I took a heroic dose of mushrooms today

5 grams. Penis envy.

I've been working my way up, dealing with depression from weight gain and losing a lot of money in crypto that affected me for 2 years.

I felt the mushrooms kicking in, and I crawled from the bed into the closet. I had asked my girlfriend to let me enjoy my trip in peace for a few hours.

In that closet, it was completely dark. My third eye opened. I, with eyes open, saw shapes and colors that I had never seen before. It wasnt a kaleidoscope effect. It was as though there was a hologram projection of the world behind the world. A mashing, mixture of colors and textures I had never seen in my life. Then, fear set in and I saw hell... it was not fire or flames. It was blackness with red and green shapes projecting themselves into infinity. I then left hell and met god. I didnt mean to meet god, but I knew it was god when I saw it. I will never forget what it looked like, but I dont think I could recreate it artistically. The colors and shapes dont exist. Then, I died.

My girlfriend came in at some point and pulled me out of the abyss. Two hours had passed in that closet, and I had lived 1000 lifetimes and met god. I saw the afterlife.

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Yeah, yeah, the time knife, we've all seen it.

She took me by the hand and we set outside. I could control the wind with my mind. The universe was crackling and pounding. Every car that drove by reverberated in my skull.

She insisted we go to the beach, I had told her to take me after I had a few hours alone in the closet. I had planned all this, I reminded myself.

I made it to the car somehow and she started driving. As we headed toward the beach, the sky exploded in an array of colors that dont exist. I have never seen anything so beautiful in my life. I began crying violently, because I realized that I did die in that closet and I was now in heaven. I told her how much she meant to me.

D'aww cute OP hope she feels the same.

We walked on the beach, the sky exploded. I took the picture attached to compare it to what I was seeing. In hindsight, it was an objectively beautiful day.. but I saw colors on that beach that dont exist. My girlfriend has taken doses with me before and compares it to weed, while I see visuals in front of reality.

After we walked, we got mexican food and I continued telling her how much she meant. I check my portfolio, up $11k this week. That Vechain Strength X node is almost back to my initial investment.

After dinner, we shower and have sex. She was unusually wet and tight tonight and clenched me extra hard as we made love. I had one of the strongest orgasms of my life.

As she's sitting on the toilet, trying to pee... i tell her...

Out of all the days that were good, today was the best.

We are all gonna make it.

Love you guys.

Beautiful

Fuck Draper

Nice! I took a couple tabs of 100ug lsd at the beach last week and decided I'm going to start learning kali linux and learn wifi spoofing / man in the middle attacks at coffee shops. I bought a nice lenovo and a good alfa and have been watching pajeet tutorial vids all day at work. I suck at trading and am just going to rob people to make it.

Love you too user. Glad you have a qt that you can trust to drag you around while functionally incapacitated.

>takes psychedelics
>inspired to rob people
wow lol i guess everyone is different huh

This is a legendary story except for the Vechain part. Good vibes to you user.

OP was based for once.

Love you too user, hope you can solve your depression. Start working out at home and start cooking for yourself, youre gonna be back at your old weight in no time!

I can tell you like Bill Hicks

I want to try shrooms but I never take drugs, not even smoking or drinking, I'm scared of something going wrong (don't know what but who knows). I live alone, I was thinking of trying 3.5g in my apartment and see how it goes but what are the risks of doing that? Should I look for someone to be there for me? If so I really don't know anyone I could ask...

cant this cause psychosis

>Penis envy.
Why the fuck did you include this phrase you stuttering retard

3.5 gram is way too much if you never smoked weed or took acid. I would advise you to start with 1 gram and work your way up. Do it. And try to have a trip sitter, at least for the first time. And if you dont find anyone just start with 0.7 gram and work your way up alone.

Because thats the name of the strain you fucking retard

Ok that sounds more reasonable, thanks a lot for the advice user

do it with friends by a lake or something

Not really, i ate tons of shrooms and even more acid and my friends did too. There was only one trip where a good friend of mine was fucked for some time afterwards, but we took way too much (like 900 microgram or more) and were in a big city. He had to take antipsychotics for a few weeks and lost all his confidence (he was a very confident guy) but he was back to normal after a fee months and says now he the bad trip helped him to develop.

>with friends
That might be difficult right now, unfortunately haven't been keeping in touch. But yeah that sounds good if I can make it work

Yes, penis envy is the name of the strain. I took a picture before I gobbled them down. As you can tell, they look like small penises.

Hence, penis envy.

Forgot pic.

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Plus penis envy is supposed to be extra potent, like 1.5x strength regular cubes

Yeah I would probably go for regular cubes. not a fan of penises

After taking 3.5g of shrooms through lemontek I get extreme anxiety just thinking about taking shrooms again. My girlfriend had to basically take care of me. Help me walk to the bathroom, make me a sandwich and remind me to eat when I just sat there with a sandwich in my hand. I never had any great revelations except marveling at how we generally overlook the smaller machinations of life when sober - everything is macro in day to day life. I mainly miss how spacious my mind felt during the peak. When sober I feel like I'm navigating a tiny cage of consciousness that makes visualizing difficult. While tripping it felt like a universe I had free reign to travel through. I had some crazy geometric lightshows in my head during the peak. What you experience while tripping is very much dictated by what you want to experience, I'm one of the few people I know who takes their trip with a grain of salt - it isn't going to unlock some hidden knowledge about god, aliens or the afterlife.

fuck son that’s a lot

Thoughts on Shrooms companies as investments? Ive only ever tried acid and can definitely see the potential in therapy for depression and anxiety. Does shrooms help in this sense? Any experiences?