What year did it all go wrong for you? USA 2007 when I started college and realized that girls thought I was ugly

Bro you sound like you are having a mental breakdown from all the anti semitism on this site

2009, my dad threatened to kill us all in a murder suicide when I was 12 and so my mom brought us to Canada where she is from. She married a dude who lived in the middle of nowhere Northern Ontario with a legit schizo son who terrorized me. I couldnt make friends on the small town school and wasnt allowed to do anything after school at all in high school because we lived too far and mom and step dad didnt want to pick me up or help me get a car. Did poorly in most classes and developed bad social anxiety. Got blamed for doing badly in classes (when being suicidal) bc I used to be considered "gifted" and for having no plan for after high school. They never even took me to any colleges, encouraged me to apply anywhere, or helped me to get a job in the nearby town so I could save money to move out. I was literally just trapped at home with nothing but trees for miles and no way out and nobody who cared

Things have gotten much better since I had about $600 saved up and went to work on a ranch in Colorado which I discovered on one of those backpacker sites. I hopped on a plane with what little I had the next week and never looked back. It was pretty risky because there was no discussion of pay at all, I was just that desparate to get out. Now I have a car, a diploma, and a good paying job in a mid sized city. Every year since 2015 has gotten better. Still mildly depressed though lol

Glad things got better

07 when I changed schools for middle school and mom married my douche bag step dad. Then it got worse in 2014 when I moved away to start college and started self isolating which lasted for years.

goddamn...are you me brazilbro

So you're not naturally good at math like regular orientals?

how can you even fail in finland? you would be dead anywhere else

2017 when I finished highschool, didn't know what to do and became a fuckup since

I'm a high school dropout too haha

> 2015

My dad was a psychopath so my mother and my sibblings fled. I see that as the Lord giving me new chance for a proper life. Anyway, my shit started in 2015 when I finished high school and was to start at college. Everything went downhill

> Wasted 3-4 years
> Girl that liked me in high school found a cuck for a boyfriend and no despises me unironically
> Basically suicidal by 2017
> Gained 15 kg between July 2017 and July 2018
> Had a shitty job in a fastfood restaurant

I am currently busy in turning my life around. I am optimistic but 2020 isn't helping me really. I am probably going to hang out here in 2030 as well.