After sitting 2 years at home I'm starting to have suicidal thoughts, anyone have had such situation before?

>After sitting 2 years at home
there's your problem

A human life is over in an unimaginably short amount of time to begin with. Just have some patience and it'll all be over soon.

We humans are social creatures. We're meant to go out and socialize and talk to others in order to survive. You not doing it is making you have less happy chemicals

>2 years
Get my level dude

t. level 5

you talk like a woman
yes socializing is important, but it isn't as important as say food and water

the nightmare is starting for us, all the qualities which makes us third world will start to exacerbate more and more. Just hoping all the shit won't start spilling in my neighbourhood and can live comfy the next months.

Why are you sitting at home for 2 years? Corona has only been 2-3 months.

i've been neet for a few months now and i already want to kms, how can you guys live like this?

4

I can come to poland and suck your dick bro, always wanted to visit varsovie and krakow

>I suffer in Poland

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How to stop being depressed:
Eat healthy
Excersise
Sleep right

I know what you feel, I went through it. I think I had depression at the time (never diagnosed it), lost the purpose in life and made me drop university (I had good grades, I just lost the will to pursue it to the end, dropped in last year).

Unironically what saved me from hanging myself is getting a job. My parents were pestering me about getting one. Mom was worried I stopped leaving the house and my father was fed up with supporting a NEET. It wasn't a good job or an exactly well paying one. But it sort of pushed me forward. After 6 months I mustered enough courage to get a better job.
Now I'm well off financially.
I'm still lonely as fuck and it bums me sometimes but I just cope with it thanks to work.

yes, this quarantine and this site has turned my brain into mush but I can't go out

>tfw just got insulted by my father for being so dumb
I kinda suicidal every time that happens

>quit substances
>get suicidal in roughly 6 months cause i cannot cope
>smoke marjiuana to numb my brain out and cope while i wageslave away "productively"
im too volatile with alcohol

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get suicidal*

I also adopted a cat from a shelter. Doesn't replace human contact but at least I have someone or something to come back home to.

Different user here, but I’ve noticed I’m going through the same as you currently. I used to have a lot of determination and drive, but now it’s just evaporated. I just feel like I’ve given up on life and all my energy to care and do things has been sapped out of me.

As far as jobs go, what would you recommend to combat that feeling of hopelessness that prevents you from seeing the point in trying?

meme

do all this every day, been depressed for 7+ years

Unfortunately I don't. The first job I got was at a call center. Luckily I was working with customer support instead of marketing calls. I don't think I would be able to last 6 months of trying to sell people shit nobody asked for.
I got annyed with the call center jobs (the hours were horrible, I sometimes would have weird shifts that ended up at 1 in the morning and I was home very late at night.
I tried to make a list of things I knew how to do but it wasn't very long. But I knew something about Linux. I started looking for entry level jobs in IT, which is funny in retrospect because i NEVER wanted to work in IT, even as a kid.
Got lucky, a company desperate for hires needed someone to fill a spot and were willing to hire a trained monkey to do it. So I showed up, went through an extremely easy job interview.
They offered me more money that I asked for which wasn't something I was prepared for (If their goal was incentivizing me to do a good job they sure fucking knew how to do it). Joined a good team of people that were very accepting despite me having fuck all experience. Learned as I went. Learned programming in my free time. Now I'm making big boy money which I don't have any purpose for. I'm just hoping someday somehow I will stumble upon a kindred soul that I can share it with, cause unfortunately besides money I have nothing else to offer. For the time being at least someone considers me to be useful, even if it's an anonymous corporate entity that pays my wage and probably doesn't consider me to be human.

tl;dr it was a stroke of luck. I was lucky to find a company that was hiring, I was lucky to get into a team without assholes trying to put me down
Sorry to dissapoint you.

>2 years
lol
6 years here