I usually don't post here but I need some help from you anons:
I was raped intensely when I was 8. The rapist was not punished and was freed within 30 days. My chances of getting into a good college have been fucked due to COVID and the universities giving more affirmative action seats to niggers and spics. I am emotionally broken because my gf and I had broken just 2 weeks ago. By now, I'm planning to shoot myself.
Your value as a human has not been impacted by rape, no matter how it went down. Sucks that you got no justice. Maybe devote some of your life to helping others who went through it or seek justice for them. And the other two issues are quite temporary. Killing yourself is a permanent solution for them.
Jose Johnson
At least shoot the rapist before you shoot yourself. Leave a note detailing your motivations and you’ll be remembered as a martyr, not a statistic. It’s the only way you know he’ll never hurt anyone else.
Caleb Gonzalez
If you'd ever like to do recall therapy give me your address and I'll sympathy rape you
Bentley Turner
I recommend doing a murder-suicide,try finding the rapist
Chase Hughes
Was gonna fap to this but saw u were a guy. Boner killer.
Hunter Cox
so uhh, I already have some of my friends do suicide. Hanging, cutting, yeah. user, I dont want that to happen to you, at least to others, because I dont want them to experience the pain I felt, someone out there still cares for you, and if, in some way, you're just larping for fun, then do whatever you want. I just have sympathy for homies out there, those who have killed themselves.
Noah Sullivan
Ya gotta get over it. Therapy can help you help yourself
Christopher Wright
getting raped a second time negates the original rape
Nathan Ward
If u r gonna kill ur self, then take that rapist with u.
Ian Scott
This, ironically
Colton Murphy
This if you're really going to do it. I hope that you don't though. How old are you? Do you have any money saved? You probably have the opportunity to go somewhere else and start a new life, or maybe get into a trade school, those aren't always as packed as general education courses within college. Trades are dying slowly and need more people to fill those jobs. Most offer pretty decent pay, if not pretty damn good pay, but that can take it's time and hard work.
Since you're going into college I'm assuming that you're pretty young. Girls come and go. It fucking hurts a lot, I legitimately feel a shock of pain in my bones. But this is the time for you to work on yourself, build yourself into someone that's worth something in society, the women will be there, fuck them, be selfish at times, intentionally don't get into relationships. Suddenly you'll find one person that is just something else and then you've got all this experience with women to handle that situation better. Maybe she will leave too, but thats still going to harden you up for the next round. Fight the good fight, as cliche as that phrase is, it hold some truth to it. Embrace the suck in your life and drag yourself out of that hole because you can actually do whatever you want, if you just make it a goal and work a little bit.
Jaxon Martin
dox the rapist, right here. yeah yeah NYPA and all that shit but get his info out there
Samuel Fisher
This If this is really it, dont let your chance go to waste. Kill the rapist and anyone else who has treated you like garbage before you head off. But chin up, enjoy what you got now
Julian Ward
I was never raped but had some sex abuse shit one time. It’s not worth killing yourself over. And fuck girls they are all stupid dumb bitches
Logan Reed
Who did it to you op? At least rat em out before you go
Carson Wilson
Don't do that. You are in pain but it is not worth it to commit suicide. Resist and be strong. Everybody thought of commiting suicide, but girls are not worth it. As for the rapist he will get his due. Workout out, learn martial arts or boxing, do something to unwind and better yourself physically and mentally. And pray.
Jayden Hall
Life is not about achievements. Life is not about taking a huge bank account to the grave. Life is not about accumulating pleasure events. Life is about continuing life. Life is a struggle. It's about your ancestors who had it worse and persevered. Their struggle made YOU. It's about you doing what they did AGAIN.
Landon Perez
Asian detected.
Jackson Young
Indo-European.
William Barnes
Did you enjoy the butt sex?
Camden Richardson
post asshole
Nathan Cooper
fap and hope OPs a dyke
Eli Clark
Hang in there man, theres people who care about you
Dude, I seriously can't convey how important this is to understand, but you need to realise that if you're planning to kill yourself, you are severely disconnected from reality. It's pretty well documented that almost everyone who survives a suicide attempt regrets it entirely. That's because you're essentially in a psychotic state, you're not yourself, and you don't recognise the infinite value of your own life. I think the only justifiable circumstances for suicide would be if you developed severe schizophrenia, and even then it's debatable.
Nathaniel Wilson
You feel powerless.
The feeling doesn't come from having made sense of the world around you. The feeling of powerlessness is something you were destined to wrestle with since the day you were raped.
Doing drugs or raping someone or committing suicide is classical rape victim behaviour; just so you know.
Manage cardiovascular stress by going on a run once in a while, and waking up natrually with some kind of light bulb hooked up to a timer.
Manage mental stress by writing down your thoughts in a best little journal.
A uni degree and a GF isn't going to save you.
Jaxson Jackson
waa waa waa - sounds like you have the perfect plan - please hurry up and carry it out.