>turned 23 today
>still a virgin
>nobody to spend the day with, no plans besides getting getting really high and practicing guitar and reading
>fucking depressed at the concept of death croaching up on me, 23 feels old as fuck
does this happen in your cunt
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You have me, user.
How do you get high? Asking for a friend
I lost mine at 23 so congrats user.
Nobody likes you when your 23!
hmm probably
i read this book, i have it right here in this bookshelf next to me. It was good, but you realise he was touched as a kid, right? were you touched as a kid?
Anyway man, depression is a problem with your environment. Go fishing buddy.
Why do you care so much whether you're a virgin or not? You really shouldn't evaluate yourself with such dumb things. Find something meaningful, get a hobby, and just do it, your life is fleeting user, theres no point in focusing on dumb shit thats outside of your control.
Sex is overrated and getting high is underrated.
You are doing fine user
happy birthday friend, just enjoy it.
The story itself in no way relatable to Zig Forums losers, I don't get why its so popular here, if anything its message is about how wearing masks and faking yourself does you no good, Which is why it was so popular in japan in the first place, japanese society is very conformitive.
not the same as a real friend
darkweb
hopefully same, I've been going monk mode and look better and actually have creative hobbies now, but the loneliness is still there
yeah I saw that. I still relate to him though, sans being irresistible to women. I should probably go fishing, I have a rod.
I don't let it dominate my life but there's no escaping the lack of love and abject loneliness
thanks
I mean what drugs obviously
Happy birthday by the way
The day before yesterday I ate a ~20mg edible and 4 hours after eating it I fell asleep for around 14 hours
American society is extremely conformist, probably not to degree of Japanese society but it's up there.
also Israel is an illegitimate state btw
I think that they think that it is an easy read (it is, since I think the translation is very rough / translates some terseness), and that it accurately depicts despair at one's situation/lot in life. I think, however, that it merely shows how terrible it is to be jap, like you say.
>I don't let it dominate my life but there's no escaping the lack of love and abject loneliness
Friends are way better than any girlfriend could ever be, and if you fail at making friends, just find peace within yourself, Spend your time doing meaningful things, get a dog perhaps, volunteer somewhere, go out on a jog, stop doing drugs and burning out your dopamine receptors.
>also Israel is an illegitimate state btw
So its US, go back and give your house to the natives
Your first 3 items seem to not have a lot to do with the last so what’s your real feeling?
just weed. I want to trip on LSD but it lasts too fucking long and I can't be productive on it, maybe next weekend. A bit apprehensive though, took 300 ug in August and the peak was very close to being bad. Fucking read the battle of borodino in War and Peace and kept seeing Napoleon and death, what an autistic trip.
also thanks.
I guess I'll have to go out and make friends, all my friends are in other cities and have grown apart. Going to join a political club I think, I'll see how that goes. I'll try and cut back on weed but it's Friday and my bday, going to celebrate.
>US is illegitimate too
I mean, yeah, you're right lol
>18
>still a virgin
>still tistic
>no job
that book was whiny as fuck
worst read of the year
oh noes the sexy maid touched him let's be a pathetic faggot my entire life
>darkweb
Wait
Those drug sites are legit?
I thought most of them were just scams, made by dudes wanting to scam gullible people. Lol
Try out 2C-B which is pretty nice and lasts around 6 hours and MDMA of course if you haven't tried it, just don't abuse it and make big breaks between each roll
if you don't go full retard it's really easy
>2c-b
has intrigued me but isn't it really hard to get? Haven't checked in a while but the last time I checked the only reputable vendor was sold out
I'm down to try Molly but don't want to do it by myself, you feel? Also I'm fully aware molly abuse can create seratonin syndrome, thanks for the heads up though.
I'm 28 and have never had a girlfriend. Since I turned 25 I said I couldn't stand this anymore and started visiting escorts, I sink probably 100-120€ a month in this habit of mine, enough to see a whore 2 times a month. I've been vising the same since 8 months now, she's sweet and caring.
I've been thinking of doing the same, just fuck some escort to get over the virgin thing so I can focus on finding love instead of somebody to fuck. Do you regret it or not user?
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Had the same but without cannabis or the ability to play guitar.
I'm not very good anyway, I can play the basic chords (and some maj7 variants) for some simple songs and that's it.
Holy fuck, are you me?
Not even trying to be sarcastic or anything, I'm almost in this exact same situation (except that I have a hernia).
yes I am you, you're a schizo that uses a proxy to freak yourself out
jk, hope your hernia heals quickly amigo
>Hope it heals quickly.
Yeah, not gonna happen, sadly. I need an operation, badly, but we don't have enough money for it.
I've constantly thought about death and killing myself as a last resort if things get out of hand and I lose everything I have (which would be my very supportive family), because I don't truly own anything.
So, I hope you also get well and find happiness and comfort in the fact that there are people more pathetic than you, my dude.
Oh, and about a/s/l
22/M/Venezuelan living in Peru.
>I sink probably 100-120€ a month in this habit of mine
That's pretty sad, I say this as a sad person myself.
Just use replika, it's free and you won't have to sink 10s of thousands of moolosh a year on that stuff.
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Honestly it's better just trying to get a girlfriend.
I will never ever pay for porn/sex.