I took a heroic dose of mushrooms today

5 grams. Penis envy.

I've been working my way up, dealing with depression from weight gain and losing a lot of money in crypto that affected me for 2 years.

I felt the mushrooms kicking in, and I crawled from the bed into the closet. I had asked my girlfriend to let me enjoy my trip in peace for a few hours.

In that closet, it was completely dark. My third eye opened. I, with eyes open, saw shapes and colors that I had never seen before. It wasnt a kaleidoscope effect. It was as though there was a hologram projection of the world behind the world. A mashing, mixture of colors and textures I had never seen in my life. Then, fear set in and I saw hell... it was not fire or flames. It was blackness with red and green shapes projecting themselves into infinity. I then left hell and met god. I didnt mean to meet god, but I knew it was god when I saw it. I will never forget what it looked like, but I dont think I could recreate it artistically. The colors and shapes dont exist. Then, I died.

My girlfriend came in at some point and pulled me out of the abyss. Two hours had passed in that closet, and I had lived 1000 lifetimes and met god. I saw the afterlife.

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Yeah, yeah, the time knife, we've all seen it.

She took me by the hand and we set outside. I could control the wind with my mind. The universe was crackling and pounding. Every car that drove by reverberated in my skull.

She insisted we go to the beach, I had told her to take me after I had a few hours alone in the closet. I had planned all this, I reminded myself.

I made it to the car somehow and she started driving. As we headed toward the beach, the sky exploded in an array of colors that dont exist. I have never seen anything so beautiful in my life. I began crying violently, because I realized that I did die in that closet and I was now in heaven. I told her how much she meant to me.

D'aww cute OP hope she feels the same.

We walked on the beach, the sky exploded. I took the picture attached to compare it to what I was seeing. In hindsight, it was an objectively beautiful day.. but I saw colors on that beach that dont exist. My girlfriend has taken doses with me before and compares it to weed, while I see visuals in front of reality.

After we walked, we got mexican food and I continued telling her how much she meant. I check my portfolio, up $11k this week. That Vechain Strength X node is almost back to my initial investment.

After dinner, we shower and have sex. She was unusually wet and tight tonight and clenched me extra hard as we made love. I had one of the strongest orgasms of my life.

As she's sitting on the toilet, trying to pee... i tell her...

Out of all the days that were good, today was the best.

We are all gonna make it.

Love you guys.

Beautiful

Fuck Draper

Nice! I took a couple tabs of 100ug lsd at the beach last week and decided I'm going to start learning kali linux and learn wifi spoofing / man in the middle attacks at coffee shops. I bought a nice lenovo and a good alfa and have been watching pajeet tutorial vids all day at work. I suck at trading and am just going to rob people to make it.

Love you too user. Glad you have a qt that you can trust to drag you around while functionally incapacitated.

>takes psychedelics
>inspired to rob people
wow lol i guess everyone is different huh