Feels thread

Faggots, i hope something will happen to you, stupid autist

oh ok

oh ok

Mom died when I was 15 (am 21 now), literally ripped away in the middle of the night due to a random heart attack. No chance to prepare, no chance to say goodbye to her.

Had to be the strong backbone who kept my composure for so long, had to be the one who kept my sister from breaking down, the one who was strong when no one else knew what the fuck was happening.

We almost lost the house because it was unexpected and she hadn't had everything set up to prepare for the death.

I had a brush with the void myself just last year before I realized I couldn't do it. I couldn't tear my family apart again. No matter how badly I want to go, there's just no way for me to do it peacefully. So I went and got help, got onto antidepressants, pulled up my socks and have been working like hell to make up for all this lost time.

Have been floating through life feeling like a ghost because it feels like no one my age really understands how precious life really is. I can't open up to many people because no one knows what to do or say, and to be honest, there's really not much they can do or say.

And when you bottle it all up, sometimes the cork just pops and it hits you all at once.

oh ok

oh ok

deserved it

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Lol most edgy 12 year old mentality to have. Stop being a fag and either create purpose or enjoy the fact life is meaningless and your actions dont matter so you dont have to get caught up on things like embarrassment or shame.

Moms health is declining. Recently moved back in with her. She has 19 cats and is also a junk hoarder. Spending all my money converting 2 bays of a 3 bay pole barn into a cathouse I can get them out and start repairing her house and making it livable. Brother and sister threatened to call services but neither will lift a finger or spare a cent to do something actually helpful.

Real 100%

Ive been bottling everything up since my brothers died. I can’t do it anymore I really wish we had assisted suicide like sweden does

Go back to cuck and bbc threads payeet

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Hang in there man :')

my mom has 3 dogs that she loves. they are old and require vet visits all the time, we dont have the money so its been going on the card. our debt is out of control and im tired of worrying about it. i really wish covid would take me away

i met this one gitl play WoW, after many mounths of chatting we decide to meet each other irl, after a nice chat she invites me to go to her home, when we got there
>user please enter
>we go to the kitchen, she is preparing a meal
>she says to me
>get on the floor
>everybody walks the dinossaur

Why am I depressed? I don't know the overlaying reason. I just keep feeling as if my life isn't moving anywhere. No matter how much I work, what people I talk to, the games or who I interact with. It just doesn't feel like it means anything, or if I'm doing anything that has meaning to it. It's like my life is at a standstill and each passing day is just another tick down to my life.

I'm still trapped in this hellscape of having days where I feel like I'm really turning this motherfucker around, that all this hard work I've done to get better is going to pay off...

and then the next day I'll feel like the walls are coming down crashing again and I might as well have died when I had that intial brush.

I don't quite know if I'm ready to go right now, certainly not as much as I was last year, but sometimes people should just be allowed to leave this existence without harming those around them... no judgement, no tears. That's the hard part.

I hope you find peace in your life despite the loss of your brother, no matter where it takes you or how short it is.

My mum died when I was 12.
They say people die twice. Once when their heart stops beating, and once when the last person who remembers them dies.
When I have my first death there won't be anyone left alive that remembers her.
She deserves more than to just fade away with me.

My wife won't fuck me

>Girlfriend just broke up with me recently
>Every day feels meaningless - either I go to my dull, bullshit job to be annoyed and bored longing to be off, but then in my off time I feel like there is nothing I really want to do
>Nothing I care about or get excited for ever seems to pan out no matter how hard I tried at it

Oh and also my dog I've had for 15 years has been rapidly declining and I know she'll be gone soon, so I'm just dreading the day nonstop.