hoping it goes well.

Best of luck and I hope everything works out for you, friend! Do keep me updated if you catch another thread of mine :)

Do you have people supporting you through this~?

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came here for Isabelle porn

Yes I do, my girlfriend is supportive. Not many friends or family know yet, I think once I start Estrogen and Spiro I'll have a better mindset because I'll be making some what of progress. That's what sucks waiting to just start the HRT you want progress done but you can't do much. I'm waiting just to wait longer in a sense.

how about you just stop being a faggot

I only occasionally take the melatonin. That was the first time in about a month, and it's usually only ever that often. Normally sleep isn't too difficult for me, but some nights I just can't get comfy and sleepy.

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I always go to sleep with lesbian porn on all of the tvs, so that when I wake up, I'm rock hard.

so pretty good so far.

So are you gonna be part of the 41%?

I miss my ex, I tried to talk with her again (which is fucking dumb) and when I tried she said she was with her dad and didn't have time now but probably later, I'm still waiting like the cuck that I am.

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Why not start a thread? Not trying to shoo you away by any means but I think it'd attract more people and more images :)

I'm glad she's supportive~ I always say friends who don't support you aren't really friends worth keeping. I can understand keeping it from family, though. At least starting on it is progress enough! It's a tough first step and I imagine it'll make you really happy realizing your dream.

Glad it's not too bad of a thing then~ I can imagine ow tough some nights get, though. Lately sleeping's been wack for me too haha. Hopefully it doesn't affect you through the work day too much

I know it's super duper hard, friend, but staying friends with your ex almost never works out. Realize that there's a reason you 2 broke up and getting back together won't magically fix that reason. That's to say if you 2 were arguing a lot about something, the arguing won't suddenly stop if you get back together.

Find someone that won't have a reason to break up with you or vice versa. Don't look at at your ex and think that no one will ever love you but rather take it as that she wasn't right for you. If she was, things would have worked out. Find new people, work on yourself, and keep yourself happy! You'll find someone new in due time, as you found her to begin with.

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Oh sorry missed you in the last post. I'm glad you found something that makes you happy, friend :) I hope it's not on your mind throughout the day or anything, though~ Could be a sign of addiction

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Dump your isabelle pictures.

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I'd hit the image cap twice over but I'll send a couple haha

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Woops accidentally quoted myself haha

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yeah it is sadly, worst part is that I try my best to move past this. it's been a year since she cheated on me and I did a lot of various thing to keep me active and not just depressed. I even started new relationship but since I always continue to think about her I always end the relation because I feel like it's really disrespectful to be with a girl if you think of an other one. I'm really dumb to just not move on, especially since I have all those other thing that help me distract myself, but at the end of the day when I'm a bit alone I only think of her like the dumbass that I am.

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Ah but it doesn't sound like it was your fault, friend. She cheated on you. She wronged you. You shouldn't be holding her up so high. Especially when she doesn't even give you the time of day.

Have you ever seen a psychologist about it? They're not just there for people who are depressed. Addiction, mourning, and cases like yours where you simply can't move on with life because of someone are reasons people see psychs. They don't prescribe pills so you don't have to worry about it. They help you dig down to see what the real reason you're hanging onto her is and work from there. Please consider seeing one~ Especially since you said you can't even move on with other relationships because of her.

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I'll probably stop with them for now haha. Glad you like Isabelle like I do!

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I'm freaking out a little

I guess it's not right to talk about it here but
I really really didn't want to lose everyone

I'm sorry

Morning from Ft Stewart, my guy. I'm currently slogging my ass through inprocessing as we speak because I just got outta training and to my first duty station. I'm trying to get through all of this as fast as possible so I can see about getting some time to head home and see my wife and family. The Rona stopped me from having got a chance to see anyone at my graduations or anything for the past 6 going onto 7 months. I'm just hoping I can manage some PTDY (free time home) or some leave (vacation days) to finally go see them, and also to go get all of my wife's and my shit alongside her and move into a place of own down here.

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Hate my job.
Hate myself for not quitting.
Hard to sleep.

Ah I'm sorry to hear that they couldn't make it to your graduation. Things have been such a mess with the virus going around and lockdowns and stuff. At least you'll be able to see them soon enough! Please do take care of yourself through everything. While I'm not American, I do thank you for putting your life on the line to protect those you love and even the ones you don't. You say you want to move into a place down there, do you intend to find a different job and leave the army~?

What do you do for work, friend? Have you tried looking for other jobs in the meantime? You can spend even a few minutes a day sending out resumes! That'll drastically increase your chance of finding another job rather than dealing with the same slog day in day out~

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Ahhh sorry I mentioned you in a reply but hit escape and deleted it all then forgot to in my second reply!

What's going on, friend? Why isn't it ok to talk about here? You have nothing to be sorry for~

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I do

I'm Matt
I promise I won't annoy you again tho
Just miss you guys

software developer and it's boring

i wanna work with plants instead i think

I figured you were Matt. You're not annoying me, friend. You're always welcome back to the server~ Sorry that I haven't been on in so long. What's been going on?

Ooh working with plants sounds interesting but kinda stressful. In what way were you thinking~?

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You should go

I messed up again

Not sure if i did many bad things this time

But I think I finally made everyone hate me, part of me is happy and calm about it

Really really thought I could be better than this but I either gave up too soon or just can't

I'm trying to get a permanent ban everywhere to

I really don't know what else could I do

I'm not sure what you did, friend, but you've been blowing a lot of things out of proportion. I'm not sure why you keep punishing yourself like this. I'm not sure what you want, either. You were doing so well. Have you tried seeing a new professional?

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I don't know what blowing things means

I was trying to be calm after
Well, trying to kill myself again
Gui wanted to help, fought him and now everyone hates me