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I wish I was someone else, someone that could function as a normal fucking human being. It would be so nice.

Dude dont give me lessons on how to do a thread, I'm not here since yesterday.

I know all too well how it feels

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That explains your faggotry

Yeah. At one point I just deleted all social media and the few friends I have couldn’t reach me even through phone and SMS. They had to contact me through my sibling in Canada after I went AWOL for 2+ years. I just told them I’m OK.

Now I’m hitting a new low kek. Every day I dream about going outside, walking around the city, have a good meal, get back home, lay down and never wake up. You never know but it can always be worse god damn.

This is the one I'm talking about

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That fucking sucks, man. I'm sorry.

>paying for video games console

How does it feel like to be a manchild?

How does it feel like to fail at life?

How does it feel like being a virgin?

How does it feel like not being respected?

How does it feel like not having a stable, paying job?

How does it feel like knowing that you'll die alone?

Effendi Vidya is such a waste of time some times it's fine when you play for only a few weeks but after that I get kinda bored actually say, wanna play chess ?

I'm not Effendi

lichess.org/u5KYLDsR

Thank you

>deleted all social media for 2 years
Based, I wish I had the balls to do the same.
But in general you sound very depressed dude

Looks like fucking shit, as if someone from 1993 has designed it

Are we gonna play or what

How do I even stop feeling completely depressed? Not have it go away, but just to be able to feel at least a bit better now

>deleted all social media for 2 years
But why would you do that? You can't complain about being lonely when you're deliberately cutting yourself off from the world. Well, technically you can, but y'know what I mean.

1- stop doing or change things that make you depressed
If that won't work shotgun to head

>Pisistratus dying at an advanced age in possession of the tyranny, was succeeded by his eldest son, Hippias, and not Hipparchus, as is vulgarly believed. Harmodius was then in the flower of youthful beauty, and Aristogiton, a citizen in the middle rank of life, was his lover and possessed him. Solicited without success by Hipparchus, son of Pisistratus, Harmodius told Aristogiton, and the enraged lover, afraid that the powerful Hipparchus might take Harmodius by force, immediately formed a design, such as his condition in life permitted, for overthrowing the tyranny.
Why are Gayreeks like this?

Social media =/= the world, it's a tool that shows where you are in ape society and makes you feel like shit when you see only the good moments of people who are more successful than you are.It also fucks up your attention span

Because it's a thin soup, when you need a real meal. Because it's a pathetic ersatz of real companionship at best, and humiliating addiction most often.

I'm fairly decent with the first part, but the problem is in my head. I can't stop but feel like absolute shit because my thoughts are too self-critical and negative.

are you still down to play a game of chess?